Being mixed, feeling unattractive?

[Bravera]

Somedays I feel beautiful.. I smile and everything is just OK. I am at peace. My physical appearance is the effects of my karma and actions.

Other days, I feel ugly... I hate this feeling and want it to go away. I work hard and am strong and athletic, I am positive and bring greatness everywhere I go.

Is it important for me to be concerned with my perceived attractiveness? If I feel better about myself on some days, isn't this a desirable goal, to see myself and actually know that I am attractive and beautiful? How does this relate to the soul?

 

[Megistomedes]

Somedays I feel beautiful.. I smile and everything is just OK. I am at peace. My physical appearance is the effects of my karma and actions.

Other days, I feel ugly... I hate this feeling and want it to go away. I work hard and am strong and athletic, I am positive and bring greatness everywhere I go.

Is it important for me to be concerned with my perceived attractiveness? If I feel better about myself on some days, isn't this a desirable goal, to see myself and actually know that I am attractive and beautiful? How does this relate to the soul?

Sometimes I feel the same way. I am not ugly but my problem is more about bearing Asian elements in my face. I know my soul is White, this is confirmed by Gods and most of my family has European phenotypes (except two members who inherited me this blood). I think we both should do a Sun square for self-love when it is in Aries.

 

[DTone]

My father is mestizo (with a dominant Mexican indigenous gene) and my mother is castiza (with a more dominant white gene), I had similar problems to yours in adolescence since I experienced a stage of puberty in which my appearance became somewhat ugly, however over the years all my appearance was fixed to the point that I became attractive to white and indigenous women ...

The point of this is that sometimes our thoughts only make things worse, I for example did not dress up or exercise, this only made me have less self-esteem, my solution was to turn off those negative thoughts of my appearance, this is the most difficult but you must end them, giving strength to those thoughts will not help you at all only grow and become more "they are like larvae", then I started to dress up and exercise, to gradually love myself ....

The funny thing is that my dominant gene is Mexican Indian, and loving myself has made me love my race, even if I were a mulatto, I would accept myself the same way and love my race....

I am not going to tell you what race you should date and have a relationship with, this debate can be solved by casting a spell to attract your ideal partner and that's it, I am currently dating someone of my own ancestry, and I am doing quite well I would not love anyone else as much as I love women of my indigenous ancestry.

Also I don't know how old you are but you may have changes later in life that will benefit your attractiveness, and also do some self esteem work, or a venus square.

P.S. I apologize if my pronouns used are not correct, this language is not my native language but when I saw your publication I remembered everything I lived and I decided to answer you.

 

[Sundara]

Somedays I feel beautiful.. I smile and everything is just OK. I am at peace. My physical appearance is the effects of my karma and actions.

Other days, I feel ugly... I hate this feeling and want it to go away. I work hard and am strong and athletic, I am positive and bring greatness everywhere I go.

Is it important for me to be concerned with my perceived attractiveness? If I feel better about myself on some days, isn't this a desirable goal, to see myself and actually know that I am attractive and beautiful? How does this relate to the soul?

The last thing anyone needs is any insecurity about their heritage or race which defeats the whole purpose of satanic goals. Physical beauty is certainly also in the soul and too much emphasis on just physical beauty for self worth and value is nothing that’ll last and easily killed. Some of the most insecure people are the most by societies book beautiful and they go crazy from it. If a person goes out looking like turds but feels good they’ll attract more than looking good and feeling like crap. Physical beauty ties into health, strength, presentation, hygiene, self expression. That’s what it’s most important for. Make sure you’re happy in those areas first. Comparing yourself to others in search of some idealistic idea of what’s beautiful is a never ending battle that doesn’t exist. Especially for something as deep as race. You can love and honor both sides of yourself, they’re not separate. Thinking too much about a persons race like this can induce some trans person like identity crisis. Fuck that. That’s not the intended effect of any of the talks about race on here. Don’t ask anyone whether or not you should feel beautiful, you are, you are a unique individual, own it.

 

[Crystallized Mushroom]

does negative thought and food change your appreance in anyway to become ugly and can vice versa happen?

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Somedays I feel beautiful.. I smile and everything is just OK. I am at peace. My physical appearance is the effects of my karma and actions.

Other days, I feel ugly... I hate this feeling and want it to go away. I work hard and am strong and athletic, I am positive and bring greatness everywhere I go.

Is it important for me to be concerned with my perceived attractiveness? If I feel better about myself on some days, isn't this a desirable goal, to see myself and actually know that I am attractive and beautiful? How does this relate to the soul?

By the way. Venus retro is coming soon. This is probably what triggered these problems regarding your percieved beauty.

Another example is also One Wire Phenomenone who started having feelings suddenly for his ex.

I also went through a similar problem.

It's only temporary. Don't do anything stupid and push through.

Hail Satan!

 

[Bravera]

Somedays I feel beautiful.. I smile and everything is just OK. I am at peace. My physical appearance is the effects of my karma and actions.

Other days, I feel ugly... I hate this feeling and want it to go away. I work hard and am strong and athletic, I am positive and bring greatness everywhere I go.

Is it important for me to be concerned with my perceived attractiveness? If I feel better about myself on some days, isn't this a desirable goal, to see myself and actually know that I am attractive and beautiful? How does this relate to the soul?

By the way. Venus retro is coming soon. This is probably what triggered these problems regarding your percieved beauty.

Another example is also One Wire Phenomenone who started having feelings suddenly for his ex.

I also went through a similar problem.

It's only temporary. Don't do anything stupid and push through.

Hail Satan!

Well I have always been very judgemental of my self image, this has pushed me to improve myself. But I am naturally a rebel, and if someone tells me I shouldn't or can't do something, I tend to consider whether I should do this.

If I am told that I am forever a mixed soul, I need to know that this is true, but if I am a White soul, then I want to return to my racial lineage. I know this is not of great importance, and this does not change the amount of work I will need to accomplish in order to complete the MO, and I'm sure when I get far enough in my training, it will be a laughable subject.

I suppose in truth I an still greatly confused on the subject of reincarnation and race. Which is obvious because the enemy has worked to destroy this understanding.

 

[Aquarius]

Why do people tell me to have a relationship with my predominant race when this completely defeats the purpose we have as Zevism to end Racemixing? I have been told by my grandmother that we are mixed, it is obvious when I look in the mirror that I am, so why should I further pollute the white race? Im not trying to be negative, but doesn't this make sense to you?

If you're mixed your predominant race is 98% of the cases Black.

So if one was mixed with for example, white and Indian, you would tell them they are black??? That does not seem logical to assume all mixed individuals are black xD

I assumed you're half black, you now say you're half mexican. Mexico is a nation that has both White mexicans and Asian mexicans, if you can find a picture of somebody who looks like you or has similar racial features we can help you understand what race you're part of.

 

[Bravera]

does negative thought and food change your appreance in anyway to become ugly and can vice versa happen?

Surely this is true, I have definitely changed my diet recently, I have been eating more as well I'm craving alot of sugar. I am growing out my hair and this is probably causing some negative self image as well. I am currently undergoing "mental" training to further increase my discipline. So I don't mind the added challenge of overcoming negative self view.

 

[The Outlaw Torn]

OK so what about my sister, her father was black, very black, she is light toned, but obviously black, her children, they were born with blonde hair and light colored eyes, white skin.. is it really the case that white genes are recessive? Are you so sure this isn't propaganda from the enemy?

You’re just lying now.

 

[Bravera]

OK so what about my sister, her father was black, very black, she is light toned, but obviously black, her children, they were born with blonde hair and light colored eyes, white skin.. is it really the case that white genes are recessive? Are you so sure this isn't propaganda from the enemy?

You’re just lying now.

Idk I think yall are confused just as much as I am. I remember in like junior high learning about plants and phenotypes and about recessive genes, that plants could pass on genes that their grandparents had. From either grandparent. This is very apparent within my sisters children, I don't need to give you proof why don't you do a Google search I bet you can find more information.

 

[Aquarius]

OK so what about my sister, her father was black, very black, she is light toned, but obviously black, her children, they were born with blonde hair and light colored eyes, white skin.. is it really the case that white genes are recessive? Are you so sure this isn't propaganda from the enemy?

You’re just lying now.

Idk I think yall are confused just as much as I am. I remember in like junior high learning about plants and phenotypes and about recessive genes, that plants could pass on genes that their grandparents had. From either grandparent. This is very apparent within my sisters children, I don't need to give you proof why don't you do a Google search I bet you can find more information.

This is rare but it happens. I know you're not lying.

 

[Bravera]

White genes are recessive, and you have Mexican blood so that makes the reality such that you have Indigenous blood which would be the predominant in your case. You were never White, just like mulatto never is White. You are ligher tanned version of Indigenous people.


You are mixing up nurture with nature here. The way you have been growing up does not change your biology.


I think he just gave an example of mixing between Blacks and Whites, and in such a case yes, the offspring is of the Black race.

OK so what about my sister, her father was black, very black, she is light toned, but obviously black, her children, they were born with blonde hair and light colored eyes, white skin.. is it really the case that white genes are recessive? Are you so sure this isn't propaganda from the enemy?

There is no such thing, when a black man has a child with a white woman the white dna is destroyed, the black dna is dominant.
He must have cheated on him with a white guy and made the black guy take over the children.
I have seen thousands of such cases in my country.

So when a white man has children with a mixed black women, a child with white genes can in fact be born, I have seen this occur with multiple children within my family.

 

[Bravera]

If you're mixed your predominant race is 98% of the cases Black.

So if one was mixed with for example, white and Indian, you would tell them they are black??? That does not seem logical to assume all mixed individuals are black xD

I assumed you're half black, you now say you're half mexican. Mexico is a nation that has both White mexicans and Asian mexicans, if you can find a picture of somebody who looks like you or has similar racial features we can help you understand what race you're part of.

No, I'm White, but I believe my father is half Mexican. I could be wrong. Mexicans look like Spaniards for a reason, and I was told that my father is Spanish. But like I said, him and his family look Mexican to me.

 

[newbie40]

Um, I was like that when I was junger but it is not big deal, you better watch for your health, well being, good shape, eating healthy, achieving goals, that is what is really important.

If you are looking for a relationship, believe me it is not worthy to waste time with another person, you will waste your time in discussion, insecurities, waste money... and bluh.. bluh once I got divorced will never go back to relationshits.

 

[NinRick]

So if one was mixed with for example, white and Indian, you would tell them they are black??? That does not seem logical to assume all mixed individuals are black xD

I assumed you're half black, you now say you're half mexican. Mexico is a nation that has both White mexicans and Asian mexicans, if you can find a picture of somebody who looks like you or has similar racial features we can help you understand what race you're part of.

No, I'm White, but I believe my father is half Mexican. I could be wrong. Mexicans look like Spaniards for a reason, and I was told that my father is Spanish. But like I said, him and his family look Mexican to me.

Look into the mirror, realize how you look like and find someone who looks similar to you and resembles you.
This is the best way.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

No, I'm White, but I believe my father is half Mexican. I could be wrong. Mexicans look like Spaniards for a reason, and I was told that my father is Spanish. But like I said, him and his family look Mexican to me.

Look into the mirror, realize how you look like and find someone who looks similar to you and resembles you.
This is the best way.

Venus square programmed to find the perfect partner would work, assuming the idea of "perfect partner" includes racial compatibility (along with spiritual and emotional compatibility). Let the energy do the "analysis" for you.

 

[Henu the Great]

Im the one that brought up this conversation in the first place, I am trying to figure out whether it is possible for a mixed individual to reincarnate into the race that their ancestors are a part of. With a purer racial bloodline. I need to know if my soul is white, or is not. And if it is partially white, how can i bring it into full fruition? Or if this is unimportant, I need to understand this.

Runic working with Odhal for understanding, and connecting to Satan for guidance would be good options.

You can improve gene expression through spiritual advancement on the 8 fold path. Time will tell which side is the dominant one in your case.

One size doesn't fit all, I don't believe this repetition of recessive genes = nullify Whiteness - one example being how HPS Pythia commented on her son being part Afghan and still considered White - or many White Souls wouldn't have a place to reincarnate nowdays if not by some slightly mixed families, and neither of us know what the person asking is like genetically. That being said I already gave a simple solution for the OP in my previous reply that should settle this.

Okay, good point. Also, see above.