Awakening.

[devoraxxaroved]

Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

 

[C Y]

We empower our selves through meditation so we can rely on our OWN abilities not the Gods. If you need help on something of course you can ask them but not all the time. They expect you to fully grow your self and be independent. And Welcome.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "devoraxxaroved" <devoraxxaroved@... wrote:

Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Welcome! I'm so happy to see more and more people waking up to the truth. You definetly belong to Father Satan It is always difficult in the begiining but keep up the meditations. This is the basis of satanism and this is where you will gain your power and wisdom and it will open you up to Satan and the gods astrally. As you gain nore experience in meditating you will develop your ownn techniques and what not. Wr are all indivisual and what works for me or anyone else may not for you. Patience, practice and persistence is a MUST! But for now post ANY and ALL questions or comments you have. We are all a team here to help eachother grow and reach godhead/immortality. Hail Satan!




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On Sat, Nov 3, 2012 2:17 AM EDT devoraxxaroved wrote:

Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

 

[Celina]

Welcome! Welcome!

I can relate to your story in some ways: never really fitting in, just believed what I was taught. My favorite colors were always red and black.

I also had a very strong attraction to the occult but was very sternly warned against it so I just put it away in the back of my mind until a few years ago.

With meditation, like Shannon said it's difficult at first, but stick with it. It has been stressed many, many times the utmost importance of consistency and it can never be stressed enough.

Again, welcome. Oh, and make sure to study the www.joyofsatan.org

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "devoraxxaroved" <devoraxxaroved@... wrote:

Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Working on my astral points is what helped me talk to our Demons.Working on your penal gland is very important too.If you want to do a great penal gland meditation its on H P Vovims site.It has to do with breathing in the solar and luner energies in balance.


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From: devoraxxaroved <devoraxxaroved@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Awakening.
Sent: Sat, Nov 3, 2012 6:17:15 AM

<td val[/IMG]   Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

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[devoraxxaroved]

Thank you, I've been working on meditation when the house is quiet, and preferably when I'm alone. I haven't quite yet reached the Deep Trance state, but I can feel myself getting closer.

Hail Enki.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote:

We empower our selves through meditation so we can rely on our OWN abilities not the Gods. If you need help on something of course you can ask them but not all the time. They expect you to fully grow your self and be independent. And Welcome.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "devoraxxaroved" <devoraxxaroved@ wrote:

Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

 

[devoraxxaroved]

Thank you all so much for your responses. I am still working on the meditation, and I believe I'm making progress.

Thank you all again,
Hail Enki.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Celina" <lovingbelial@... wrote:

Welcome! Welcome!

I can relate to your story in some ways: never really fitting in, just believed what I was taught. My favorite colors were always red and black.

I also had a very strong attraction to the occult but was very sternly warned against it so I just put it away in the back of my mind until a few years ago.

With meditation, like Shannon said it's difficult at first, but stick with it. It has been stressed many, many times the utmost importance of consistency and it can never be stressed enough.

Again, welcome. Oh, and make sure to study the www.joyofsatan.org

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "devoraxxaroved" <devoraxxaroved@ wrote:

Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

 

[devoraxxaroved]

I was meditating, and I felt a strong surge of energy. My skin felt tingly, and it seemed to brighten my mood slightly. My eyes were closed, but I could "see" a glow in front of me. I asked a few questions but couldn't quite get a response.

Any tips as to what might have occured?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Working on my astral points is what helped me talk to our Demons.Working on your penal gland is very important too.If you want to do a great penal gland meditation its on H P Vovims site.It has to do with breathing in the solar and luner energies in balance.


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[Anand Bon]

Hey! WELCOME WELCOME To our Wonderful Group! hehe Your Experiences Indicate that you have been with Father Satan In your Past life, For those of us who have been with Satan from past lifes are like a Duck getting out of water as Maxine use to Cutely Say, Hehe Yes Brian have Answered your question working On those will Greatly Help on Communicating with the Gods astrally,Oh and Dont Forget to Do Ure Protection,Remove Bindings By using the Ansuz Rune and On Your Meditation Be Consistent!  
HAIL ENKI!

 

[C Y]

That is great, also remmeber to try to clean your aura and do aura of protection and most important of all, Stay Strong!

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "devoraxxaroved" <devoraxxaroved@... wrote:

Thank you, I've been working on meditation when the house is quiet, and preferably when I'm alone. I haven't quite yet reached the Deep Trance state, but I can feel myself getting closer.

Hail Enki.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@ wrote:

We empower our selves through meditation so we can rely on our OWN abilities not the Gods. If you need help on something of course you can ask them but not all the time. They expect you to fully grow your self and be independent. And Welcome.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "devoraxxaroved" <devoraxxaroved@ wrote:

Hello. My whole life I felt that I was meant to be a part of something bigger than myself, than what I had seen the world had to offer.

I never felt like I had "fit in" with the other kids growing up. I felt out of place, and different. Being raised by Christian parents, I simply believed what I was told, smile and nodded, and carried on with my life.

A few years ago however, I felt that... There were things in the Bible that didn't quite fit. Contradictions, lies. I started pulling away from the religion, not quite knowing what to do next.

It was only recently that I had come across the JoS site. Reading it was like... a flood of knowledge that brightened my mind, and made me feel as if I finally found the first step I needed, to fulfilling my reason for existence.

Reading on Satan, my favorite colors since I was little, were Black, Red, and White, oddly, Satan's colors. I also had an odd attraction to a certain shade of Blue. Which is, a Demon energy color. I'd see 11's everywhere, whether on the clock, or on sheets of paper, even on movies, or video games. Once again, one of his numbers is 11.

The pose of the old Egyptian Gods, sitting with their arms folded. Mimicking this, with no offence of course, give me an odd feeling, of it just being right.

I'm currently working on my meditations, so that I may be able to contact a demon to aid me in my purpose, however this has proven to be slightly difficult.

If anyone that has taken the time to read this, could give me any advice as to what I need to do, or helpful tips on meditation, it would be immensely helpful, and meaningful to me.

Thank you all for reading,
Hail Satan.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Some amazing things can happen when you have all your chakras open and the energy is free to move about.


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From: devoraxxaroved <devoraxxaroved@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Awakening.
Sent: Sun, Nov 4, 2012 3:22:11 AM

<td val[/IMG]   I was meditating, and I felt a strong surge of energy. My skin felt tingly, and it seemed to brighten my mood slightly. My eyes were closed, but I could "see" a glow in front of me. I asked a few questions but couldn't quite get a response.

Any tips as to what might have occured?

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Working on my astral points is what helped me talk to our Demons.Working on your penal gland is very important too.If you want to do a great penal gland meditation its on H P Vovims site.It has to do with breathing in the solar and luner energies in balance.


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[damnplanetsaturn]

Thats excelent, Your advancing!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Some amazing things can happen when you have all your chakras open and the energy is free to move about.


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[devoraxxaroved]

Was meditating on trying to Astral Project, I could feel myself lifting slowly, then I got a bit too excited and opened my eyes prematurely.

Meditation sure is a lot of fun though, going to try again soon. Thank all of you for your messages, as they are truly inspiring and helpful.

Hail Enki.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:



Thats excelent, Your advancing!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Some amazing things can happen when you have all your chakras open and the energy is free to move about.


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