Bipolarity/Maniokatathlipsis, looking for an expert opinion, or any

[duttatreya]

Hi everybody. I am having really serious issues with my psyche and well being these days.. I have a weird history, since I used to do a little bit of drugs in my 20's which evented in me going to a shrink and as a result I am taking pills since. He says I am bipolar - maniokatathlipsis is the old name of it, which is a common let's say "disease".
 Of course, no one can cure this, everyone say, "oh, you shouldn't stop the pills" and stuff like that. I consciously take my pills (of course, I didn't always do that) , after like 8 years of medication (although with pauses, since everyone on pills doesn't want to take any). But since this is a kike world, why find a cure when u can make shit tons of money with selling expensive drugs to people right? My daily dose is not a lot, I know people who take way more, sometimes when I lost control after stopping I would take some heavy stuff.. Not a good experience.. The doctor is good, just a typical shrink who doesn't care about the occult, but at least he is good at his work, in the sense of keeping this disease at bay that is, it's not like the western science can ever cure you... I heard stuff about electric shocks, but why try that? Obviously I hope meditating will help me.
My main issue though is that I am feeling really down the past weeks, like my mood is so low, and I sleeping 10-14 hours.. I am not working ftr, I am about to finish my studies and this issue ain't helping, Of course, I don't say all these stuff cause I need hugs or shit like that. I just wonder, how the fuck can I solve this? Even though I meditate as much as I can, and i growing and growing every day (my dedication was some months ago), I should pretty much address this issue easier, since my bioelectricity should rise I suppose. But then out of a sudden, it's like I felt paralyzed and my disease started hitting again (what it does, it basically drops you pshycologically down heavily, it's like, you are bored, tired, kinda unhappy, pessimist, etc). 
 Do we have any experienced doctors here that have dealt with it? Or any experienced about this issue people? Thing is, I can't do RTR. It's like, I was doing the full program for the first time yesterday (I started recently, I dedicated some months ago) and although It felt pretty darn majestic, my head was pumping like crazy afterwards.. I mean, I could listen huge buzzes and stuff like that.. So I wonder... How dangerous it can be.. I like testing myself and doing things that are not so "easy" and "safe" it's just, what's good if u got a soldier braindead. So if anyone has any knowledge about this issue, I would really appreciate some advice.. 

 

[jonathon_billing]

1. When the Sun goes into Aries. Start on a Sunday, during the hour of the Sun: A healing working. In the past I've used free positive white-gold energy from the Sun and programmed with: "In a positive and healthy manner for me this energy is healing me." Also it might help to program energy to make you more powerful.

In my case I just think of the kind of energy I want, the programming for it, then breath it in or blow it (e.g blow gold energy into pineal gland), programming it mentally thru willpower, rather than raising and then programming. This way each breath gets programmed and it's faster, more precise.

2. Start doing mindfulness meditation every day. Have a look at the works of a guy (jewish) named Shinzen Young. This will build up concentration, help with focus and rational action. Being mindful of one's thoughts and emotions means you can make better decisions, don't get all worked up and unbalanced - you can detach from them sort of thing.

3. Daily relaxation meditation see above guy. This actually works for me quite well, allows me to achieve more the next day in terms of the quality of other meditations.

4. Cleaning and protection. I don't visualize white light, I breath/blow it into parts of me - the chakras, the nadis, the astral body, the spirit, aura etc. Free positive white-light from the sun. For protection I presently use free positive akasha rather than white-gold energy. Akasha doesn't give me as much problem inflammation-wise, helps me to stay mentally balanced too. I have another working to reflect attacks against me, spiritual warfare.

5. Start studying the following: acceptance and commitment therapy, cognitive behavioural therapy, logic(e.g. the fallacies)/critical thinking/argumentation. Learn about emotions, what they are there for, how they are not a guide to action, they are just a motivational force, they come from ideas either past or present.

6. The ida-pingala balancing breath.

7. Daily journaling of your thoughts/emotions/life events etc.

8. There's a depressurizing breath that I use. I don't worry so much about the numbers but if you have a look on youtube for the 4-7-8- breath (by Weil, guy's jewish?), that's the breath I'm talking about.

9. Affirmations without programming any energy in particular seem to work. I'm using at the moment: In a positive and healthy manner for me my aura is improving. Just saying it at least 108 times with willpower, like the same willpower used for programming energy. Not faith, or wishing, but willpower, fire, creation.

I used to be a mess psychologically, suicidal depression, anxiety disorders, psychosis. I had a horrible childhood, but by perseverance and learning, getting organized and planning things out, I've managed to get myself into a much better state.

If you don't have the time or energy to do all that. Try mindfulness, journaling, cleaning and protection to start with. 20 minutes for the first two, last two only take a short time 5 minutes clean, wait awhile for it to do it's job, I wait 7 minutes at least, then protection.



---In [email protected], <yosoypan89@... wrote :

Hi everybody. I am having really serious issues with my psyche and well being these days.. I have a weird history, since I used to do a little bit of drugs in my 20's which evented in me going to a shrink and as a result I am taking pills since. He says I am bipolar - maniokatathlipsis is the old name of it, which is a common let's say "disease".
 Of course, no one can cure this, everyone say, "oh, you shouldn't stop the pills" and stuff like that. I consciously take my pills (of course, I didn't always do that) , after like 8 years of medication (although with pauses, since everyone on pills doesn't want to take any). But since this is a kike world, why find a cure when u can make shit tons of money with selling expensive drugs to people right? My daily dose is not a lot, I know people who take way more, sometimes when I lost control after stopping I would take some heavy stuff.. Not a good experience.. The doctor is good, just a typical shrink who doesn't care about the occult, but at least he is good at his work, in the sense of keeping this disease at bay that is, it's not like the western science can ever cure you... I heard stuff about electric shocks, but why try that? Obviously I hope meditating will help me.
My main issue though is that I am feeling really down the past weeks, like my mood is so low, and I sleeping 10-14 hours.. I am not working ftr, I am about to finish my studies and this issue ain't helping, Of course, I don't say all these stuff cause I need hugs or shit like that. I just wonder, how the fuck can I solve this? Even though I meditate as much as I can, and i growing and growing every day (my dedication was some months ago), I should pretty much address this issue easier, since my bioelectricity should rise I suppose. But then out of a sudden, it's like I felt paralyzed and my disease started hitting again (what it does, it basically drops you pshycologically down heavily, it's like, you are bored, tired, kinda unhappy, pessimist, etc). 
 Do we have any experienced doctors here that have dealt with it? Or any experienced about this issue people? Thing is, I can't do RTR. It's like, I was doing the full program for the first time yesterday (I started recently, I dedicated some months ago) and although It felt pretty darn majestic, my head was pumping like crazy afterwards.. I mean, I could listen huge buzzes and stuff like that.. So I wonder... How dangerous it can be.. I like testing myself and doing things that are not so "easy" and "safe" it's just, what's good if u got a soldier braindead. So if anyone has any knowledge about this issue, I would really appreciate some advice.. 

 

[Taol]

You know mindfullness is practically the same as void meditation?

 

[duttatreya]

Thank you for your consideration. It's good to hear from somebody who has had similar problems. 
I find your experience and the meditations quite interesting, so I will probably add a lot of it into my schedule. I' ve also sent this mail into the jos health forums and I got the reply about doing Raum x 108 and 5 at least (preferably 30) minutes of void meditation, also not to do any else, perhaps cause of the energy that is being raised, it could possible be harmful. I am allready getting better, must have been like a week since I changed my schedule, and am allready feeling positive towards my "illness". I will however take a note on the Mindfulness Meditation, and when I get better, I will start adding aura of protection, your technique sounds quite interesting. The breath looks funny I might add, he doesn't seem to be Jewish by the way. 





Στις 2:29 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 28 Φεβρουαρίου 2017, ο/η "jonathon.billing@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  1. When the Sun goes into Aries. Start on a Sunday, during the hour of the Sun: A healing working. In the past I've used free positive white-gold energy from the Sun and programmed with: "In a positive and healthy manner for me this energy is healing me." Also it might help to program energy to make you more powerful.

In my case I just think of the kind of energy I want, the programming for it, then breath it in or blow it (e.g blow gold energy into pineal gland), programming it mentally thru willpower, rather than raising and then programming. This way each breath gets programmed and it's faster, more precise.

2. Start doing mindfulness meditation every day. Have a look at the works of a guy (jewish) named Shinzen Young. This will build up concentration, help with focus and rational action. Being mindful of one's thoughts and emotions means you can make better decisions, don't get all worked up and unbalanced - you can detach from them sort of thing.

3. Daily relaxation meditation see above guy. This actually works for me quite well, allows me to achieve more the next day in terms of the quality of other meditations.

4. Cleaning and protection. I don't visualize white light, I breath/blow it into parts of me - the chakras, the nadis, the astral body, the spirit, aura etc. Free positive white-light from the sun. For protection I presently use free positive akasha rather than white-gold energy. Akasha doesn't give me as much problem inflammation-wise, helps me to stay mentally balanced too. I have another working to reflect attacks against me, spiritual warfare.

5. Start studying the following: acceptance and commitment therapy, cognitive behavioural therapy, logic(e.g. the fallacies)/critical thinking/argumentation. Learn about emotions, what they are there for, how they are not a guide to action, they are just a motivational force, they come from ideas either past or present.

6. The ida-pingala balancing breath.

7. Daily journaling of your thoughts/emotions/life events etc.

8. There's a depressurizing breath that I use. I don't worry so much about the numbers but if you have a look on youtube for the 4-7-8- breath (by Weil, guy's jewish?), that's the breath I'm talking about.

9. Affirmations without programming any energy in particular seem to work. I'm using at the moment: In a positive and healthy manner for me my aura is improving. Just saying it at least 108 times with willpower, like the same willpower used for programming energy. Not faith, or wishing, but willpower, fire, creation.

I used to be a mess psychologically, suicidal depression, anxiety disorders, psychosis. I had a horrible childhood, but by perseverance and learning, getting organized and planning things out, I've managed to get myself into a much better state.

If you don't have the time or energy to do all that. Try mindfulness, journaling, cleaning and protection to start with. 20 minutes for the first two, last two only take a short time 5 minutes clean, wait awhile for it to do it's job, I wait 7 minutes at least, then protection.



---In [email protected], <yosoypan89@... wrote :

Hi everybody. I am having really serious issues with my psyche and well being these days.. I have a weird history, since I used to do a little bit of drugs in my 20's which evented in me going to a shrink and as a result I am taking pills since. He says I am bipolar - maniokatathlipsis is the old name of it, which is a common let's say "disease".
 Of course, no one can cure this, everyone say, "oh, you shouldn't stop the pills" and stuff like that. I consciously take my pills (of course, I didn't always do that) , after like 8 years of medication (although with pauses, since everyone on pills doesn't want to take any). But since this is a kike world, why find a cure when u can make shit tons of money with selling expensive drugs to people right? My daily dose is not a lot, I know people who take way more, sometimes when I lost control after stopping I would take some heavy stuff.. Not a good experience.. The doctor is good, just a typical shrink who doesn't care about the occult, but at least he is good at his work, in the sense of keeping this disease at bay that is, it's not like the western science can ever cure you... I heard stuff about electric shocks, but why try that? Obviously I hope meditating will help me.
My main issue though is that I am feeling really down the past weeks, like my mood is so low, and I sleeping 10-14 hours.. I am not working ftr, I am about to finish my studies and this issue ain't helping, Of course, I don't say all these stuff cause I need hugs or shit like that. I just wonder, how the fuck can I solve this? Even though I meditate as much as I can, and i growing and growing every day (my dedication was some months ago), I should pretty much address this issue easier, since my bioelectricity should rise I suppose. But then out of a sudden, it's like I felt paralyzed and my disease started hitting again (what it does, it basically drops you pshycologically down heavily, it's like, you are bored, tired, kinda unhappy, pessimist, etc). 
 Do we have any experienced doctors here that have dealt with it? Or any experienced about this issue people? Thing is, I can't do RTR. It's like, I was doing the full program for the first time yesterday (I started recently, I dedicated some months ago) and although It felt pretty darn majestic, my head was pumping like crazy afterwards.. I mean, I could listen huge buzzes and stuff like that.. So I wonder... How dangerous it can be.. I like testing myself and doing things that are not so "easy" and "safe" it's just, what's good if u got a soldier braindead. So if anyone has any knowledge about this issue, I would really appreciate some advice.. 

 

[duttatreya]

Didn't put the pieces together, but I figure it out now you point it. My understanding of English is not the same as that of a native or of a really fluent person. 

Στις 6:08 μ.μ. Τετάρτη, 1 Μαρτίου 2017, ο/η "taolvanswd@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  You know mindfullness is practically the same as void meditation?

 

[jonathon_billing]

The internal actions, the processing of internal content is different and these actions results in a different internal state, different internal content, different way of interacting with the outer/inner world.

 

[Taol]

Aura of protection is a basic requirement and must be done every day. If you do the most simple form under beginner meditations you should be fine. Takes maybe 5-10 mins.