can't bleed...

[fabzz]

Uhmm I was doing the ritual and I'm too nervous to bleed my index -.-'
How can I prevent this?

 

[fabzz]

Now it's bleeding but my mom came home when it started ...
2nd delay.

And I really wanted to do it the 23rd this month!
I will have to wait 'till 18:20. (atm 16:13)
and I'll perfom it for the final time I hope o.o