being honst with me and you

[Allison Passino]

Hey, it takes courage to speak out and be honest, Brother.   Oh, and just an aside, by blind, do you mean not being able to see, in a physical sense? If so, well, is she really that non-functional? I only ask because I happen to be totally blind, and I'm pretty damn functional myself. Lol. I know you didn't mean that as a slight; just sayin'. ^ Or does she have multiple disabilities, to where she has more wrong with her than blindness? There are, sadly, lots of blind people who have that issue. But then, there are lots who just can't see, but otherwise are perfectly normal. Thanks be to Father, I am one of the normal, healthy ones. I was born premature, and they gave me too much oxygen in the incubator thingie, which screwed up my retinas. I do have some light perception, but it is limited; I can see the sunlight, for exampel. I can't see the colour or anything; I just can see the light itself, if it's a nice, strong light. I'm grateful for what light perception I do have, though, even if it's not very useful. Lol. Sorry for the long post, but just trying to educate a bit if you don't already know. I don't know how many other blind people you may know.   AS for suggestions, well, I really think divorce is best at this stage. You don't love her, she doesn't love you, so why stay together? Seems rather stupid to me. I didn't mean that in a harsh way, just a realistic way. You're not helping either of you. I know you don't want to hurt her. Well, in any case, I wish you all the best. I'm sure you will arrive at a workable, happy solution. Love ya bro! ^ Hang in there. Hail Father Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: Brian To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Thursday, November 24, 2011 7:26 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you
  Well where the fuck do I start.I guess we start at the beginning.I met my wife before I met my Father Satan.As I come clean with my SS family,many who have known me for some time,are going to be shocked by what I say,but Spiritual Satanism,is about the truth,in all its many forms.I met and married a woman 4 years ago,who was almost completely blind,and not at all attractive to me,who is a xtian to boot,although very tolerant,and a kind,and loving friend.I have to apologize for lying to you,and myself for all this time.I made it sound that I was in a happy marriage,when the reality is I am stuck with a woman, that can't function,with out my help.Many of you know her as Connie,whom I have never been in love with,but do care about her as a friend.I have been living in a dilution,that I was happily married,which is far from the case.

I have this saying that I have always said,that once you know,you can never not know.I am not a cold person,so I could never abandon her,but I know that I settled for this life,and don't believe that I can keep living this lie,no matter what.She told me years ago,that she would love to have an open marriage,but I always declined,because I am a very monogamous person,and just couldn't see myself doing that.Well things change,and we officially have an open marriage,because we both agreed that we could not meet each others needs.

So now I am free,to find a very strong and sexy,and advanced SS woman,and have the life I have always been searching for.But the problem is I am stuck in this mess,and not sure how to get out of it,with the least hurt to both of us.I have this problem of doing stupid shit too,out of loneliness,as many have said on this group also,so I to am right with ya.I took off my wedding ring,so I could not ever lie to myself again.Now I know that over the years of doing Yoga,and Power Meditations,that I am not helpless,and have the power to change things.But now it is me,who is asking for suggestions,about how to handle this in the right way.I have tried my best to help others on here as I could,and now I am the one that is needing some help,from my dear SS family.So any feed back,is much appreciated,and again sorry for painting the wrong picture,to those I care about the most.
Hail Satan
Brian

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Thanks for the post Allison.She has had diabetes for 19 years now.But no she is some what functional too.My mistake was confusing romantic love for just caring deeply about her,and I still do.I never would have known you were blind,if you didn't say so.Funny what you can still learn from someone you have come to know a couple of years now right Sister.Hope Mark comes to Father soon too.
Hail Satan
Brian

From: Allison Passino <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 29, 2011 9:17 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you

  Hey, it takes courage to speak out and be honest, Brother.   Oh, and just an aside, by blind, do you mean not being able to see, in a physical sense? If so, well, is she really that non-functional? I only ask because I happen to be totally blind, and I'm pretty damn functional myself. Lol. I know you didn't mean that as a slight; just sayin'. ^ Or does she have multiple disabilities, to where she has more wrong with her than blindness? There are, sadly, lots of blind people who have that issue. But then, there are lots who just can't see, but otherwise are perfectly normal. Thanks be to Father, I am one of the normal, healthy ones. I was born premature, and they gave me too much oxygen in the incubator thingie, which screwed up my retinas. I do have some light perception, but it is limited; I can see the sunlight, for exampel. I can't see the colour or anything; I just can see the light itself, if it's a nice, strong light. I'm grateful for what light perception I do have, though, even if it's not very useful. Lol. Sorry for the long post, but just trying to educate a bit if you don't already know. I don't know how many other blind people you may know.   AS for suggestions, well, I really think divorce is best at this stage. You don't love her, she doesn't love you, so why stay together? Seems rather stupid to me. I didn't mean that in a harsh way, just a realistic way. You're not helping either of you. I know you don't want to hurt her. Well, in any case, I wish you all the best. I'm sure you will arrive at a workable, happy solution. Love ya bro! ^ Hang in there. Hail Father Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: Brian To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Thursday, November 24, 2011 7:26 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you
  Well where the fuck do I start.I guess we start at the beginning.I met my wife before I met my Father Satan.As I come clean with my SS family,many who have known me for some time,are going to be shocked by what I say,but Spiritual Satanism,is about the truth,in all its many forms.I met and married a woman 4 years ago,who was almost completely blind,and not at all attractive to me,who is a xtian to boot,although very tolerant,and a kind,and loving friend.I have to apologize for lying to you,and myself for all this time.I made it sound that I was in a happy marriage,when the reality is I am stuck with a woman, that can't function,with out my help.Many of you know her as Connie,whom I have never been in love with,but do care about her as a friend.I have been living in a dilution,that I was happily married,which is far from the case.

I have this saying that I have always said,that once you know,you can never not know.I am not a cold person,so I could never abandon her,but I know that I settled for this life,and don't believe that I can keep living this lie,no matter what.She told me years ago,that she would love to have an open marriage,but I always declined,because I am a very monogamous person,and just couldn't see myself doing that.Well things change,and we officially have an open marriage,because we both agreed that we could not meet each others needs.

So now I am free,to find a very strong and sexy,and advanced SS woman,and have the life I have always been searching for.But the problem is I am stuck in this mess,and not sure how to get out of it,with the least hurt to both of us.I have this problem of doing stupid shit too,out of loneliness,as many have said on this group also,so I to am right with ya.I took off my wedding ring,so I could not ever lie to myself again.Now I know that over the years of doing Yoga,and Power Meditations,that I am not helpless,and have the power to change things.But now it is me,who is asking for suggestions,about how to handle this in the right way.I have tried my best to help others on here as I could,and now I am the one that is needing some help,from my dear SS family.So any feed back,is much appreciated,and again sorry for painting the wrong picture,to those I care about the most.
Hail Satan
Brian

 

[Allison Passino]

 Lol! Yep. I wasn't trying to hide it or anything. It just never came up. ^   Well, I got hope for my man yet! He said something interesting to me one time; he said one of the reasons he was attracted to me in the first place, was that my religion and beleifs were unconventional. Lol! I had a good laugh at that. They're unconventionally true! ^ And it is my fervent hope and desire, that our great Father Lucifer show him his light, for it is that of truth. Hail Father Satan forever!

----- Original Message ----- From: Brian Gibbons To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Tuesday, November 29, 2011 11:29 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you
  Thanks for the post Allison.She has had diabetes for 19 years now.But no she is some what functional too.My mistake was confusing romantic love for just caring deeply about her,and I still do.I never would have known you were blind,if you didn't say so.Funny what you can still learn from someone you have come to know a couple of years now right Sister.Hope Mark comes to Father soon too.
Hail Satan
Brian

From: Allison Passino <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 29, 2011 9:17 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you

  Hey, it takes courage to speak out and be honest, Brother.   Oh, and just an aside, by blind, do you mean not being able to see, in a physical sense? If so, well, is she really that non-functional? I only ask because I happen to be totally blind, and I'm pretty damn functional myself. Lol. I know you didn't mean that as a slight; just sayin'. ^ Or does she have multiple disabilities, to where she has more wrong with her than blindness? There are, sadly, lots of blind people who have that issue. But then, there are lots who just can't see, but otherwise are perfectly normal. Thanks be to Father, I am one of the normal, healthy ones. I was born premature, and they gave me too much oxygen in the incubator thingie, which screwed up my retinas. I do have some light perception, but it is limited; I can see the sunlight, for exampel. I can't see the colour or anything; I just can see the light itself, if it's a nice, strong light. I'm grateful for what light perception I do have, though, even if it's not very useful. Lol. Sorry for the long post, but just trying to educate a bit if you don't already know. I don't know how many other blind people you may know.   AS for suggestions, well, I really think divorce is best at this stage. You don't love her, she doesn't love you, so why stay together? Seems rather stupid to me. I didn't mean that in a harsh way, just a realistic way. You're not helping either of you. I know you don't want to hurt her. Well, in any case, I wish you all the best. I'm sure you will arrive at a workable, happy solution. Love ya bro! ^ Hang in there. Hail Father Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: Brian To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Thursday, November 24, 2011 7:26 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you
  Well where the fuck do I start.I guess we start at the beginning.I met my wife before I met my Father Satan.As I come clean with my SS family,many who have known me for some time,are going to be shocked by what I say,but Spiritual Satanism,is about the truth,in all its many forms.I met and married a woman 4 years ago,who was almost completely blind,and not at all attractive to me,who is a xtian to boot,although very tolerant,and a kind,and loving friend.I have to apologize for lying to you,and myself for all this time.I made it sound that I was in a happy marriage,when the reality is I am stuck with a woman, that can't function,with out my help.Many of you know her as Connie,whom I have never been in love with,but do care about her as a friend.I have been living in a dilution,that I was happily married,which is far from the case.

I have this saying that I have always said,that once you know,you can never not know.I am not a cold person,so I could never abandon her,but I know that I settled for this life,and don't believe that I can keep living this lie,no matter what.She told me years ago,that she would love to have an open marriage,but I always declined,because I am a very monogamous person,and just couldn't see myself doing that.Well things change,and we officially have an open marriage,because we both agreed that we could not meet each others needs.

So now I am free,to find a very strong and sexy,and advanced SS woman,and have the life I have always been searching for.But the problem is I am stuck in this mess,and not sure how to get out of it,with the least hurt to both of us.I have this problem of doing stupid shit too,out of loneliness,as many have said on this group also,so I to am right with ya.I took off my wedding ring,so I could not ever lie to myself again.Now I know that over the years of doing Yoga,and Power Meditations,that I am not helpless,and have the power to change things.But now it is me,who is asking for suggestions,about how to handle this in the right way.I have tried my best to help others on here as I could,and now I am the one that is needing some help,from my dear SS family.So any feed back,is much appreciated,and again sorry for painting the wrong picture,to those I care about the most.
Hail Satan
Brian

 

[Brian Gibbons]

All will know the Truth soon,and many will be very upset,that they to were lied to also for so long.When we finally destroy all the kikes,off the Earth,then we will be the only ones,that know what is really going on,and their will be so much confusion.Then the tables will turn,and they will all know that our Father Satan,is the only real God.Then they will be the freaks,not us.
Hail Satan
Brian

From: Allison Passino <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, November 30, 2011 6:24 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you

   Lol! Yep. I wasn't trying to hide it or anything. It just never came up. ^   Well, I got hope for my man yet! He said something interesting to me one time; he said one of the reasons he was attracted to me in the first place, was that my religion and beleifs were unconventional. Lol! I had a good laugh at that. They're unconventionally true! ^ And it is my fervent hope and desire, that our great Father Lucifer show him his light, for it is that of truth. Hail Father Satan forever!

----- Original Message ----- From: Brian Gibbons To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Tuesday, November 29, 2011 11:29 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you
  Thanks for the post Allison.She has had diabetes for 19 years now.But no she is some what functional too.My mistake was confusing romantic love for just caring deeply about her,and I still do.I never would have known you were blind,if you didn't say so.Funny what you can still learn from someone you have come to know a couple of years now right Sister.Hope Mark comes to Father soon too.
Hail Satan
Brian

From: Allison Passino <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 29, 2011 9:17 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you

  Hey, it takes courage to speak out and be honest, Brother.   Oh, and just an aside, by blind, do you mean not being able to see, in a physical sense? If so, well, is she really that non-functional? I only ask because I happen to be totally blind, and I'm pretty damn functional myself. Lol. I know you didn't mean that as a slight; just sayin'. ^ Or does she have multiple disabilities, to where she has more wrong with her than blindness? There are, sadly, lots of blind people who have that issue. But then, there are lots who just can't see, but otherwise are perfectly normal. Thanks be to Father, I am one of the normal, healthy ones. I was born premature, and they gave me too much oxygen in the incubator thingie, which screwed up my retinas. I do have some light perception, but it is limited; I can see the sunlight, for exampel. I can't see the colour or anything; I just can see the light itself, if it's a nice, strong light. I'm grateful for what light perception I do have, though, even if it's not very useful. Lol. Sorry for the long post, but just trying to educate a bit if you don't already know. I don't know how many other blind people you may know.   AS for suggestions, well, I really think divorce is best at this stage. You don't love her, she doesn't love you, so why stay together? Seems rather stupid to me. I didn't mean that in a harsh way, just a realistic way. You're not helping either of you. I know you don't want to hurt her. Well, in any case, I wish you all the best. I'm sure you will arrive at a workable, happy solution. Love ya bro! ^ Hang in there. Hail Father Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: Brian To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Thursday, November 24, 2011 7:26 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] being honst with me and you
  Well where the fuck do I start.I guess we start at the beginning.I met my wife before I met my Father Satan.As I come clean with my SS family,many who have known me for some time,are going to be shocked by what I say,but Spiritual Satanism,is about the truth,in all its many forms.I met and married a woman 4 years ago,who was almost completely blind,and not at all attractive to me,who is a xtian to boot,although very tolerant,and a kind,and loving friend.I have to apologize for lying to you,and myself for all this time.I made it sound that I was in a happy marriage,when the reality is I am stuck with a woman, that can't function,with out my help.Many of you know her as Connie,whom I have never been in love with,but do care about her as a friend.I have been living in a dilution,that I was happily married,which is far from the case.

I have this saying that I have always said,that once you know,you can never not know.I am not a cold person,so I could never abandon her,but I know that I settled for this life,and don't believe that I can keep living this lie,no matter what.She told me years ago,that she would love to have an open marriage,but I always declined,because I am a very monogamous person,and just couldn't see myself doing that.Well things change,and we officially have an open marriage,because we both agreed that we could not meet each others needs.

So now I am free,to find a very strong and sexy,and advanced SS woman,and have the life I have always been searching for.But the problem is I am stuck in this mess,and not sure how to get out of it,with the least hurt to both of us.I have this problem of doing stupid shit too,out of loneliness,as many have said on this group also,so I to am right with ya.I took off my wedding ring,so I could not ever lie to myself again.Now I know that over the years of doing Yoga,and Power Meditations,that I am not helpless,and have the power to change things.But now it is me,who is asking for suggestions,about how to handle this in the right way.I have tried my best to help others on here as I could,and now I am the one that is needing some help,from my dear SS family.So any feed back,is much appreciated,and again sorry for painting the wrong picture,to those I care about the most.
Hail Satan
Brian