Inlovewithsatan1
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- Jan 11, 2004
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I couldn't have figured out what element I lack. There is always a one single thought stuck in my mind, mostly negative one. Do I lack water or earth ot both ? I'm predominate in Air. I lack fire too I think yes I do. And I'm becoming able to almost keep my mind empty and to live in the moment. Void meditation getting easier day by day. But this clinging on one thought which is mostly negative is difficult to escape from for me until now. Difficult because it's negative either about my family or myself and the fear included in it is the problem I can't get the thought out of my head.