Wow it's been year since i started meditating.
and just reached the level where i can stop my thoughts instantly no matter where i am or in which condition.
it took so long but i finally achieved it. i didn't gave up.
I worked whole year after void meditation because i have Autism and ADHD disorders. with these two disorder i have problem with focus. but finally i got what i always wanted. it's still improving day after day and all the other meditations are coming much easy for me now.
My main message in this post is for new comers. i just want to say that Don't give up on meditation, you will find it hard in start but it'll get easy by time and change your whole life!
There is many things i want to say but i have weak English base so i'll leave it to here.
In few days i will start doing Rituals and energy related meditation with full force and power.
Thanks all to father.
~666~