Balam

[Zeno]

Hi everybody,
I always been kinda too calm and quiet around people and right now I am noticing that I never make jokes or use irony when talking with others or even my friends. It appears I am kind of blocked because not only usually i got nothing funny to say(or anything) and I am unable to start a conversation or continue it without letting the other speak for the 95% of time. In syntesis I am too serious and I talk very little and this gives me a lot of insecurity.

So besides doing a work with ansuz for talking more and better and using uruz and sowilo for confidence and courage and autority and reading something on the topic, I wish to contact Balam so he can help give me the ability to make humor and maybe some making better my intellect.

It will be my first time contacting a demon so I don't know how it works: if they want something in return, how you're supposed to be worthy or anything. Do you think it's a good idea to contact him?

Also my astral hearing it's kinda good I already had expieriences with Ishtar and Satan.

Thank you for reading and for answering!

 

[hailourtruegod]

I don't know what you expect Balam to do when you already know of the way to help yourself and you mentioned it; runes. Wouldn't one think it's a waste of a God's time in this situation where you already gave yourself the solution to your problem?