westleyply
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Yay, i get to aks for some help and some advice again, but in all seriousness, i seriously need some input on what is happeneing right now. Any help would be much aprreciated.
Ok, first, i want to say i will be doing internet warfare and stuff now, becaus i might need to do two daily workings a day,which is not a promblem, but i want to make sure my energy dont just go all over the place, so i am about to start in a couple of days. Even though that is solved in my mind, i have some thoughts that need to be settled, and one of them is this african jew who has been decievingg me for a long while. Honestly, i am sorry to myself that i feel for her crap, i guess it took realization and void meditation for me to actually see who the fuck she really is.
This is a lesson that i learned and should have learned because some of the post from HP Maxine, and it is about trust. As i start to get stronger daily, i am realizing what i vampire really is and how they work, especially the kikes around me that i really now hate to their own deaths and after, but i am disgusted and ashamed of myself after i realize what me and this kike has been through and it hurts me to know what i have done, Although the phrase that we all make mistakes come to mind, i feel much endanered by the fact, that all father satan done for me, out of my own self-need i feel that i broke some promises, and i have, to him. This is not a post wether he still accepts me, because i do not feel that way at all, i still feel he is a part of my life and that treats me great.
The thing is i am not a mean guy, and i hate to be the people i see as cowards in my life. Such as arroant bullies and jerks who treats people as shit, but since i am talking about this kike i want to unleash the hate i have for her face to face, but out of my own good willed nature, this crapper does not get the talk she deserves from me. That is something i need advice on. she deserves the worst after all of her vamperish tactics she used to decieve me. i guess when you get stroner spiritually, you realize who is the enemy from the feeling and the products of their own weak, parasitic nature.
Another is the job. I almost got a job, but for some unknown stupid reason i stopped the workin months ago, and the most ironic thing is, that when i was doing the working, the guy called for an interview, and because of my unknown stupidty, i did not get the job, because of my adsence in both physical and spiritually. I realize the kike manifestation in this world and i know how to buypass it, but the things i do want seems distant at times. I now know what i really want, and that is somebody to talk to and a comfortable situation in the society that i can feel secure and stable socially in. This gives me the idea of witchcraft 101, and it feels stupid for me to type this long post, but i am doing it just to come out for a while to you guys.
My energy is pretty strong and is getting stronger, and because of my confusion and when i was in the shackels of the parasitic creature, i did not work on the powers and attributes i gain from meditation, like willing the energy, which still comes but now if feels like the beginning of when i knew i was etting stronger, and telekensis, which i did in a weak form, but did not work on it because of the lack of time i found out this december that i never had. There are hours inaccounted for day to day that i could be working on myslef, and now i know.
The school situation sucks, and i now have an oppurtunity to do my work, but i have been drafted by the enemy time after time, by the lack of interest, but i know what i need to do now.
So here is what i am going to do and i need advice to see if i am correct in solvin this on my own:
1. continual power meditation as usual and more viod medittion to increase my awareness and tactics of the foul and parisitic enemy.
2. do physical or spiritual warfare whenever there is a lasp of free time i have available, everyday
3. do energy working to get a job that meets my current sitautions and another one to finish and complete the rest of school *the other working was going super well, but because of my lack of knowledge and own stupidiness i stopped*
4. ain my strength as usual from working out and physical empowerment
5. get a grip, and some nuts, and be strong as i am, and deal with the kike promblem that benifit me.
I think this is pretty accurate indeed, just need some advice if any.
Hail Father SATAN!!!!
Ok, first, i want to say i will be doing internet warfare and stuff now, becaus i might need to do two daily workings a day,which is not a promblem, but i want to make sure my energy dont just go all over the place, so i am about to start in a couple of days. Even though that is solved in my mind, i have some thoughts that need to be settled, and one of them is this african jew who has been decievingg me for a long while. Honestly, i am sorry to myself that i feel for her crap, i guess it took realization and void meditation for me to actually see who the fuck she really is.
This is a lesson that i learned and should have learned because some of the post from HP Maxine, and it is about trust. As i start to get stronger daily, i am realizing what i vampire really is and how they work, especially the kikes around me that i really now hate to their own deaths and after, but i am disgusted and ashamed of myself after i realize what me and this kike has been through and it hurts me to know what i have done, Although the phrase that we all make mistakes come to mind, i feel much endanered by the fact, that all father satan done for me, out of my own self-need i feel that i broke some promises, and i have, to him. This is not a post wether he still accepts me, because i do not feel that way at all, i still feel he is a part of my life and that treats me great.
The thing is i am not a mean guy, and i hate to be the people i see as cowards in my life. Such as arroant bullies and jerks who treats people as shit, but since i am talking about this kike i want to unleash the hate i have for her face to face, but out of my own good willed nature, this crapper does not get the talk she deserves from me. That is something i need advice on. she deserves the worst after all of her vamperish tactics she used to decieve me. i guess when you get stroner spiritually, you realize who is the enemy from the feeling and the products of their own weak, parasitic nature.
Another is the job. I almost got a job, but for some unknown stupid reason i stopped the workin months ago, and the most ironic thing is, that when i was doing the working, the guy called for an interview, and because of my unknown stupidty, i did not get the job, because of my adsence in both physical and spiritually. I realize the kike manifestation in this world and i know how to buypass it, but the things i do want seems distant at times. I now know what i really want, and that is somebody to talk to and a comfortable situation in the society that i can feel secure and stable socially in. This gives me the idea of witchcraft 101, and it feels stupid for me to type this long post, but i am doing it just to come out for a while to you guys.
My energy is pretty strong and is getting stronger, and because of my confusion and when i was in the shackels of the parasitic creature, i did not work on the powers and attributes i gain from meditation, like willing the energy, which still comes but now if feels like the beginning of when i knew i was etting stronger, and telekensis, which i did in a weak form, but did not work on it because of the lack of time i found out this december that i never had. There are hours inaccounted for day to day that i could be working on myslef, and now i know.
The school situation sucks, and i now have an oppurtunity to do my work, but i have been drafted by the enemy time after time, by the lack of interest, but i know what i need to do now.
So here is what i am going to do and i need advice to see if i am correct in solvin this on my own:
1. continual power meditation as usual and more viod medittion to increase my awareness and tactics of the foul and parisitic enemy.
2. do physical or spiritual warfare whenever there is a lasp of free time i have available, everyday
3. do energy working to get a job that meets my current sitautions and another one to finish and complete the rest of school *the other working was going super well, but because of my lack of knowledge and own stupidiness i stopped*
4. ain my strength as usual from working out and physical empowerment
5. get a grip, and some nuts, and be strong as i am, and deal with the kike promblem that benifit me.
I think this is pretty accurate indeed, just need some advice if any.
Hail Father SATAN!!!!