--- In , Nell Barbara Fusini <robynfusini@... wrote:
Greetings brothers and sisters I'm new to Satanism and got the satanic bible by Anton lavey just yesterday. I love Satanism and everything it stands for.. I also did the dedication is ritual.. I have a problem though.. I come from a xian background, im 21 years old and i still live with my mother who's an obsessive xian.. Its really annoying.. And i really do not know how to do some rituals.. I do talk and pray to Satan but i know it's not enough.. I need to do more..
Also for some reason i still have some fears in me when it comes down to Satan and his demons! I don't know why.. I just get paranoid at times.. Maybe its due to what I've been told by xians.. Is there anyway i can get rid of these fears and trust Satan and his demons fully? And another problem is im trying to destroy somebody who's hurt me badly.. I want him cursed!!!! But then again don't know how to do it.. Please brothers and sisters help me..
Hail Satan!!!