Born in pisces.

[Henu the Great]

Not especially good time for Sun square, but you could vibrate AUM SURYA every day regardless. Like something that would be your new habit. By the sound of it, it could help you a lot. Do not over do: Start low, and build up slow. Maybe start as low as 9 or 18 vibrations per session or even per day.

As for the runes. Sowilo could really help you out as well with your struggles. Again, start low and go slowly. Build up momentum to get the ball rolling and play the long game.

 

[Ravenheart666]

Pisces ascendant pisces here.
Key is to start by modelling the ambient around you first. Make a big F*cking POSTER Calendar on one of your walls or doors with all days for a working , or simply days of the month and SIGN Each DAY, every little spiritual exercise you make , with a letter or symbol. (You must be artistic you should know how to compress information in little glyphs)
Don't let your body and mind to find excuses , we are very easily influenced by outside stuff, DO NOT GIVE IN. Need be start making your body and mind associate meditation and spiritual stuff with pleasure and less with duty. Practice masturbation after a good and decent meditation session. FIND YOUR GUARDIAN DEMON! ASK FOR HELP FROM SATAN AND DEMONS! Stay CONNECTED WITH THEM! They'll know how to give directions.