Can one really get better at meditating?

[FierySoul]

I am asking because I don't really see effects of being more sensitive to the spiritual energy and also I just see here on forums people writing that they had more or less spiritual experiences before they even became Zevists. And me? I never have had one. I mean I get it, they were meditating very much in their previous lives, so they just have these things now. But still, I would be very happy to have just one experience like that.

Only thing I became better at and only just a little bit, is being self-disciplined. I have been Zevist for few years, my meditations were on and off, because I was giving up often. Probably because I matured a bit and I was doing self hypnosis, I have more perservance and more willpower to become better now. I am not skipping meditations, or at least not yet. However, I view meditations as a chore, which may or may not bring results and I just hate, to some extent, doing them. I still do them, but after I am done with meditations, I just get relived that I finally got over with them.

In addition, my tempo is very slow. By this I mean that I have a problem with keeping attention and building habits (was born with dominance of air element). So, I have to do small amounts of meditations and I have to keep that way for a long time.

Do you even guys saw progress of doing meditations? I mean, some of you surely yes. But the idea of being more energy sensitive seems unreachable for me. I just don't know what to do at this point. I guess I will still meditate but it feels pointless.

It's like a Sisyphean task.

TL;DR: I feel powerless when it comes to achieving more sensitiveness to spiritual energy. Achieved small progress of self discipline is only one thing that keeps me going.

 

[Absolute]

One cause could be how you meditate. If you rapidly lose concentration try use different method, more combined than classical versions of meditations described in ToZ.

A situation - walking in the forest, playing games, when you eat, holding a head in a bucket full of water.
A Different environments -...
A time - Some people are more potent in not - regular times. Like today i did 2 times for few minutes because situations were interesting, but Yesterday I didn't do anytime, caused by exhaustion of daily-rountine.
A method - focuses on senses trying to increase their potency, empowering specific Chakra, focusing on interior energy flows (from where? to where?), trying to feel presence of a specific planet.

A visualization. You pulling it?, pushing?,
Light up candle watch her by closed eyes and try to visualize her heat, freely not with pression. Let mind draw in front of your closed eyes.

Combine different methods and then note how you felt. When you felt best, when worst. Everytime is different, even with similar environmental ingredients.
Increase your fascination
If you won't note ANY differences then continue experimenting....
to the END.

For example me and my friend used by our voices rune ISA to empower a blunt to check out cold-effect when smoking. 10-15 times. Just let it flow into. Every different work is a progress.

 

[Absolute]

Find most efficient, compare and assume conclusions where they are similar -
Their common base like specific times, maybe environment fulfilled by kind of element like water. Analyze.
Research will satisfy logical interpretation of soul development.
Pursuit of cause-effect chains and dependence sth FROM sth BY sth. Always ask why. Why? why?

 

[Absolute]

One important thing. Always note small changes in you and in communication with others. Like if you recently lost your control in anger and you started to lost self a little bit more, just smile for a while. Yeah, that's not time for celebration, because we all feel a hunger of "BIGGER LIFE UPGRADES" but note it.

Writing a own spiritual diary is mandatory in my opinion. Filling it by own fellings, researches, drawings. You can just back to month, two ago and examine who you were and who you are.

 

[AFODO]

Yes definitely. I had breakthroughs recently. Purity is key for opening and activating the Soul.
If you have the money I can advise the Opening of the Mind HoO hypnosis, it will open your mind up to the spiritual realm and advancement.

 

[FierySoul]

Yeah, analyzing meditations and changing an approach along with having diary seems like a good idea.

 

[FierySoul]

Yes definitely. I had breakthroughs recently. Purity is key for opening and activating the Soul.
If you have the money I can advise the Opening of the Mind HoO hypnosis, it will open your mind up to the spiritual realm and advancement.

Ah yes, I forgot about Hall of Osiris. I am willing to donate. I looked at HPHC's post and saw that the hypnosis you mentioned is in tier 2. But it got me wondering, how much one does have to pay for each tier (or just tier 2)? Because I didn't saw any information on this matter here. I just have a feeling, whether in real life or on forums, when it comes to talking about certain amounts of money, everyone is silent.

 

[april]

Ah yes, I forgot about Hall of Osiris. I am willing to donate. I looked at HPHC's post and saw that the hypnosis you mentioned is in tier 2. But it got me wondering, how much one does have to pay for each tier (or just tier 2)? Because I didn't saw any information on this matter here. I just have a feeling, whether in real life or on forums, when it comes to talking about certain amounts of money, everyone is silent.

Yes, there are certain things that should be kept secret. What I can tell you though, is that it is extremely cheap compared to what it is worth, so no worries there.
You will have to register to HoO first. Prices for rituals are only able to be seen at the tier that you are at. I.e., if you're tier 1 you'll only be able to see the price for all tier 1 rituals.

 

[AFODO]

Ah yes, I forgot about Hall of Osiris. I am willing to donate. I looked at HPHC's post and saw that the hypnosis you mentioned is in tier 2. But it got me wondering, how much one does have to pay for each tier (or just tier 2)? Because I didn't saw any information on this matter here. I just have a feeling, whether in real life or on forums, when it comes to talking about certain amounts of money, everyone is silent.

As for what tier are you in, that is evaluated personally, every factor matter, all contribution you have done so far, what portion do you donate from your income monthly and how much is that, so on. You can climb with consistency as well, and so on. If you buy the tier 1 deprogramming that could also put you in tier 2 and so on so forth.

As I said it's individual, start taking this path and you'll see, talk with HPHC.

 

[FierySoul]

As for what tier are you in, that is evaluated personally, every factor matter, all contribution you have done so far, what portion do you donate from your income monthly and how much is that, so on. You can climb with consistency as well, and so on. If you buy the tier 1 deprogramming that could also put you in tier 2 and so on so forth.

As I said it's individual, start taking this path and you'll see, talk with HPHC.

So there is no fixed amount. Okay, thank you for answering. Anyways, congratulations on your breakthroughs.

 

[FierySoul]

Yes, there are certain things that should be kept secret. What I can tell you though, is that it is extremely cheap compared to what it is worth, so no worries there.
You will have to register to HoO first. Prices for rituals are only able to be seen at the tier that you are at. I.e., if you're tier 1 you'll only be able to see the price for all tier 1 rituals.

Yeah, I saw people here writing it's cheap and if everyone's price is different then maybe you're right, it should be kept secret.