Aura seeing/past lives

[otto_javier]

So I haven't performed any of the third eye meditations, yet I can see auras.. I can describe mine to be a turqoise color, am I able to see aura because of a past life maybe? Has anybody seen their past lives? I've always wanted to do so and I've read eevrything about it on the jos website it's just the visualization that holds me back, anyone care to share experiences of past life regression? 
Hail Lord Enki 

 

[zolaluckystar1]

<a rel="nofollow" na[/IMG] Hi Otto, its my understanding based on studying the JOS site that those who empowered their souls in past lives will be more psychically developed in this one. I think that includes being sensitive and/or seeing auras

When I was quite young I had three major recurring dreams I don't mind sharing a bit of. They were always the same. One was wonderful though I always woke crying because I missed him so badly and I wanted to go 'Home.' It was full of such transcendent joy; waking to this reality was so disappointing I would lay in bed and sob. Two were absolutely horrible. I always woke crying from these as well consumed with feelings of such hopelessness, terror and a smothering sensation. For years I couldn't sleep on my back as I felt like I couldn't breathe and I was going to die. I'm a claustrophobe. I hate to be caught in crowds, restrained or confined.

First horrid dream (past life memories. They were too vivid, too REAL, too strong - even now decades later I can close my eyes and see it clearly): I'm on my back under a rough wooden board in the middle of the village square. Its overcast and grey, It's muddy, It rained that morning, I'm cold and I'm scared shitless surrounded by leering townsfolk - so called friends and neighbors - such a feeling of betrayal - all turned on me now. Alone with no hope surrounded by enemies who all took great pleasure piling big stones on the board. They wanted me to confess to being a witch (which I was). I was trying not to give them the satisfaction. I don't remember if I did or not. Just those few moments in time, frozen there. I hope I didn't. But I died. I dreamed this death many times, same with the other dreams. I learned years later death by this method was called pressing the witch.

"According to the law at the time, a person who refused to plead could not be tried. To avoid persons cheating justice, the legal remedy for refusing to plead was "peine forte et dure". In this process the prisoner is stripped naked, with a heavy board laid on his body. Then rocks or boulders are laid on the plank of wood. This was the process of being pressed." That's from wikipedia.

I know they did this during the Salem trials however I feel this happened to me somewhere in Europe. And I wasn't naked, just in my underdress.

When I was in my early teens my older brother and I were wrestling as usual. We fought a LOT. He got on top of me, held me down (on my back) for quite some time refusing to let me up - that smothering sensation started and also a sense of deja vu - he then prepared to drip a huge gob of spit on my face and as it descended towards me I completely freaked out. Total panic attack and screaming like a banshee. I shocked and frightened my brother and mother who were horrified at my 'extreme' reaction.

The other dream comes from farther back in time but also in Europe. I was a serf. I'm not going to describe this one in detail. Such a miserable life! That ended with my 'Lord and Master' casually killing me by sealing me into a wall in his castle alive as punishment when I displeased him one too many times. I was quite young when he did it. It was a short life. He was cruel. I was beautiful then and it was a curse as it got his attention.
Decades later surfing about the net. One day finding an article regarding workers had discovered a body bricked up in a castle wall when they were doing renovations. It was a female. The article said it was a 'mystery' WHY she was there, apparently she was still alive when put into the wall and I thought...I think I know EXACTLY why. I wondered fleetingly if that was me. I didn't try to research it. It disturbed me too much. I don't recall the name of the castle. I don't want to know.

I recall other past lives - just tiny snippets – other frozen moments but I think that's enough
This life recall regarding past lives was in my case accessed via lucid dreaming. Didn't consciously seek it. I'd be lucid, wandering the astral exploring about, find a doorway that somehow felt important to me and wonder: where does that go...passing through the door when I entered I was in another life, another time. Spent the 90's working my ass off to perfect dream recall, achieve lucids, get into the astral while conscious. It was the consuming focus of my life then. Used to have terrible head pains during this time. Like someone was taking a drill to my forehead, also sometimes the top of the head. Went to a doctor about it (scared I had a brain problem and was going to die of it) who told me there is nothing wrong with you but if the pain persists I can prescribe something. I declined. That's their answer for everything. Pull out the prescription pad.
Dreaming hit my highest personal best; achieving and maintaining awareness during the process of passing out of the body, going about in the astral, coming back into the body. Laying down to begin - concentrating on what I learn now is actually void meditation - surface I'm laying on would feel like it began undulating, I'd hear the deep droning buzzing of bees. When I heard that buzzing I could 'lift off'. I'm thinking now as I write this the void would serve to focus your attention into a concentrated point of consciousness. Then it becomes easier for the consciousness to lift off. Then when you hit the astral you do as it instructs on the JOS site:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html
about visualizing the past life and a doorway etc. Perhaps another satanist more experienced than I might shed light on that idea. Does that make sense? I think it does.

Then one day - I was bloody wide awake too and this time in broad daylight - something totally terrifying happened (yup - another corrupted being attack but this time two came after me) which made me try for about 4 years after to shut the ability off. Think I blocked myself as I have said before - it's sporadic now, feel I am back to square one again.

This is getting long so I'll end. I tend to run on. Just can't help myself Hope this might prove useful.

Hail Satan!

 

[kevin_burkhard]

Through hypnosis I have been able to tap into a few of my past lives. The one I am most familiar with at this point was one where I was a woman (I am a man in this lifetime). I was a native American, though I can't tell if I was in North America or South America. What little details I know about that lifetime is that I married, I was very happy, my husband was ripped and very handsome, I loved him very much and he made me very happy. With him I had two children, a boy and a girl. They were great children, the love I felt for them is not something I have experienced in this lifetime, so I believe it is genuine. Then when I was 25 years old I fell ill, I didn't get better. I was okay with dying in that lifetime, I was surrounded by those that loved me and as I was dying I was nervous and then the same POP as always and I was simply dead.

Another lifetime I worked on some docks, I know very little about this lifetime, I died probably in my 30s from an unknown cause. I died hating humanity.

Another lifetime I was in a very cold place, I doubted this so I don't know anything about that lifetime other than I suspect a fierce determination that pervaded it.

Something I find fun to do is when personifying different aspects of myself to ask them what lifetime they emerged in. A bit of a change of topic from past lives, but it has produced some interesting answers. Dominion/Ruler is the probably the oldest (outside Self which is me). He said he emerged in my third lifetime. Power, a part of me that I suspect can see beyond the split mind and knows a lot more about my past lives claims to have emerged in my fifth life.

 

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We do not change genders throughout incarnations. I just wanted to add that. Sometimes when we think we are seeing into a past life, it is something else.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

PS: I asked if there is anyone more experienced who would correct me on anything I said. I had printed off: few questions HP Zevios Metathronos to study and the first thing I found in Equality, The Gods And Other Questions was:

"Read, evaluate, study, do your research. And seriously, FUCK your comfort zone. For your own sake and for the sake of your own happiness. Re-examine this and be ready to “kill” your comfort zone, so you can transcend higher. “Comfort zone” is simply a programming that has been put inside your mind, for better or for worse. For worse in that case, as this is the enemy. Nowadays “Comfort zone” is the zone where you completely give up to your own vision, where you give up to the laws nature indicates and forces you to abide and pretty much kill your common sense and ability to see for yourself."

And right after this I found something regarding engraving on the soul, that doing the meditations, visualizations etc engraves this on the soul and is part of the work. There are no shortcuts is what I take from that. So I'll shut the F up and put my own nose to the grindstone.

I just wanted to acknowledge that input, say thank you to my GD and consider me corrected. I have much to learn

 

[zolaluckystar1]

I think that's true because in my own experience all my Past lives I recall I have always been a white woman.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Aldric just posted this in another thread also!

Hypnosis  

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Thanks for that magus! I was pretty tired by then

 

[kevin_burkhard]

My area of research is hypnosis, so I can safely say that article on Hypnosis is vastly inaccurate and ignorant on hypnotic trances. For starters every human enters hypnotic states nearly daily, it's a natural part of being human. What hypnotic state is is simply when the Critical mind (an artificial divide inside your mind that hinders you spiritually) is overloaded with message units creating a bridge between you conscious and subconscious mind.
The percentage of people who are perfect candidates is not 20%, it's under 10% and this represents people who score 50/50 between physical and emotional thinking. The difference is interpretation, physical is literal, emotional is interpretive. I myself fall close to the 50/50 at 45/55 and what that means is that I can use two types of suggestibility when entering a trance. It does not mean that I am a candidate for control. When you are in a hypnotic state you are fully aware of what is going on. In fact I often enter my mind ignoring the hypnotherapist, and hypnotherapists allow you to record your sessions and many will offer you a recording, so it's going to be kind of difficult to say owe they wipe your mind, but here's proof so you can sue me.
What the article poorly describes is the process of making a Manchurian candidate. Which follows a process entirely similar to that describe. It is a forced split in a personality often caused by forcing a child to endure abuse. Now it is important to note that a percentage of people are not mind controlable and it has little to do with the occult and magic. It has to do with will, some people even if you wipe their mind with electroshock will simply reassemble their personality.The majority of people do not make for good candidates either.

As for the chips, yes that is the tech the greys use. It's impressive.

Now I will divulge one thing, to achieve a state of Ubermech one must unite the conscious and subconscious mind as it was a few thousand years ago. Hypnosis offers a solid avenue to do so, and I've achieved great results in energy manipulation by having my subconscious handing over influence to my conscious mind. Since then I have been more capable of feeling my aura and moving energy through my body allowing me to open more chakra points where as meditation alone was yielding little results. In fact I've had more success incorporating my own techniques with JOS techniques than just using JOS alone.
Now many seem to think that souls do not change gender and that is inaccurate. Roughly 10 percent of souls will change gender between incarnations. I just happen to do so, though as far as I'm am aware I have spent more lives as male than female, but that lifetime was a very happy and joyous lifetime.