This cat thing began i think about 5 years ago, back when i was a muslim. There was a street cat that used to come and go and walk around our house and we used to feed it leftovers. I was a nervous 10 year old boy, who cats wud scratch me if i tried to touch them. One day while feeding it, i took the guts and simply rubbed a finger slightly over its back. Then b4 i knew i ran around me, rubbing itself against me and purring. I was like, "What the hell just happened?!" Then i used to keep it as a pet, however it never did enter 'my' house. [NB: Our building is a four storey tall flat. On the ground floor lives my grandparents, uncles; on the 1st lives me and my parents, on the 2nd lives another uncle and his family. Well on the 3rd lives a tenant.][I'm still regretting what i did to it] One day, i was on the roof, talking to a neighbour with the cat on my lap. It looked down and got scared so it snapped out its claws and climbed up my chest, jumped from my shoulder and went inside. In the process, one of its nails dug into my shoulder. I got so angry [i was 10 and immature] that i took it threw it off of my roof. From then onwards, it became afraid of me and always ran away when i came near it. My family was only willing to keep it since i was so attached to it. But now since i wasnt, my uncle and cousin trapped it in a bag and dropped it somewhere else unknown.
Around a year later, another cat appeared [I was still a muslim] and i took better care of it. But then one day, it accidentally swallowed one of those insect killing chalks and died soon after.
Years later [about a year ago from now] a kitten was found on the ground floor terrace. My younger cousin [girl; of i think 7 or 8 years old] wanted to keep it, but her mom was afraid of cats and so denied it. I took it up to show my mom and she immediately fell for its feeble, cute and helpless appearance [my mom had cats all throughout her childhood]. We kept him [it was a he] for months. It became quite the playful and lively cat. But my dad was worried about it ruining our new couch. b4 the custom new couch was finished being made, it started scratching on our old couch. My dad knew this was coming so Noah [my cat] was sent to an old friend of my mom's. That lady was quite a cat enthusiast herself and Noah had actually become more healthy. Ok whatver, thats not the point. Soon, one day for some unknown reason, we were told that he had vomited one night and the next morning, he was dead.
And finally NOW, another 'she' cat has arrived at my house and keeps on cuddling on my lap. [its been 2 months since i became a satanist]
The only ritual i've performed so far was the dedication ritual right at the beginning. No standard, banishing, familiar, succubi etc was performed afterwards. I often think alot in my free times about having a familiar or a succubus, but thats all. I do meditations and have begun opening my channels.......bla bla bla.
The thing is why are cats coming in my life so often? Is this possibly a familiar or just coincidence? It seems everytime a cat is kept away from my life, they either die or no sign of them remains. I'm confused. Any help?
ThanksHAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF DUAT
Around a year later, another cat appeared [I was still a muslim] and i took better care of it. But then one day, it accidentally swallowed one of those insect killing chalks and died soon after.
Years later [about a year ago from now] a kitten was found on the ground floor terrace. My younger cousin [girl; of i think 7 or 8 years old] wanted to keep it, but her mom was afraid of cats and so denied it. I took it up to show my mom and she immediately fell for its feeble, cute and helpless appearance [my mom had cats all throughout her childhood]. We kept him [it was a he] for months. It became quite the playful and lively cat. But my dad was worried about it ruining our new couch. b4 the custom new couch was finished being made, it started scratching on our old couch. My dad knew this was coming so Noah [my cat] was sent to an old friend of my mom's. That lady was quite a cat enthusiast herself and Noah had actually become more healthy. Ok whatver, thats not the point. Soon, one day for some unknown reason, we were told that he had vomited one night and the next morning, he was dead.
And finally NOW, another 'she' cat has arrived at my house and keeps on cuddling on my lap. [its been 2 months since i became a satanist]
The only ritual i've performed so far was the dedication ritual right at the beginning. No standard, banishing, familiar, succubi etc was performed afterwards. I often think alot in my free times about having a familiar or a succubus, but thats all. I do meditations and have begun opening my channels.......bla bla bla.
The thing is why are cats coming in my life so often? Is this possibly a familiar or just coincidence? It seems everytime a cat is kept away from my life, they either die or no sign of them remains. I'm confused. Any help?
ThanksHAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF DUAT
