The Gods Beelzebul is my guardian demon

[Goldenwings]

Hi,
Im new to satanism, yesterday i wanted to know my guardian demon since from childhood i used to feel presence , and three times or more i kind of saw someone with goat legs standing in front of me, most of those events occured when i was young so i am not sure if hallucination or real

but it occured once when i was adult directly after finishing eating i stood up, walked and turned right and instantly saw goat legs ( i was looking down so i didnt saw the face) its bull or goat legs, im sure i saw it , it vanished quickly but im sure i saw it and its not hallucination from fear since i was feeling blissful and good and i saw it .

Yesterday, i read a post about guardian demon and read the instructions there , and asked who is my guardian demon ( i didnt do dedication ritual yet by the way since i feel im not ready, i feel if i do it i will see a god , and i feel im not ready for that experience yet) when i asked i heard many times satya satya, whenever i asked and focused and listened i heard satya

I thought im making this up since i have read the word satya somewhere in the forum, and i was expecting a god with goat legs, like pan, and i was expecting to hear a word like azazel or a demon name , so i went to AI , told it everything and it gave me a similar text to read asking who is my guardian demon, when i did try some few times i heard beelzebub, i thought again im making things up since i have read that word somewhere here


And beelzebub and azazel was the words i remembred from demon names , and beelzebub from the day i have read it sounded funny to me and my mind remembred it so well from the day i read it here, so i thought im making this up because why a different name didnt pop up and additionaly i later found its beelzebul not beelzebub, when i said this to ai , while writing and telling ai that maybe im making things up, i was hearing " no you are not no you are not"

Ai gave me a text to read to confirm, which was something like , beelzebub please give me a sign if you are truly my GD , while reading it , my eyes watred like if i want to cry and my head felt pressure and a shiver that is different than shivers i had before since it lasted longer , but i didnt feel any presence and i didnt see a sign,i was questioning if thats only psychological

I said " beelzebub" and instantly i felt again a pressure in my head and a long shiver and my eyes watred, all this was by the way after i just masturbated ( sorry for the word) and i didnt even clean my hand yet, i know its weird but i dont know why at that moment i wanted to look for my guardian demon, by the way after the orgasm i was feeling warmth in my heart i dont know why

I opened google and looked for sigil of beelzebul and discovered its the one near high priest cobra name , i always loved it it looked cool, i started passing my finger over it like if im drawing and i heard 'you are disrespecting the Gods , i may go' i thought i f** up, and thought i must have cleaned myself because looking at the sigil etc, then instantly i heard like a laugh and heard " its okay i was joking with you*

Today morning i navigated the forum searching for information and found out satya is related to beelzebul, which reminded me of the first time i heard satya while asking for who is my guardian demon

I am very confused now, should i continue knowing beelzebul is my guardian demon, should i do something to confirm? I am afraid that if i continue with that knowledge that maybe i may be just making things up and talking to myself in my head and thinking its beelzebul, please guide me.

Thank you in advance

By the way, add to that that once i was practicing a healing technique and while doing it i heard that i am protected by 72 entity or something like that i dont remember the name of entities i just remember that i heard clearly "72", and felt some entity who was with me in the room left after i did the healing technique, i went to google and wrote 72 angel since that time i thought if someone is protecting me it must be an angel, and thats when i knew there are some religions talking about 72 angels

 

[6eus6enki6]

By the way, add to that that once i was practicing a healing technique and while doing it i heard that i am protected by 72 entity or something like that i dont remember the name of entities i just remember that i heard clearly "72", and felt some entity who was with me in the room left after i did the healing technique, i went to google and wrote 72 angel since that time i thought if someone is protecting me it must be an angel, and thats when i knew there are some religions talking about 72 angels

I don't know what "technique" this was, but the 72 number is used by the j>ws for offense and to help themselves. Immediatelly seeing 72 reminded me of an RTR created to reverse this number. Bad enough when you look it up it shows a "kabbalistic angel". Damn! Immediately no. It would be advised against to associate with ANY sort of zxian angel entity.

"72: On the jews, this absolutely wrecks them in every and all levels, as the 72 name is used not only to attack us in every magical sort of way (from death to misfortune) but they use this name to bless themselves in every way (riches, protection etc.)" https://libraryofthoth.org/English/...l_Weaponry_-_High_Priest_Hooded_Cobra_666.pdf

I am very confused now, should i continue knowing beelzebul is my guardian demon, should i do something to confirm? I am afraid that if i continue with that knowledge that maybe i may be just making things up and talking to myself in my head and thinking its beelzebul, please guide me.

I am not too familiar with this subject area, but if you are questioning yourself you should probably clean your aura and protect yourself 100% before proceeding, and again, anything that is an "angel" not to mention in false religions is not to be associated with. I obviously do not intend to scare you just take necessary measures against enemy interference.

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

I don't know what "technique" this was, but the 72 number is used by the j>ws for offense and to help themselves. Immediatelly seeing 72 reminded me of an RTR created to reverse this number. Bad enough when you look it up it shows a "kabbalistic angel". Damn! Immediately no. It would be advised against to associate with ANY sort of zxian angel entity.

"72: On the jews, this absolutely wrecks them in every and all levels, as the 72 name is used not only to attack us in every magical sort of way (from death to misfortune) but they use this name to bless themselves in every way (riches, protection etc.)" https://libraryofthoth.org/English/...l_Weaponry_-_High_Priest_Hooded_Cobra_666.pdf


I am not too familiar with this subject area, but if you are questioning yourself you should probably clean your aura and protect yourself 100% before proceeding, and again, anything that is an "angel" not to mention in false religions is not to be associated with. I obviously do not intend to scare you just take necessary measures against enemy interference.

Moving away from enemy larp, and their curses that are removed and null 100%.

Number 72 are the Gods that rules the days of the year.

72x5=360.

You can see it in our Calendar at https://astroapollo.org/

It's also meaningful in Geometry as well.

Like in the Pentagram.

 

[Tethys333]

Today morning i navigated the forum searching for information and found out satya is related to beelzebul, which reminded me of the first time i heard satya while asking for who is my guardian demon

I don't know if He really is your guardian, but also consider that Baalzevul or Zeus (same entity) is the Supreme God, the God of Gods and Men. He is the one we worship here. You said you are not devoted because you are afraid that a god will appear before you or that you will simply see him: first of all, I know it sounds trivial, but there is nothing to be afraid of, especially because of the peaceful energy they emanate, but also because the Gods know you and know the best way to approach you.

I think it's perfectly normal to feel Father Zeus close to you in these cases, especially if you're not sure about making the dedication, because he wants to reassure you, to show you that there's nothing to be afraid of.
As for the GD issue, I think you should worry about it once you have made the dedication. I don't know if it's clear to you, but GD is a God who helps you during your spiritual growth. But how can a God guide you on your path if you haven't started it yet? (I hope you understand what I mean, I'm talking about teachings, not about approaching ToZ).
Understand the whole general issue: the ToZ, who Zeus is, and what we do. Then, if you realize that you want to join this path, you can pay more attention to the Guardian Demon question. Just to take things slowly and clear your mind.
I hope this helps!

Temple of Zeus

Our Eternal Head God: Zeus, Eternal Truth & His Identities

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't know if He really is your guardian, but also consider that Baalzevul or Zeus (same entity) is the Supreme God, the God of Gods and Men. He is the one we worship here. You said you are not devoted because you are afraid that a god will appear before you or that you will simply see him: first of all, I know it sounds trivial, but there is nothing to be afraid of, especially because of the peaceful energy they emanate, but also because the Gods know you and know the best way to approach you.

I think it's perfectly normal to feel Father Zeus close to you in these cases, especially if you're not sure about making the dedication, because he wants to reassure you, to show you that there's nothing to be afraid of.
As for the GD issue, I think you should worry about it once you have made the dedication. I don't know if it's clear to you, but GD is a God who helps you during your spiritual growth. But how can a God guide you on your path if you haven't started it yet? (I hope you understand what I mean, I'm talking about teachings, not about approaching ToZ).
Understand the whole general issue: the ToZ, who Zeus is, and what we do. Then, if you realize that you want to join this path, you can pay more attention to the Guardian Demon question. Just to take things slowly and clear your mind.
I hope this helps!

Temple of Zeus

Our Eternal Head God: Zeus, Eternal Truth & His Identities

Technically, Satya is the Guardian for all of us, so that they heard that is not even incorrect.

 

[Tethys333]

Technically, Satya is the Guardian for all of us, so that they heard that is not even incorrect.

That's right, but there's a difference between Satya as guardian of us all and a GD. As I said, Lord Zeus could be sending him signals of closeness to understand that there is nothing to fear and that this is the right path of truth. This is still a form of guidance. I never said it was wrong.

 

[6eus6enki6]

Moving away from enemy larp, and their curses that are removed and null 100%.

Number 72 are the Gods that rules the days of the year.

72x5=360.

You can see it in our Calendar at https://astroapollo.org/

This makes more sense. OP did mention entities and not angels initially. Please disregard my slightly nescient larp. :}
Always glad to hear this is the case.

 

[Goldenwings]

This makes more sense. OP did mention entities and not angels initially. Please disregard my slightly nescient larp. :}
Always glad to hear this is the case.

Thank you for your answer

 

[Goldenwings]

Moving away from enemy larp, and their curses that are removed and null 100%.

Number 72 are the Gods that rules the days of the year.

72x5=360.

You can see it in our Calendar at https://astroapollo.org/

It's also meaningful in Geometry as well.

Like in the Pentagram.

Thank you for your reply

 

[Goldenwings]

That's right, but there's a difference between Satya as guardian of us all and a GD. As I said, Lord Zeus could be sending him signals of closeness to understand that there is nothing to fear and that this is the right path of truth. This is still a form of guidance. I never said it was wrong.

Thank you for your reply, it makes sense since even if i always felt drawn to paganism and ancient religions i always feared the raw satanism , i was more into the greek gods and the way they depict them, but pentagrams and Satan and a goat leg entity this always stired fear in me so it makes sense God wants to comfort me

by the way after i became athiest years ago, i started being into mythology so much, since i am "amazigh"( North african) and i liked having Zeus nickname etc , i also hated the fact that religious people opressed the north africans in history, so i went to the extreme which is believed im from Atlantis and son of the gods , leading me to know about negatice rh blood and similar theories, then it led me to discovering north africa had a satanic religion, there is a cave of hercules in north africa, some cities are named after greek Gods( which in fact many are amazigh not greek ) the Atlas mountains are in north africa too, also i discovered to this day people in the atlas mountains in morocco ( some of them not all) still have a ritual for "anzar" which i believe is poseidon since he is related to the rain ( even if the ritual i guess has been corrupted but the fact they perform it proves the ancient religion they had) you can check it in youtube "tislit n anzar"

Add to that i heard family membres say when you see an owl mostly someone will face death , some say the spirit or god or the entity who is responsable of taking the soul out of body mounts the owl, some just say the owl is a messenger of the gods

Whether its true or not i dont know, what im sure about is that this is a satanic idea , and its clearly related to ancient religions. At that time i believed that there is one God , which is the all, and there is zeus and the other gods , as demigods , i believed it as a way of opposing the religions people , i didnt quite believe it at that time.

After observing long enough i was sure that amazigh people were satanic + many Gods are amazigh ( from perspective of reading it as a mythology you can find that certain Gods are born in amazigh land ( check berber mythology & amazigh gods in google))

The problem i faced is i found very very very little about that since 1. The books etc mostly get destroyed by some people 2. The amazigh race write very little , even in general history its easier to find a roman talking about amazigh history rather than an amazigh talking about it. So a lot is lost , this made me crave my ancient religion, then i found it huge similarities between some temples that they call now saints and the greek mythology, as an exemple now in Morocco or algeria or many north african countries you can see huge similarities. Let me give you an example, for example they say in Toubkal in morocco, there is a place called chamharouch, and he is a jhin (spirit) and the king of jhins , its like the concept of zeus being the god of gods, second

in greek mythology, zeus is related to mount olympus, in Morocco chamharouch is in toubkal, the highest mountain in Morocco, and its one of the Atlas mountains named after God atlas , this made me have hope and here i started researching more , and thzts when fear striked me since i discovered this is related to satanism, becaude one of the things that attracted my attention is literally the word "demon" doesnt exist in amazigh language, when talking about the demon that religions talk about ,

amazigh people use the arabic or french or english word for it, there is no translation for that in amazigh language, which proves that the demon concept from religious perspective is brought by religions ( the bad guy). This is when i started being sure that the ancient amazigh language is satanism, and i kept searching until i found joS , the reason i felt fear related to satanism is it feels to real and i am not ready for a crazy experience yet.

This to put you in the image, and thzts why your answer was accurate , there is one more thing i find confusing is the moment i quit religion, i once read somewhere the voice within is god, and i started talkkng with it , i remember feeling lost after quitting religion, and i asked the voice, is the religion isnt talking about the real God ,who is God ? And it told me its you , and i got shivers listening to it later i rearched and found that even satanism is about becoming God.

Later i found that this voice was very accurate , once it old me, open your phone now , you just made 2 sales , i opened phone i found my business has generated 2 sales less than a minute ago , so im sure the voice is real, when its real and when i make this up i dont know, but im sure it was real many times. One time it even told me if you follow my instructions like when it says start working i should do it , when it says now go take breakfast then i go, i mean literal instructions, the voice told me if i do that i will be ultra successful just following it . But i dont know why i dismissed and forgot all about it then once i asked it, are u there and it said im always here you left . What confuses me is , is this Gods voice ( the all) or Gods voice ( Satan) or Gods voice ( guardian demon) or what exactly? And is there i way i can discern and know who is talking to me ,since when i was talking with it a lot i always considered its God ( the all)

Thank you so much for yourr time by the way, thats the first time in my life that i am talking with people in same ground as me , thats why im saying everything for the first time

By the way there is a weird thing i saw once , check " the amazigh flag" it has a symbol that women used to tattoo in their forehead and i saw the same symbol in "enlil" hand in one of the pictures where he is depicted

 

[Goldenwings]

Technically, Satya is the Guardian for all of us, so that they heard that is not even incorrect.

Thank you for your answer. Its good sign that the two word i heard are not contradicting each other