Dahaarkan
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Aldrick said:Thank you Dahaarkan.
I just get frustrated...
My damn mars makes me psycho. I want to be a calm person. But anytime I use my passion, it explodes.
I'm trying not to say mean, hurtful things back. But I just feel attacked by people sometimes, and some are jews that want pay back from years of getting exposed.
So I just want to fight back at everything. I wish sometimes I could have a mars in Pisces that wasnt in a certain configuration. Basically it gets tremendous pressure put on it till it releases all the energy in its fashion, which is Aries.
I dont want to be aggressive anymore. But I start feeling cornered, because I wont fight back.
I just want to be a person that works for family and does the right thing. In other situations in life I just destroy those who get in my way without remorse. But here that harms those, Satan very much cares about.
I get you but you should remember where you are. Even if multiple people are disagreeing with you, you're not being cornered and attacked, we're just talking to you. You're with family here.
You need to be open to discuss a possible mistake on your part, or maybe there isn't even a mistake and it's a misunderstanding, this needs to be discussed and all. The point is nobody here wants to attack or harm you, nobody who who is a serious Satanist at least.
I am the worst possible person for this stuff because I am like you when I start getting frustrated. I blow up.
A mutual friend came to me and showed me how you were feeling. I apologize for what I started, and the general tone of my posts should have been worded better. I have a personal bias on that subject because years back someone planted the fear that I was being abandoned and it felt terrible for a while, so I just got very defensive about it.