Better contact with succubus?

[exarkuun1991]

I get it, most things along this path take time to bear fruit. But, I've not been spending much time with my succubus. She is a great conversationalist, but, I don't necessarily get anything out of it. I meam to say, I can talk to another human, several at once, as equally as I can to her.

As for any kind of astral sex, I try. I'm trying to keep an open mind to the sensation, yet it doesn't seem to improve. Maybe this belongs in the adult section? Not sure. What should I do, keep trying? I'm not sure.

Also, she has been trying to calm me down about some of my...desires. Some desires of mine, I feel, make me kind of a monster. They're not pleasant. But, my succubus has been trying to help me with them, astrally. Is that..alright? These are just things I will not do physically. Nope.

Yes, silly question. Might not even go through. That'd be fine. I just need help. I'm not good at this stuff. I am not sure what I'm even rambling about, other than I am feeling like, some parts of me that might be "natural", or not. Vice versa, what I think is wrong, might just be buried, corrupted.

 

[Light Yagami]

Why don't you try the Munka meditation? I've suggested this to so many people... Ah, hold on...http://twinss-r.tumblr.com/pastlives
This. I had some urges/etc that were not natural at all... And found out that they originated from my past lives. Why would you *act* on them? Even on the astral...Dude, are you sure that it's your Succubus or something? Things are getting a bit weird? Do you feel weak or anything after talking to her? And in the end, if you've stopped feeling what you should be feeling then I don't know... just stop? Tell her you want to stop or something. Don't force yourself if it doesn't feel good anymore. I find it unbelievable that sex with a Goddess would lessen in energy etc. I mean, can you imagine how much power and energy a God/Goddess has? Compared to us? Unless you had soooo much bioelectricity that you're about to complete the Magnum Opus or something... or even then! You should feel it intensely! If you do not, then there's something else here. I'm not saying it's necessarily an enemy attack, but if it doesn't feel good anymore then stop. Stop and try to figure it out.

Στις 5:06 π.μ. Τρίτη, 25 Νοεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I get it, most things along this path take time to bear fruit. But, I've not been spending much time with my succubus. She is a great conversationalist, but, I don't necessarily get anything out of it. I meam to say, I can talk to another human, several at once, as equally as I can to her.

As for any kind of astral sex, I try. I'm trying to keep an open mind to the sensation, yet it doesn't seem to improve. Maybe this belongs in the adult section? Not sure. What should I do, keep trying? I'm not sure.

Also, she has been trying to calm me down about some of my...desires. Some desires of mine, I feel, make me kind of a monster. They're not pleasant. But, my succubus has been trying to help me with them, astrally. Is that..alright? These are just things I will not do physically. Nope.

Yes, silly question. Might not even go through. That'd be fine. I just need help. I'm not good at this stuff. I am not sure what I'm even rambling about, other than I am feeling like, some parts of me that might be "natural", or not. Vice versa, what I think is wrong, might just be buried, corrupted.

 

[exarkuun1991]

I think I'm going to do a Munka, as it was recommended to me before.
As for why I should do it, even on the astral, she's convinced me it's distracting me. My energy doesn't lessen; in fact, it kinda increases afterwards :/ but I just feel bad about it. It's just how I was raised..
I can only hope this Munka working does help; I hate change. I just do. I have no reason to love removing a part of myself, it just feels wrong. Then again, that's part of my misconceptions..we're not going to be of one mindset when we're "perfect"..we'll still be individuals, with our own personalities..but it feels like every time I change, I'm closer to one brainless mindset on life..I can only hope I begin to hate that more than change...

 

[Light Yagami]

Dude, the Munka meditation does not remove "a part of your self"... It removes the filth that has been placed in your soul by century after century, with the jewish brainwashing, the torture, your deaths etc etc etc... You do not remove a part of yourself. You cleanse your self. Your personality won't change; you'll most likely become more aware of your own self: where your fears or obsessions etc originate from.

Στις 1:08 μ.μ. Σάββατο, 29 Νοεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I think I'm going to do a Munka, as it was recommended to me before.
As for why I should do it, even on the astral, she's convinced me it's distracting me. My energy doesn't lessen; in fact, it kinda increases afterwards :/ but I just feel bad about it. It's just how I was raised..
I can only hope this Munka working does help; I hate change. I just do. I have no reason to love removing a part of myself, it just feels wrong. Then again, that's part of my misconceptions..we're not going to be of one mindset when we're "perfect"..we'll still be individuals, with our own personalities..but it feels like every time I change, I'm closer to one brainless mindset on life..I can only hope I begin to hate that more than change...

 

[exarkuun1991]

Alright then. I will be taking part in the group ritual that starts..today. sunday, after 1pm, I will begin the Munka. Right now, moon is in the, "don't bother, your plan won't last" phase. Sunday after 1, Cancer, meaning it will stick. And will be waxing, new to full..in fact it is perfect

I still don't have access to making a rosary. No excuses. But I will work towards one..safe to do the Munka without it? It does say use it..

 

[solarsonia666]

This might sound like a dumb question, but if you mostly did the MUNKA working at one point but didn't finish it for some odd reason, would that backlash and make you worse or would it just make you better?

 

[santo salvatore]

Hail Satan/Lucifer the Great!Transform my soul and my heart into the likeness of you. You came to get me and saved my soul. I came running back into your open arms freely and willingly.

On Friday, December 5, 2014 6:12 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Dude, the Munka meditation does not remove "a part of your self"... It removes the filth that has been placed in your soul by century after century, with the jewish brainwashing, the torture, your deaths etc etc etc... You do not remove a part of yourself. You cleanse your self. Your personality won't change; you'll most likely become more aware of your own self: where your fears or obsessions etc originate from.

Στις 1:08 μ.μ. Σάββατο, 29 Νοεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I think I'm going to do a Munka, as it was recommended to me before.
As for why I should do it, even on the astral, she's convinced me it's distracting me. My energy doesn't lessen; in fact, it kinda increases afterwards :/ but I just feel bad about it. It's just how I was raised..
I can only hope this Munka working does help; I hate change. I just do. I have no reason to love removing a part of myself, it just feels wrong. Then again, that's part of my misconceptions..we're not going to be of one mindset when we're "perfect"..we'll still be individuals, with our own personalities..but it feels like every time I change, I'm closer to one brainless mindset on life..I can only hope I begin to hate that more than change...

 

[Light Yagami]

Responding to both questions (to both different people xD):1. It is safe to do the Munka meditation without the rosary... but how in the world will you count 108 repetitions? A rosary is really useful for so many repetitions. You could just buy simple marbles you know, they don't have to be anything fancy.
2. No, the Munka meditation would not "backlast" but.. it will most likely not have any effects at all? If you do not complete at least the 40 days... It's like doing a magickal square but stopping midway. However, the first time I had done the Munka meditation, around the 25th day and for the rest, I was feeling really... down. Really down. I was feeling horrible, I just wanted to crawl into a cave and stay there for the rest of my life. This is because of my past lives' karma etc, all the bad experiences etc, they sort of came to the surface, you know? And I REALLY did want to stop the meditation but I didn't. I stood strong until the end. The Munka meditation is really not for beginners.

Στις 8:49 μ.μ. Σάββατο, 6 Δεκεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "solarsonia666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  This might sound like a dumb question, but if you mostly did the MUNKA working at one point but didn't finish it for some odd reason, would that backlash and make you worse or would it just make you better?