ATTACKED!

[Xavier]

So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.




Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.
From: Xavier <xavi3rskaggs@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!

  So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[hailazazel]

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Mc Rundown]

You can also affirm 5-10 times before you go to sleep. 'iam always totally safe and protected in everyway.'

----------
Sent from my Nokia phone

------Original message------
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, February 7, 2013 8:18:54 AM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[C Y]

Blue satanic fire, Bro... Fight back. I like to burn my whole place with blue satanic fire and even my aura. Those pests can give negative thoughts, i have been getting them. But as usual, i just burn with blue satanic fire and ignore them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Xavier" wrote:

So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.




Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[hailazazel]

I remember in my first days how I read Vovim's site, when I saw the severing link page, I just closed it. Really wasn't ready for it, I guess. But now it seems like I should give it a shot.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" wrote:

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

I would at least suggest taking a read of it. Actually I would suggest reading through all the workings and sermons on Vovim's site. They are very informative. You don't have to perform them or anything like that. Satanism is about learning. It is good to understand something in depth before you dive into doing it, this has been my experiance. I always read ahead, and literally read all of the JoS before I dedicated. From this I gained a great understanding of everything within it and in the 'theory' side of Satanism, meditation and magick. Then I applied it into practice and have been progressing ever since. It has made me more perceptive I feel.

Anyway, got side tracked. Read it anyway even if you don't feel up to it. Thats okay, it is still good to have read and understood it, and have that knowledge for later when you are ready.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

I remember in my first days how I read Vovim's site, when I saw the severing link page, I just closed it. Really wasn't ready for it, I guess. But now it seems like I should give it a shot.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" wrote:

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Mc Rundown]

I relate to your post my friend. Knowledge is power. Its better to read something on your own and understand than pipo do it for you. I have advanced because i enjoy researching. It pays to spend enough time reading joy of satan and contributing in e groups. Its worthy it to read before you engage in anything. Satan wants us to study and know the truth. Without which we are can be mislead. Hail Satan

----------
Sent from my Nokia phone

------Original message------
From: En Haradren Amlug <hecktic_shadow@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, February 7, 2013 1:55:20 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

I would at least suggest taking a read of it. Actually I would suggest reading through all the workings and sermons on Vovim's site. They are very informative. You don't have to perform them or anything like that. Satanism is about learning. It is good to understand something in depth before you dive into doing it, this has been my experiance. I always read ahead, and literally read all of the JoS before I dedicated. From this I gained a great understanding of everything within it and in the 'theory' side of Satanism, meditation and magick. Then I applied it into practice and have been progressing ever since. It has made me more perceptive I feel.

Anyway, got side tracked. Read it anyway even if you don't feel up to it. Thats okay, it is still good to have read and understood it, and have that knowledge for later when you are ready.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

I remember in my first days how I read Vovim's site, when I saw the severing link page, I just closed it. Really wasn't ready for it, I guess. But now it seems like I should give it a shot.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" wrote:

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

By nature, the energy levels of someone will try to remain at the most stable level they can be. Unless you're persistent in your meditations, you will have some sudden drops of bioelectricity. I used to experience this a lot when I was a newbie. To the point of thinking it was all a joke and why the Hell am I meditating, to later get drained? But it was not the case and I kept going. Then my body and Soul got the message. Therefore things started changing and my power levels were actually far higher than they used to be. Being consistent and constant on this, in due time my energy got fixed in some levels. Form there on it could just increase. Or stay there. But these take very much dedication and even then, if you stop meditating, you will gradually drop in your energies. Which opens you up into all sorts of attacks and mental insanity. When I was newer, I didn't have a time schedule for my meditation. Because of that my energies were swinging all over the place, which was hurting me mentally and physically. Then in due time the Gods make me get it straight. From the day I dedicated I haven't had a day without any meditation. I always did something.

What is very important is that you stay stable into a programm, make it to suit you and make sure you will really be able to follow it constantly. Then down the road you will find methods and these are by the Gods, to do meditation more like a pro. This comes from having tried many things in meditation, etc. In other words, quantity and quality will both be high. You must keep on it no matter what. While most people think the enemy is fucking them up [And I do not say they do not, but even to fuck you up they step on your own problems, so what I say applies anyway] but sometimes its their own mind that is programmed against advancements of any sorts, moreso spiritual. This in time gets wiped out and you will experience this as you move on. So be strong and have zero fear. Do your aura of protection and if you feel drained, make another aura around you specifically to protect your energies.


HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Mc Rundown" wrote:

I relate to your post my friend. Knowledge is power. Its better to read something on your own and understand than pipo do it for you. I have advanced because i enjoy researching. It pays to spend enough time reading joy of satan and contributing in e groups. Its worthy it to read before you engage in anything. Satan wants us to study and know the truth. Without which we are can be mislead. Hail Satan

----------
Sent from my Nokia phone

------Original message------
From: En Haradren Amlug
To:
Date: Thursday, February 7, 2013 1:55:20 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

I would at least suggest taking a read of it. Actually I would suggest reading through all the workings and sermons on Vovim's site. They are very informative. You don't have to perform them or anything like that. Satanism is about learning. It is good to understand something in depth before you dive into doing it, this has been my experiance. I always read ahead, and literally read all of the JoS before I dedicated. From this I gained a great understanding of everything within it and in the 'theory' side of Satanism, meditation and magick. Then I applied it into practice and have been progressing ever since. It has made me more perceptive I feel.

Anyway, got side tracked. Read it anyway even if you don't feel up to it. Thats okay, it is still good to have read and understood it, and have that knowledge for later when you are ready.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

I remember in my first days how I read Vovim's site, when I saw the severing link page, I just closed it. Really wasn't ready for it, I guess. But now it seems like I should give it a shot.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" wrote:

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

Yeah right now I feel kinda sick for some reason but I been breathing in energy to stabilize myself and I'm feeling better again. It's weird because not long after I felt better I suddenly felt sick but like you said it's probably because my body is adjusting to new levels of bio-electricity. I don't really have a set in stone meditation program so maybe that's why I can sometimes have a real hard time meditating. I haven't worked on my main chakras in awhile.  I just been empowering my clairvoyant chakras and haven't been focusing on my other chakras. So I should focus on a full chakra meditation. Thank you for your insight hoodedcobra.


Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 8:21 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

  By nature, the energy levels of someone will try to remain at the most stable level they can be. Unless you're persistent in your meditations, you will have some sudden drops of bioelectricity. I used to experience this a lot when I was a newbie. To the point of thinking it was all a joke and why the Hell am I meditating, to later get drained? But it was not the case and I kept going. Then my body and Soul got the message. Therefore things started changing and my power levels were actually far higher than they used to be. Being consistent and constant on this, in due time my energy got fixed in some levels. Form there on it could just increase. Or stay there. But these take very much dedication and even then, if you stop meditating, you will gradually drop in your energies. Which opens you up into all sorts of attacks and mental insanity. When I was newer, I didn't have a time schedule for my meditation. Because of that my energies were swinging all over the place, which was hurting me mentally and physically. Then in due time the Gods make me get it straight. From the day I dedicated I haven't had a day without any meditation. I always did something.

What is very important is that you stay stable into a programm, make it to suit you and make sure you will really be able to follow it constantly. Then down the road you will find methods and these are by the Gods, to do meditation more like a pro. This comes from having tried many things in meditation, etc. In other words, quantity and quality will both be high. You must keep on it no matter what. While most people think the enemy is fucking them up [And I do not say they do not, but even to fuck you up they step on your own problems, so what I say applies anyway] but sometimes its their own mind that is programmed against advancements of any sorts, moreso spiritual. This in time gets wiped out and you will experience this as you move on. So be strong and have zero fear. Do your aura of protection and if you feel drained, make another aura around you specifically to protect your energies.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Mc Rundown" wrote:

I relate to your post my friend. Knowledge is power. Its better to read something on your own and understand than pipo do it for you. I have advanced because i enjoy researching. It pays to spend enough time reading joy of satan and contributing in e groups. Its worthy it to read before you engage in anything. Satan wants us to study and know the truth. Without which we are can be mislead. Hail Satan

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------Original message------
From: En Haradren Amlug
To:
Date: Thursday, February 7, 2013 1:55:20 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

I would at least suggest taking a read of it. Actually I would suggest reading through all the workings and sermons on Vovim's site. They are very informative. You don't have to perform them or anything like that. Satanism is about learning. It is good to understand something in depth before you dive into doing it, this has been my experiance. I always read ahead, and literally read all of the JoS before I dedicated. From this I gained a great understanding of everything within it and in the 'theory' side of Satanism, meditation and magick. Then I applied it into practice and have been progressing ever since. It has made me more perceptive I feel.

Anyway, got side tracked. Read it anyway even if you don't feel up to it. Thats okay, it is still good to have read and understood it, and have that knowledge for later when you are ready.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

I remember in my first days how I read Vovim's site, when I saw the severing link page, I just closed it. Really wasn't ready for it, I guess. But now it seems like I should give it a shot.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" wrote:

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Xavier you are going to need to put some breathing exercises into your daily program and stabilize it. Because doing one time less, one time more, swinging between meditations, forgetting some meditations and all this, is going to put your energy levels into unnecessary ups and downs. Which will in the long run prove to not benefit you. No matter what you do, you must have a steady 5 minutes a day of breathing exercises. This will steadily increase your bioelectricity. And no matter what these should not be skipped.

Breathing is of first priority in a meditation programm and the bioelectricity you will gain from this, will help into further feeling better, more stable and more powerful.And help your other meditations build on the empowered levels of your energy. So bear this in your mind too. Just 5 minutes and from there on you can increase. Make sure to not overdo it one day and the next one do nothing as this will certainly do more harm than good. Keep steady.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

Yeah right now I feel kinda sick for some reason but I been breathing in energy to stabilize myself and I'm feeling better again. It's weird because not long after I felt better I suddenly felt sick but like you said it's probably because my body is adjusting to new levels of bio-electricity. I don't really have a set in stone meditation program so maybe that's why I can sometimes have a real hard time meditating. I haven't worked on my main chakras in awhile.  I just been empowering my clairvoyant chakras and haven't been focusing on my other chakras. So I should focus on a full chakra meditation. Thank you for your insight hoodedcobra.



Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hoodedcobra666
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 8:21 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!


 
By nature, the energy levels of someone will try to remain at the most stable level they can be. Unless you're persistent in your meditations, you will have some sudden drops of bioelectricity. I used to experience this a lot when I was a newbie. To the point of thinking it was all a joke and why the Hell am I meditating, to later get drained? But it was not the case and I kept going. Then my body and Soul got the message. Therefore things started changing and my power levels were actually far higher than they used to be. Being consistent and constant on this, in due time my energy got fixed in some levels. Form there on it could just increase. Or stay there. But these take very much dedication and even then, if you stop meditating, you will gradually drop in your energies. Which opens you up into all sorts of attacks and mental insanity. When I was newer, I didn't have a time schedule for my meditation. Because of that my energies were swinging all over
the place, which was hurting me mentally and physically. Then in due time the Gods make me get it straight. From the day I dedicated I haven't had a day without any meditation. I always did something.

What is very important is that you stay stable into a programm, make it to suit you and make sure you will really be able to follow it constantly. Then down the road you will find methods and these are by the Gods, to do meditation more like a pro. This comes from having tried many things in meditation, etc. In other words, quantity and quality will both be high. You must keep on it no matter what. While most people think the enemy is fucking them up [And I do not say they do not, but even to fuck you up they step on your own problems, so what I say applies anyway] but sometimes its their own mind that is programmed against advancements of any sorts, moreso spiritual. This in time gets wiped out and you will experience this as you move on. So be strong and have zero fear. Do your aura of protection and if you feel drained, make another aura around you specifically to protect your energies.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Mc Rundown" wrote:

I relate to your post my friend. Knowledge is power. Its better to read something on your own and understand than pipo do it for you. I have advanced because i enjoy researching. It pays to spend enough time reading joy of satan and contributing in e groups. Its worthy it to read before you engage in anything. Satan wants us to study and know the truth. Without which we are can be mislead. Hail Satan

----------
Sent from my Nokia phone

------Original message------
From: En Haradren Amlug
To:
Date: Thursday, February 7, 2013 1:55:20 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

I would at least suggest taking a read of it. Actually I would suggest reading through all the workings and sermons on Vovim's site. They are very informative. You don't have to perform them or anything like that. Satanism is about learning. It is good to understand something in depth before you dive into doing it, this has been my experiance. I always read ahead, and literally read all of the JoS before I dedicated. From this I gained a great understanding of everything within it and in the 'theory' side of Satanism, meditation and magick. Then I applied it into practice and have been progressing ever since. It has made me more perceptive I feel.

Anyway, got side tracked. Read it anyway even if you don't feel up to it. Thats okay, it is still good to have read and understood it, and have that knowledge for later when you are ready.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

I remember in my first days how I read Vovim's site, when I saw the severing link page, I just closed it. Really wasn't ready for it, I guess. But now it seems like I should give it a shot.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" wrote:

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

I've been doing a couple breathing exercises such as the breath of fire and the sun/moon breath for awhile now. I only do these at night because at night is the only time I meditate (most of the time) I would meditate in the morning but it's just that my time schedule is screwed up and I need to fix it. I used to do the EZ chakra spin in the morning don't know why I stopped I'll try to add that to my schedule. Thanks again


Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 11:28 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

  Xavier you are going to need to put some breathing exercises into your daily program and stabilize it. Because doing one time less, one time more, swinging between meditations, forgetting some meditations and all this, is going to put your energy levels into unnecessary ups and downs. Which will in the long run prove to not benefit you. No matter what you do, you must have a steady 5 minutes a day of breathing exercises. This will steadily increase your bioelectricity. And no matter what these should not be skipped.

Breathing is of first priority in a meditation programm and the bioelectricity you will gain from this, will help into further feeling better, more stable and more powerful.And help your other meditations build on the empowered levels of your energy. So bear this in your mind too. Just 5 minutes and from there on you can increase. Make sure to not overdo it one day and the next one do nothing as this will certainly do more harm than good. Keep steady.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

Yeah right now I feel kinda sick for some reason but I been breathing in energy to stabilize myself and I'm feeling better again. It's weird because not long after I felt better I suddenly felt sick but like you said it's probably because my body is adjusting to new levels of bio-electricity. I don't really have a set in stone meditation program so maybe that's why I can sometimes have a real hard time meditating. I haven't worked on my main chakras in awhile.  I just been empowering my clairvoyant chakras and haven't been focusing on my other chakras. So I should focus on a full chakra meditation. Thank you for your insight hoodedcobra.



Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hoodedcobra666
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 8:21 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!


 
By nature, the energy levels of someone will try to remain at the most stable level they can be. Unless you're persistent in your meditations, you will have some sudden drops of bioelectricity. I used to experience this a lot when I was a newbie. To the point of thinking it was all a joke and why the Hell am I meditating, to later get drained? But it was not the case and I kept going. Then my body and Soul got the message. Therefore things started changing and my power levels were actually far higher than they used to be. Being consistent and constant on this, in due time my energy got fixed in some levels. Form there on it could just increase. Or stay there. But these take very much dedication and even then, if you stop meditating, you will gradually drop in your energies. Which opens you up into all sorts of attacks and mental insanity. When I was newer, I didn't have a time schedule for my meditation. Because of that my energies were swinging all over
the place, which was hurting me mentally and physically. Then in due time the Gods make me get it straight. From the day I dedicated I haven't had a day without any meditation. I always did something.

What is very important is that you stay stable into a programm, make it to suit you and make sure you will really be able to follow it constantly. Then down the road you will find methods and these are by the Gods, to do meditation more like a pro. This comes from having tried many things in meditation, etc. In other words, quantity and quality will both be high. You must keep on it no matter what. While most people think the enemy is fucking them up [And I do not say they do not, but even to fuck you up they step on your own problems, so what I say applies anyway] but sometimes its their own mind that is programmed against advancements of any sorts, moreso spiritual. This in time gets wiped out and you will experience this as you move on. So be strong and have zero fear. Do your aura of protection and if you feel drained, make another aura around you specifically to protect your energies.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Mc Rundown" wrote:

I relate to your post my friend. Knowledge is power. Its better to read something on your own and understand than pipo do it for you. I have advanced because i enjoy researching. It pays to spend enough time reading joy of satan and contributing in e groups. Its worthy it to read before you engage in anything. Satan wants us to study and know the truth. Without which we are can be mislead. Hail Satan

----------
Sent from my Nokia phone

------Original message------
From: En Haradren Amlug
To:
Date: Thursday, February 7, 2013 1:55:20 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: ATTACKED!

I would at least suggest taking a read of it. Actually I would suggest reading through all the workings and sermons on Vovim's site. They are very informative. You don't have to perform them or anything like that. Satanism is about learning. It is good to understand something in depth before you dive into doing it, this has been my experiance. I always read ahead, and literally read all of the JoS before I dedicated. From this I gained a great understanding of everything within it and in the 'theory' side of Satanism, meditation and magick. Then I applied it into practice and have been progressing ever since. It has made me more perceptive I feel.

Anyway, got side tracked. Read it anyway even if you don't feel up to it. Thats okay, it is still good to have read and understood it, and have that knowledge for later when you are ready.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

I remember in my first days how I read Vovim's site, when I saw the severing link page, I just closed it. Really wasn't ready for it, I guess. But now it seems like I should give it a shot.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" wrote:

You can do it if you feel ready. You don't need to use the fire element (though it is stronger). You can use whats known as "Satanic Blue Fire", or "Blue Demonic Energy". This is a sort of 'bannishing' flame, that will completely burn all negative energies and entities (when programed to of course).
Take a read of the working and see if you're up to it. Replace the element of fire with demonic blue energy/satanic fire.
Remember it also require some use of your astral body, which can be difficult if you are new as well.

But still, I would recomend you do it sooner than later, as soon as you feel you're ready and up for it.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Those fuckers. Glad you feel better now.
By the way, should I try to sever the link if i'm pretty new? like 5 months dedicated, and wonder if I should try it. Because Vovim wrote you should use the Fire element etc.. sounds a bit advanced.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

I just came to a realization maybe they were waiting for me to get strong enough so they could show some of there real power to try and make me fear them again by draining me.


________________________________
From: Xavier
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 12:57 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] ATTACKED!


 
So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Igor Bedzor]

If you want my adivce after you do your aura cleaning, imagine all your room  burning with a blue satanic fire. You can even add a phrase like " This blue satanic fire is banishing all unwated entities and negative thoughtforms"
Ave Satanas

On Thu, Feb 7, 2013 at 1:28 PM, C Y <yc28@... wrote:

  Blue satanic fire, Bro... Fight back. I like to burn my whole place with blue satanic fire and even my aura. Those pests can give negative thoughts, i have been getting them. But as usual, i just burn with blue satanic fire and ignore them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Xavier" wrote:

So let me start off by saying I been doing really well in do meditations and a little while go I felt a little sick but I felt fine again. I'm bad with doing meditations when I want because I get distracted but I actually was about to do some meditations when I wanted to and all of a sudden I insanely felt drained like all my energy was sucked in a vortex. I ALWAYS make sure I build a aura of protection everyday twice a day sever the enemy link and even clean my aura. So when I felt drained I felt really weak and worthless. I kept thinking of negative things and for some reason I thought I wanted to give up.

But then I had thoughts to not give up and my mind kept trying to ignore that. So after laying on my bed for almost an hour I seen this figure I couldn't see it's face but I could see its thin neck and head and I knew it was a grey. Shortly after I could finally pull myself up and insanely regained my strength and felt 10x better. I read where the enemy waits for when you're weakest to attack but I don't get how they could instantly take almost all my energy like that when I build a aura of protection everyday. I guess they was waiting for me to forget about them because they haven't messed with me in a long time.




Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!