This cat thing began i think about 5 years ago, back when i was a muslim. There was a street cat that used to come and go and walk around our house and we used to feed it leftovers. I was a nervous 10 year old boy, who cats wud scratch me if i tried to touch them. One day while feeding it, i took the guts and simply rubbed a finger slightly over its back. Then b4 i knew i ran around me, rubbing itself against me and purring. I was like, "What the hell just happened?!" Then i used to keep it as a pet, however it never did enter 'my' house. [NB: Our building is a four storey tall flat. On the ground floor lives my grandparents, uncles; on the 1st lives me and my parents, on the 2nd lives another uncle and his family. Well on the 3rd lives a tenant.]
The only ritual i've performed so far was the dedication ritual right at the beginning. No standard, banishing, familiar, succubi etc was performed afterwards. I often think alot in my free times about having a familiar or a succubus, but thats all. I do meditations and have begun opening my channels.......bla bla bla.
The thing is why are cats coming in my life so often? Is this possibly a familiar or just coincidence? It seems everytime a cat is kept away from my life, they either die or no sign of them remains. I'm confused. Any help?
ThanksHAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF DUAT

