queen333333
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Hi all,
I'm currently on my path to Satan. All my life, I repeat all my life, I have felt different. While I wasn't raised religiously per se, I tried to worship the christian god forcibly myself. This sort of "worship" was solely praying to him about simple things. I've never read the bible nor do I ever wish to be infested with such ugly parasite. After forcing myself to pray despite feeling a certain detachment, I came to loathe him, the idea of him and what he represented. Recently more than ever, I've come to loathe his boneless sheep and feel nauseous upon anything related to christianity.
This is where my favorite part comes in. All my life, I have had a magnetic pull to the idea of "The Devil" without even properly knowing of Him as I was not taught much about religion. I felt connected to someone out there who wasn't the abuser of sheep. Just recently, through endless research, I have understood whom I love and desire to know. It is Satan/Lucifer as an actual entity who is immensely powerful. I have this idea and self belief in him which can be parallel with what the Joy of Satan site believes in. I have this feeling in me where I feel like I am Satan's daughter. I strongly believe I have been marked and am just realizing it. With that being said, I'd like your opinion on what you think of those born with a veil/caul and also those who are left handed represent if they represent anything at all. There's much superstition on those born with a veil as it is a rare occurrence. I've been told all my life that I will be extraordinarily lucky. Many ethnic groups believe the veil also represents psychic abilities. Some believe those children were touched by demons. Some believe they will never drown. Some believe they can see spirits. There's the legend of the 3 of the Devil's Hair which includes the boy being born with a caul. The beliefs are diverse.
For my experience, #1 I have never seen ghosts. #2 I do not believe I have any great psychic abilities but I am able to formulate a thought out of nowhere, and it will occur. I have had unbelievable dreams that have come true within 48 hours - exactly as seen. But over all, I am not especially gifted in a world of gifted psychics. This brings me to believe that perhaps this is the marking of Satan. While I forcibly believed in the god of sheep, I came to despise my (rarely preserved veil) since I noted nothing but horrible luck all my life. Now, I see it differently and that perhaps Satan was waiting for me to uncover it all. I was also born left handed which you all know what means according to the christian freaks. Though, I've been told also that left handed can be great luck. I see a symbolism with me being born left handed with the left handed path.
Also, recently - I have been seeing 33s EVERYWHERE. What could that number mean?
Thus, with all said above - do you believe these could be signs of His markings? The Mighty Satan's markings?
I'm currently on my path to Satan. All my life, I repeat all my life, I have felt different. While I wasn't raised religiously per se, I tried to worship the christian god forcibly myself. This sort of "worship" was solely praying to him about simple things. I've never read the bible nor do I ever wish to be infested with such ugly parasite. After forcing myself to pray despite feeling a certain detachment, I came to loathe him, the idea of him and what he represented. Recently more than ever, I've come to loathe his boneless sheep and feel nauseous upon anything related to christianity.
This is where my favorite part comes in. All my life, I have had a magnetic pull to the idea of "The Devil" without even properly knowing of Him as I was not taught much about religion. I felt connected to someone out there who wasn't the abuser of sheep. Just recently, through endless research, I have understood whom I love and desire to know. It is Satan/Lucifer as an actual entity who is immensely powerful. I have this idea and self belief in him which can be parallel with what the Joy of Satan site believes in. I have this feeling in me where I feel like I am Satan's daughter. I strongly believe I have been marked and am just realizing it. With that being said, I'd like your opinion on what you think of those born with a veil/caul and also those who are left handed represent if they represent anything at all. There's much superstition on those born with a veil as it is a rare occurrence. I've been told all my life that I will be extraordinarily lucky. Many ethnic groups believe the veil also represents psychic abilities. Some believe those children were touched by demons. Some believe they will never drown. Some believe they can see spirits. There's the legend of the 3 of the Devil's Hair which includes the boy being born with a caul. The beliefs are diverse.
For my experience, #1 I have never seen ghosts. #2 I do not believe I have any great psychic abilities but I am able to formulate a thought out of nowhere, and it will occur. I have had unbelievable dreams that have come true within 48 hours - exactly as seen. But over all, I am not especially gifted in a world of gifted psychics. This brings me to believe that perhaps this is the marking of Satan. While I forcibly believed in the god of sheep, I came to despise my (rarely preserved veil) since I noted nothing but horrible luck all my life. Now, I see it differently and that perhaps Satan was waiting for me to uncover it all. I was also born left handed which you all know what means according to the christian freaks. Though, I've been told also that left handed can be great luck. I see a symbolism with me being born left handed with the left handed path.
Also, recently - I have been seeing 33s EVERYWHERE. What could that number mean?
Thus, with all said above - do you believe these could be signs of His markings? The Mighty Satan's markings?