Been a Christian all my life..

[vjnzh4m3iuptqv76vsx6nxj4fgziktaw2hvwps7i]

I've been a Christian All my life, and I'm extremely confused. I'm 26 with 2 children and a fiancé and I've always believed whole heartedly that Satan is pure evil and Jesus is my savior but after reading this website I'm more confused than ever!! I've always been intrigued by spiritually and religions like hinduism that teaches more about the soul and spirit but have always thought of myself as non denominational. I'm searching for something that fits perfectly I just am terrified to admit satanism is captivating in some way.. Please help!!

 

[Kelly Stoger]

I'm feel your dismay. I too was a long time member of the Christian death cult. The day I approached Lucifer,  I immediately felt the difference. I always felt a void whenever I went into a Cristian church service even though we would practice ritualistic cannibalism symbolized in the eucarist...
I no longer feel this with our father Lucifer! He reminded me as to who writes the history books that the masses adore and swallow as factual. It wasn't our pagan forebears. Shem ham for ash,  hall Satan\m/

On Sep 8, 2016 10:57 AM, "vjnzh4m3iuptqv76vsx6nxj4fgziktaw2hvwps7i@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I've been a Christian All my life, and I'm extremely confused. I'm 26 with 2 children and a fiancé and I've always believed whole heartedly that Satan is pure evil and Jesus is my savior but after reading this website I'm more confused than ever!! I've always been intrigued by spiritually and religions like hinduism that teaches more about the soul and spirit but have always thought of myself as non denominational. I'm searching for something that fits perfectly I just am terrified to admit satanism is captivating in some way.. Please help!!

 

[exarkuun1991]

Fear is how the enemy controls Christians. 
With these words, consider..not being afraid. If your faith in Jesus, called Jewsus here as an insult, is so shaken SIMPLY by reading the website..what does that mean to you?

 

[jelco666]

I find it interesting that you ended up here with you being a Christian and all... you already know deep down that there is something more to life, otherwise you wouldn't be here. I used to be Christian too, for most of my life and for some reason I just felt this sort of attraction toward Satan and it scared me because I was taught that he was evil but it didn't feel evil. That's how I ended up here. I knew there was more to life. I new there was something about meditations and the power there-in, and so much more that xianity doesn't explain. After coming to this site, it all made sense to me... it all came together. The hard part for me was due to everything that I was told to believe, to accept that Satan IS good. That decision is for you alone to make. Nobody can force you to make that choice. Keep reading the website especially on exposing Christianity and make the decision if you want to dedicate yourself to Satan or not. When I did, as soon as I did, it felt as if a curse was lifted and I finally saw everything completely clear for the first time. Satan has something but help me. He is not evil, but again, the choice is yours.

 

[egon_88_666]

For those who are new to Satanism, please start reading everything on this page:
http://www.joyofsatan.org/NEWPEOPLE.html
<center><font>Spiritual Satanism for New People</center>
<font> If you are new to Satanism, we encourage you to read everything on this website. Some of the articles are outdated. We are working on revising these, but most of the information is self-explanitory. <font>Membership in the Joy of Satan is open and free. Thanks to donations, we are able to make knowledge openly and freely available while we do research. We keep everyone posted as to new knowledge and material.
<font>
Feel free to ask questions in any of the groups, but please read and study here, as many questions can be answered by personal study. Satanism is knowledge and study<font>
<font>http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... nergy.html

<font> <font>Once you have studied this website, if you are serious aboiut wanting to make a commitment to Satan, this will be your initiation to Spiritual Satanism.<font>
<font>After you have performed your commitment ritual, you should begin a power meditation program.<font>
<font>Power meditation is the foundation of Spiritual Satanism. You will find help in the e-groups with any questions you may have concerning meditation experiences and such. Many brothers and sisters in Satan in the groups are knowledgable in these matters. <font>Here are some answers to questions that frequently come up in the groups concerning Spiritual Satanism: <font>1. All consenting sex in Satanism is free- straight, gay, bi-sexual, group sex, etc. Your sex life is your own personal business. This also includes those who choose to remain sexually inactive, or who are a-sexual. Your sex life, however you choose to live it is your own business! <font>2. Recreational drug is your own business and your own judgement. Responsibility to the responsible. Spiritual Satanism advocates empowering the soul without the use of artificial stimulants or mind-altering substances, but this is up to the individual. 3. Satan does not demand slavish worship. He does not expect us to be "sorry." Satan gives us knowledge and expects us to apply that knowledge in advancing our powers and our soul. Satan wants for us to grow, evolve and become independent. <font>4. Satanic prayer is sending energy. For example if a loved one is sick, we would send him/her healing energy.
To commmunicate with Satan and his Demons, we do this telepathically. This sort of thing will come with power meditation and opening your mind. Satan DOES hear us when we communicate to him. <font>5. Weekly rituals are great for new people in opening the soul to Satanic energy which is very beautiful. <font>6. People coming here who were former Christians, need to read through http://www.exposingchristianity.com/ http://www.exposingchristianity.com
<font>
<font>By reading through the articles, you will see the truth. The world has been indoctrinated and force-fed lies for centuries through Christianity and its cohorts. Christianity is a lie and nothing more than a program to remove spirituality. In coming to Satanism, you will find the spirit world and your soul are very real. Few have experienced real spirituality, empowering the soul and so forth, due to centuries of lies. Through learning and empowering oursleves, anxieties and fears are banished and we become strong in wisdom and knowledge. Most Satanists are spiritually confident and capable and do not fear the so-called "supernatural" or death. <font>7. If you are under-age and living in a Christian home, Satan understands. Do the best you can until you are of legal age and can practice your religion freely. Satan wants his people to be safe. Satan states in the Al-Jilwah:
"Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do." <font>8. There are no mediators in Satanism. Please read the following article:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ators.html
<font>

<center><font>Spiritual Satanism: For Those Who Are New</center>
<font> Unfortunately, the Christian Church has worked relentlessly to remove knowledge, suppress freedom of the press and free speech, and attack Satan. Satanism is a major threat to many who wish to retain control and power as Satanism places control and power in the hands of the common people. Satanism has been deliberately and viciously attacked for centuries and followers have been severely persecuted. Enemy programs that masquerade as so-called "religions" have been free to promote their own lies and horror stories about Satanism to keep people away, by using a lack of knowledge along with fear. This has lead to much ignorance and confusion concerning Satanism and has had a most unfortunate effect on many who have had misunderstandings along with no one to answer their questions when seeking Satan.
Satanism is VERY spiritually intense. For those of you who were raised in Christian homes, or were atheists, this intensity of spirituality can be surprising or even come as a shock. Enemy programs such as Christianity and Islam are spiritually dead; in other words, nothing happens, and on the rare occasion something does, it is of a weak nature. Programs such as Christianity are based upon stolen and false practices and the spirituality was deliberately removed. As opposed to Christians who pray and keep praying with no answers, Satanists get blatant answers and I don't mean twenty years later!
Many of us have had similar experiences as Spiritual Satanists, but we are all individuals. Experiences will vary, and what one person may experience, another may not. This all has to do with how advanced your soul is in this lifetime. Those who meditated regularly in past lives, regardless of who they are, are more open and psychic than those who never worked at these disciplines.
For those who are new, here are some of the things you can expect: [*]Strange and frequent coincidences, usually of a positive nature.

</li>[*]Voices that may give you good advice or inform you of something you didn't know or something that will happen. Please be aware that the voices of our Gods [Demons] DO NOT give us negative prophesy. When we begin meditating, we open our minds and souls to the astral. How open we are in this life depends upon the strength of our soul coming from past lives. Just as Christians and Muslims force their lies and programs onto others; this is no different from the spirit world where enemy spirits who are behind those programs can harass us, especially those of us who are more open psychically. These entities are human-hating and are known for giving negative prophesies. They are also prolific liars. Upon doing the dedication to Satan, we are under his protection. When we open our minds, we are more sensitive to the astral world, which is very real. There are numerous articles on this website that give effective advice in regards to controlling this sort of harassment in both the spirit and in the material world.

</li>[*]Vivid dreams, especially if you have been studying a lot about Demons.
Usually these dreams aren't negative, just vivid and intense. </li><font> Many things happening early on can be stimulating and exciting. Remember this is something new and can take some getting used to, as you are establishing strong, permanent spiritual relationships that will help you immeasurably.

Now, at some point, usually when you are feeling somewhat confident, Satan will more than likely show you what is wrong with your life. Satan knows everything about us and where we are headed by our actions, lack of initiative or whatever the case may be. If we are doing something that will have a detrimental effect on our lives down the road, he will often let us know, blatantly. Consistent meditation also brings awareness and we will notice and see things that most others are oblivious to.

This can be bewildering and even downright frightening to some, especially with all the lies and false horror stories spread by the enemy for centuries. There is no cause for alarm. He is only getting onto you because he cares. Sometimes he will send a Demon to direct us, as he did with me and I am to this day, deeply grateful. The Demon might get strict or do whatever will get you to listen up and change.

NEVER WILL SATAN OR HIS DEMONS TELL YOU TO DO ANYTHING HARMFUL OR DETRIMENTAL TO YOURSELF OR OTHERS! These kinds of experiences come from Christian angels and other entities that have nothing to do with Satan or any of our Gods/Demons.

Always remain open. If you are having problems understanding something or are confused, you can ask Satan to help you and he will. Remember, ALWAYS show respect and reverence for Satan and our Demon friends and they will reward you with much wisdom and knowledge that outsiders will never have.

The so-called "supernatural" is often a part of our daily lives as Satanists. This is something positive. Satan will reward you with a sense of spiritual and inner strength that will pull you through anything. Psychic gifts begin to open to us more and more, along with confidence and deep understanding.

In finishing, it is important to keep a strong positive attitude and don't listen to bunk and the false stories told by those who know nothing about Satan, or Satanism.
Satan's Blessings to you, and may your journey in Spiritual Satanism be rich and rewarding.  

 

[fake name]

Rest assured, Satan is NOT evil. If you actually read the exposing christianity section, specifically all the bible verses where RABBI jesus demands the genocide of all non-jew who refuse to be his slaves you would see what evil and utter garbage the bible really is.Satan and the Demons are the same gods we worshipped as pagans and the bible was written by jews to slander our gods and replace them with an evil KIKE NAILED TO A STICK.This is no different than the holoHOAX where jews blamed all their own crimes on Adolf Hitler.The communist JEWS kiled hundreds of millions of people and then lied and bought out the media claiming all the victims were jews when in truth the jews were the PERPETRATORS and Hitler kicked them out for trying to annihilate all white Europeans on the planet with communism.
Luke 19:27 and RABBI Jesus said "But those [goyim] who will not serve me, bring hither and SLAY them before me!"The new testament is just as twisted and full of genocide, slavery, cannibalism and pedophilia as the old testament/torah (SAME BOOK)


On Thursday, September 8, 2016 9:54 AM, "vjnzh4m3iuptqv76vsx6nxj4fgziktaw2hvwps7i@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I've been a Christian All my life, and I'm extremely confused. I'm 26 with 2 children and a fiancé and I've always believed whole heartedly that Satan is pure evil and Jesus is my savior but after reading this website I'm more confused than ever!! I've always been intrigued by spiritually and religions like hinduism that teaches more about the soul and spirit but have always thought of myself as non denominational. I'm searching for something that fits perfectly I just am terrified to admit satanism is captivating in some way.. Please help!!

 

[Black NS]

Calm down and read  http://see_the_truth.webs.com

On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, vjnzh4m3iuptqv76vsx6nxj4fgziktaw2hvwps7i@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I've been a Christian All my life, and I'm extremely confused. I'm 26 with 2 children and a fiancé and I've always believed whole heartedly that Satan is pure evil and Jesus is my savior but after reading this website I'm more confused than ever!! I've always been intrigued by spiritually and religions like hinduism that teaches more about the soul and spirit but have always thought of myself as non denominational. I'm searching for something that fits perfectly I just am terrified to admit satanism is captivating in some way.. Please help!!

 

[elephant255_rises]

Keep reading the contents of the site and don't be scared, there's nothing to fear but ignorance.

Joy of Satan
Then i suggest you read The Kybalion, it will explain a lot.


http://www.tikaboo.com/library/kybalion.pdf


We are here for any other doubts.

 

[harrilehtosaari]

Read and study ALL of Joy of Satan. Also, read the exposingchristianity site

 

[Joel Holmes]

Bro I was the same.  27 years old here. I grew up opposed as well and taught he was nothing but pure evil.  But one day I decided to dedicate myself to him cause my life was sucking so bad.  You just say it out loud.  After doing this I was immediately filled with knowledge from the fallen and your third eye will opened and you will see life as to whats really going on (the shades will be pulled off your eyes literally) and the power youll receive is amazing. You will begin realizing most everything will magically start working out for you not only seeing everything especially in the movie and music industries but in even politics. Now in order to to keep getting these rewards you must keep it a secret and do his work by influencing sin much like movies and music does and start his agenda in order for him to help yiu get what you want yiu have to do things for him.You'll learn all about that.  Until you do that you know more.

On Sep 8, 2016 12:57, "vjnzh4m3iuptqv76vsx6nxj4fgziktaw2hvwps7i@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I've been a Christian All my life, and I'm extremely confused. I'm 26 with 2 children and a fiancé and I've always believed whole heartedly that Satan is pure evil and Jesus is my savior but after reading this website I'm more confused than ever!! I've always been intrigued by spiritually and religions like hinduism that teaches more about the soul and spirit but have always thought of myself as non denominational. I'm searching for something that fits perfectly I just am terrified to admit satanism is captivating in some way.. Please help!!

 

[Allison Passino]

I was not raised xian (christian). My mom and dad pretty much left me
alone regarding religion. For this, I am profoundly grateful to
Lord/Father Satan and the other Gods, because I know that many of my
brethren were once caught in xianity's insidious web. And trust me,
christianity is very insidious, chiefly because it tries to appeal to
your emotions. Tries to make you feel fealty and adoration for a being
that does not exist. Though if he did exist, he would spit in your
face, for the jesus character hates gentiles. Because he is, and will
always be, a jewish character.

In Satanism, there is no saviour. We do not need a saviour! We are not
foolish, bleating sheep to have to be led around. Satan/Enki, our
Father, and true Creator-God, does not want us to be like that! He
wants us to be strong, confident, intelligent! He desires that we
ascend, be strong, become like he is! The fools who do not know him,
and blindly fear him and slander his great name, call him the 'father
of lies'. I absolutely despise that sobriquet! SatanEnki, aka Lucifer,
has never,ever lied to me! In the eight years that I have been a
dedicated Spiritual Satanist, he has never lied to me. He's been
straight with me, and always told me the absolute truth. Sometimes it
was stuff I didn't want to hear, that hurt me to hear, but he always
did so in a very gentle way. Satan is truly the most patient and
understanding beingI have ever met in my life. He is bright,
beautiful! Satan is a true King, and I gladly serve him in his mighty
cause, which is nothing less than the liberation of mankind, his
beloved children. Satan is my Father, my God, my Liege Lord...my
mighty, cosmic Emperor! I adore him! I could not now imagine my life
without him, or without my wonderful Guardian Daemons, Sorath and
Andras, and my other great Daemon friends. Not to mention, of course,
my gracious and awesome family of Satan here on this earth, my
Brothers and Sisters in Satan, my Comrades! I love them all. To be
perfectly blunt, and I mean no offense, but I must be honest...I would
rather be dead than be a christian! For xianity offers nothing except
slavery and blind obedience. But Satan...Father Satan is my Light, my
Reason...in him I always find joy, and comfort, and wisdom. In a word,
real love, not some plastic facsimile. Satan's energy, when he
appears, is truly ineffable, indescribable. High Priestess maxine
states on the website that Satan has brought her to tears many times,
and so it is also with me as well. In fact, he came to me the other
day, well night, actually. I was...well, I was upset, and started
talking to him, as I often do, and he came to me. His energyis just
incredible! If you do decide to dedicate, eventually you will know
what I am talking about. But Satan let me know, in no uncertain terms,
that he was with me, there for me, and that he loved me. Just as a
good Father ought to do if his kids are hurting. Is Satan evil? No,
most assuredly not! To me, and many others here, Satan is joy, light,
love and hope. True Sovereign! And I shall for ever serve him, and
praise his name! I lift high the bright banner of Satan! See it shine!
Hail Lord/Father Satan for always! Hail Sorath, the One Who Burns!
Hail Andras!

On 9/8/16, Joel Holmes jholmes1246@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Bro I was the same. 27 years old here. I grew up opposed as well and
taught he was nothing but pure evil. But one day I decided to dedicate
myself to him cause my life was sucking so bad. You just say it out loud.
After doing this I was immediately filled with knowledge from the fallen
and your third eye will opened and you will see life as to whats really
going on (the shades will be pulled off your eyes literally) and the power
youll receive is amazing. You will begin realizing most everything will
magically start working out for you not only seeing everything especially
in the movie and music industries but in even politics. Now in order to to
keep getting these rewards you must keep it a secret and do his work by
influencing sin much like movies and music does and start his agenda in
order for him to help yiu get what you want yiu have to do things for
him.You'll learn all about that. Until you do that you know more.


On Sep 8, 2016 12:57, "vjnzh4m3iuptqv76vsx6nxj4fgziktaw2hvwps7i@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:




I've been a Christian All my life, and I'm extremely confused. I'm 26
with
2 children and a fiancé and I've always believed whole heartedly that
Satan
is pure evil and Jesus is my savior but after reading this website I'm
more
confused than ever!! I've always been intrigued by spiritually and
religions like hinduism that teaches more about the soul and spirit but
have always thought of myself as non denominational. I'm searching for
something that fits perfectly I just am terrified to admit satanism is
captivating in some way.. Please help!!

 

[lisadragomir13]

Allison, your post is so beautiful and inspiring! You caught all uour feelings and formed them into words perfectly & it resonates with what probably all of us feel. Damn now that I'm focusing on these feelings towards our Satanic family I can feel my heart beat xD it's truly amazing

 

[Allison Passino]

Aww. Thanks! I love all my Satanic sisters and brothers! And our
Faather, and my Daemon Guardians. So awesome, and beautiful, and very
wise! ^ Hail Father Satan! Hail Sorath, the One Who Burns! Hail
Andras!

On 9/12/16, lisadragomir13@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Allison, your post is so beautiful and inspiring! You caught all uour
feelings and formed them into words perfectly & it resonates with what
probably all of us feel. Damn now that I'm focusing on these feelings
towards our Satanic family I can feel my heart beat xD it's truly amazing

 

[funnyfred1932]

You might want to check this out:Shemhamephorash