Atheist with question before dedication

[BJ]

I am an Atheist. I've grown up in a christian
household all my life. I have read the J.O.S
website views numerous times. I have researched
Satanism and spiritual Satanism. I have research
it for about more than six years or so. I don't
plan on dableing I feel that something is missing
in my life and trying to find answers to it.
Satanism makes the most sense and seems the most
truthful to me. I am wanting to do the
dedication ceremony but have a number of
questions and things I would like to straighten
out first in my devotion to Father Satan. I want
to make sure I do things right and that my
devotion is sincere. First thing is being
Atheist I feel that I need some sort of proof I
don't know if this is possible but and willing
to forgo this if need be. Secondly in regards
to the dedication ceremony I know of people who
have Guardian Demons who they have pledged to
along with Father Satan. My understanding this
is both wrong and disrespectful. I am looking
for a Guardian Demon and don't want to mess
things up by not dedicating to one when I should
have or by disrespecting one from doing
dedications to both. Most of my other concerns I
believe I can direct to Father Satan or come
back to post if I have more questions as I
progress. Thank you for the advice.

 

[Jeremy Rogers]

Well BJ, I used to be an Atheist too, I was once a xian though. The truth is what I was seeking, and to me truth is what I know to be true. I’m a big thinker; I analyzed many different ideas on how we all got here. I always knew xanity was wrong deep in my heart, and had never been more miserable than when I was one. Now I know why I was so unhappy. I thought about how maybe we all came from monkeys, and how all life was accidental, and nothing more than random genetic mutations. Then I saw all the holes in the theory, not all the information is conclusive, therefore I knew there must be a higher being that must have created us. History and science are and should be the leading factors in changing from Atheism to any religion, for without this you’re just being led down a winding road that leads nowhere simply because it isn’t founded on anything. I only dedicated to Father Satan, not to any Demons. I have chosen not to even summon any demons yet and won’t until I empower myself first. This is simply because want to be sure of myself and know what I am feeling is truly real, not just a feeling that I might be having. I want to know contact was made not just feel that it could have been. I want to be able to know when the thoughts are my own, or I am being spoken to. How can I advance if I don’t even know myself? So, I just recommend dedicating yourself to Father Satan with all your heart believing in His truth, Satan is the only God and he is the one who created us. This can be proven here more than any other religion can ever hope to. Furthermore, I in fact know that there is true power in Satanic Meditation, ever morning before I go to work I meditate, and then clean my aura, and I can tell you, just like today, I had a wonderful day. I felt great and happy; I interacted better than normal with my co-workers, and just enjoyed the day. THAT is life changing power, well the start to it anyway, I still have much to learn and do, and I am very excited about it! Spiritual Satanism is what I have been looking for all my life, and I found the truth, finally! Additionally, and very important, I have felt so stable emotionally and mentally since I started meditating, that is how I know there is true POWER in Satan!   HAIL MY ONE TRUE FATHER, GOD, CREATOR AND LORD <b style=''>SATAN[/B] FOREVERMORE!!    
From: [email protected] [mailto: [email protected] ] On Behalf Of BJ
Sent: Sunday, January 03, 2010 5:01 AM
To: [email protected]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Atheist with question before dedication     I am an Atheist. I've grown up in a christian
household all my life. I have read the J.O.S
website views numerous times. I have researched
Satanism and spiritual Satanism. I have research
it for about more than six years or so. I don't
plan on dableing I feel that something is missing
in my life and trying to find answers to it.
Satanism makes the most sense and seems the most
truthful to me. I am wanting to do the
dedication ceremony but have a number of
questions and things I would like to straighten
out first in my devotion to Father Satan. I want
to make sure I do things right and that my
devotion is sincere. First thing is being
Atheist I feel that I need some sort of proof I
don't know if this is possible but and willing
to forgo this if need be. Secondly in regards
to the dedication ceremony I know of people who
have Guardian Demons who they have pledged to
along with Father Satan. My understanding this
is both wrong and disrespectful. I am looking
for a Guardian Demon and don't want to mess
things up by not dedicating to one when I should
have or by disrespecting one from doing
dedications to both. Most of my other concerns I
believe I can direct to Father Satan or come
back to post if I have more questions as I
progress. Thank you for the advice.