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[MiniMe3388]

Hello brother!
Would you send me an email? It is under my username.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

Hello brother!
Would you send me an email? It is under my username.

Ok, email sent.

 

[Lunar Mojito]

Hi brothers, I have been lurking for some time and decided to ask some questions:

- Recently I listen to some ringing frequency when meditating, first I thought it was because of tinnitus but the best way to describe it is that I listen to two different frequencies: an unpleasant one which comes from my ears and I assume it's because of tinnitus, and a second one which seems to come from inside my head which is pleasant, and if I focus on said frequency my void meditation feels a lot easier. Has anyone had a similar experience or tell if focusing on said frequency is advisable?

- IS there a relationship between reincarnation and natal charts? Does a soul needs either similar genes or a similar birth chart (or both) in order to return to this world? Does a soul which had an unusual pattern (like a grand quintile) in a lifetime reincarnates with the same pattern?

 

[zzzz]

Regarding gemstones:

There are raw versions of stones, and there are processed/refined versions.

Which one is more potent for magick workings? Or are they essentially the same?

For example, lapis lazuli is used to communicate with Demons. Suppose there is one rock that contains 50% lapis, and suppose another rock which contains 90% lapis. Will both rocks perform equally, or will the rock with more lapis (90%) 'perform' better than the other one (50%)?

I understand that gems/rocks aren't a necessity for a working to be succesful. In the case that one does decide to have gems/stones, what type of purity should they opt for?

Also, does polishing/cutting/processing/refining gems & stones diminish their magickal properties?


(Unrelated sidenote - Thank you Blitzkreig & Stormblood for insight on the previous post)

 

[Hesffcs115]

When you are using beads for the final rtr can you use those same beads for meditation? and it is best to open blocked chakras one at a time right?

 

[Henu the Great]

When you are using beads for the final rtr can you use those same beads for meditation? and it is best to open blocked chakras one at a time right?

Use separate set of beads for different purposes so that the energy that imbues into them over time does not cause conflicts between different purposes.

And to the second question, generally yes.

 

[Hesffcs115]

When you are using beads for the final rtr can you use those same beads for meditation? and it is best to open blocked chakras one at a time right?

Use separate set of beads for different purposes so that the energy that imbues into them over time does not cause conflicts between different purposes.

And to the second question, generally yes.

So for example I would use 1 pair of beads for rtrs and then another for blessing rituals?

 

[Hesffcs115]

After you do the 3rd eye opening is just meditating on it daily good enough to continue to open and empower it or should you be doing certain power meditations for it?

 

[Henu the Great]

After you do the 3rd eye opening is just meditating on it daily good enough to continue to open and empower it or should you be doing certain power meditations for it?

The more you do the more results you get given that the amount of stimuli is not too much to handle. A sweet spot for optimal results exists somewhere (which is individual) and finding that is recommended.

So for example I would use 1 pair of beads for rtrs and then another for blessing rituals?

Excactly.

 

[hailourtruegod]

- IS there a relationship between reincarnation and natal charts? Does a soul needs either similar genes or a similar birth chart (or both) in order to return to this world? Does a soul which had an unusual pattern (like a grand quintile) in a lifetime reincarnates with the same pattern?

As far as I know your past life choices or karma affect your natal charts. There might be some similarities in each life but the actions one takes will affect their next life and will be seen in their natal chart.

As for your first question I recommend going to a doctor about it specifically a TCM doctor is possible.

 

[pimmlmag6]

What do you answer if someone asks you what religion you are?
I believe that most of you would lie and say "I'm atheist" to save you some nerves.

Are you allowed to eat snake meat? Are they holy in satanism, like cats where in ancient Egypt?

 

[Hesffcs115]

I feel like I have 3 blocked chakras my heart, throat and Crown, I feel pressure and slight burning in my solar chakra area but at my crown and heart I feel intense burning would it be safe to open these at the same time?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I feel like I have 3 blocked chakras my heart, throat and Crown, I feel pressure and slight burning in my solar chakra area but at my crown and heart I feel intense burning would it be safe to open these at the same time?

Open all of them now. Remember if there is pain in one chakra, it is likely the one above it is blocked. Open all of them and remove all blockages to remove the pain.

 

[Hesffcs115]

I feel like I have 3 blocked chakras my heart, throat and Crown, I feel pressure and slight burning in my solar chakra area but at my crown and heart I feel intense burning would it be safe to open these at the same time?

Open all of them now. Remember if there is pain in one chakra, it is likely the one above it is blocked. Open all of them and remove all blockages to remove the pain.

Thank you, I have started to open them all this morning using the opening the soul meditations, I can feel it moving and it doesn't hurt as bad

 

[Gattling13]

Does anyone have a program for counting repetitions for doing rituals and such?

 

[Satana.666]

Hello everyone. I am thinking about joining the Joy of Satan but I am having conflicting thoughts.

The overall movement I support but I am not dogmatic. I have been doing meditations for a few months and I was having some really good progress but have fallen into a really bad depression ever wince my kundalini awakening (3 months ago). I heard people broke this by doing the dedication ritual. For you to under my psychic abilities: I have spoken to spirits ever since i was a child and I have even contacted Satan's demons beforehand and had many signs from Satan.

With this very brief background I ask the following question: Can I do the dedication ritual and not be linked directly to Joy of Satan? (I am willing to join if it's my only option as I want this torturous depression to stop).

I acutally have lots of questions but this is what I want to know most of all. Thank you for reading.

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

...

Have you read the Dedication ritual page?

You dedicate your soul to Satan, not to theJoy or Satan, so your concern doesn't exist.

However, because the Joy of Satan is Satan's temple on Earth, dedicating to Satan goes hand in hand with loyalty and dedication to the Joy of Satan, however that is something you will learn in time as you meditate more and get closer to Satan and the Gods.

The dedication ritual is between you and Satan, the Joy of Satan teaches how this is done.

Nowhere in the dedication ritual is there any clause that one dedicates or is bound to the JoS.

"Before the almighty and ineffable God Satan/Lucifer and in the presence of all Demons of Hell, who are the True and the Original gods, I, (state your full name) renounce any and all past allegiances. I renounce the false Judeo/Christian god Jehova, I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus Christ, I renounce his foul, odious, and rotten holy spirit.

I proclaim Satan Lucifer as my one and only God. I promise to recognize and honor him in all things, without reservation, desiring in return, his manifold assistance in the successful completion of my endeavors."

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

 

[Shadowmage]

I have been doing meditations for a few months and I was having some really good progress but have fallen into a really bad depression ever wince my kundalini awakening (3 months ago). I heard people broke this by doing the dedication ritual.
...
Can I do the dedication ritual and not be linked directly to Joy of Satan? (I am willing to join if it's my only option as I want this torturous depression to stop).

If that's the only reason you want to do the dedication ritual, I suggest you wait until you are extra sure you want to commit to Satan instead, because the dedication is permanent and can't be undone. The Dedication ritual is not a means to an end, but the end itself. Your depression will probably not be fixed just by doing the dedication. That's not its purpose and this is not mentioned anywhere in the dedication prayer.

I'm mentioning this because there are numerous posts by people in this forum who did the dedication ritual and later they wanted to "undo" it but were told that it's permanent. Almost every single one of them did the ritual, not for its own sake, but some other expectation they had in mind: they either expected Satan to contact them or to get something fixed in their life.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

...

I am glad you are able to enjoy the spiritual abilities which would otherwise result in a death sentence if the enemy has their way. I am not sure what you mean by dogma, but I assume you are referring to our spiritual war with the Jews, which is a means to allow us to advance. If we were to lose, then none of our individual powers or endeavors would matter at that point. Therefore, I hope you reconsider your priorities here.

In regards to your Kundalini and depression, it sounds like it is kicking up dirt and negative karma. If you dedicate yourself to the Gods and aid them, then they will aid you in your own struggles, but don't expect any solutions to materialize instantly.

As Shadowmage said, you should be aware that there are other reasons for dedicating, but overall our path supports solving our problems, and in that sense dedication would be a positive step in the right direction, provided you are aware it is not an instant cure.

Anyway, let us know the rest of your questions, as it is important to get these answered.

 

[Darkfire666999]

Hello everyone.
I was trying to make a new topic about my issue. There's a lot to say and my account is new to this forum although I've been on JoS for 3 years but... there we go.
I used to be apart of a satanic community back in 2019. That's how I met satanism and its branches. My best friend introduced me to JoS, so I found out which branch was truly real. I reached to the point where I was the owner of that community on discord, it had over 11k members. I used to do sermons about spiritual satanism and I felt amazing knowing that I was guiding people towards this path. I felt amazing knowing that I was doing this to awaken them and for the Gods. Many were not agreeing with what I was doing, when they heard that this religion supports "nazi" they were warning me that it's not okay to do it, but they never understood the truth.
Anyways, moving forward. I was afraid at first to do my dedication, although I knew what I wanted from life: I wanted to be with Satan and the Gods and follow his path. It's just that I didn't know what I would experience on my skin, but I wanted so bad at the same time to join the Hell's Army. I wanted to do it the night before my birthday, but I did it right after with my bestie. Both of us did the dedication in a local forest in our small town where we lived. And there the paranormal things started. Both of us has seen in that forest while doing meditations some kind of greys behind the trees watching us. She was more open and she use to hear Satan's voice. He warned us to rush to leave that forest. I felt a strong courage out of nowhere and went after them, and I saw them running with... the speed of light. Then we left the forest and while walking on the train track.. a train appeared behind of us out of nowhere and we ran scared. We believed that train was something made by those 2 ugly faces.
And many more happened. We were about to die once while she was driving, and she panicked and couldn't do anything anymore. He came and saved us and controlled her to manage to stop the car. Then He told her to be more careful. I felt that day a shaking energy in my body. I felt Him.
Anyways we went through many experiences. Now let's move forward to my problem.
I started doing power meditations after I dedicated. I used candles, incense, etc. I wanted it to be a lovely enviroinment and also used some celtic music. After a few days while doing the meditations I sensed a presence, a strong energy which was buzzing my entire body, and was moving me and parts of my body. It was a cold energy and it was such an unique and amazing experience. I believe that was one of the Gods. They used to stay with me for hours after my meditations, and we had our own method to talk... through a finger. If the answer was yes, they would lift up my finger. If no, then no. And each that they'd have to leave they would lift my finger and show me to turn off the candles.
One night I even started to hear a voice, after a week of meditation. It was a feminine voice. She told me I was beautiful and I was so shocked. I always wanted to hear the Gods so bad. And it just happened out of nowhere. But later, during the following days... I heard voices which manipulated me and terrorized me to the point when I was about to kill myself. They took me away from the satanic path, I couldn't focus on life anymore, I was ruined, sad, depressed, crying all the time. They were negative and I was so foolish, it took me a while to realise they weren't the Gods. I asked my parents to help so they put me in a pshychiatric hospital for weeks. They gave me a pshycotic treatment and later I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. But the treatment never helped, I was still hearing them but not at the same intensity.
I also had many dreams during my period when I used to do meditations. And lucid dreams. Angels and Jewsus used to appear in my dreams, being so "warm" and asking me to join them. No way I would've done that, I told them I was loyal to Satan no matter what. Also I left my body in my sleep multiple times, I was above it and saw some terrible umanoids beside my body. Waiting. But.. waiting for what?
This entire issue made me so desperate. So desperate that I left this path for a while. I tried to do banishing rituals, ask for help from my other real life friends satanists, I tried what I could, even to contact Satan to help me get rid of them, but... nothing happened. I've been stuck with them for years and I still am, even today. I was so desperate to escape this terror and nightmare so I did bad things. I left satanism to look for answers in another places. I even joined the damn angels for a while, or the regressive hipnosis beliefs by Malanga. I must admit that my family also influenced me into this. But each time I did, I found my way back to satanism. Anything I did, something dragged me back here. And I am grateful for that.
6 months ago I met my boyfriend. He hears bad voices too but sometimes, not all the time like I do. I still hear them after so many years. He also used to hear Satan, giving him advices. Same about my bestie whom I spoke about earlier.
I felt like introducing him to spiritual satanism and lead him to do the dedication. So I did. All 3 of us gathered on a sunday night and we assisted him with doing the ritual. And he did it. I felt like organizing the entire event. I felt this strongly for a while until I did it.
Recently I came back from Malanga's beliefs, it didn't last long to stay there though. Satan told both of them before that he didn't accept me, even when I dedicated in the beginning. But later he told him that he would accept me. I believe that's the reason I was and still am under attack by those scums. They could even control my heartbeats, make parts of my body hurt, or even make me feel things in my body which weren't real.
I wanted to write my story here for so many years, but for some reason I never did it. Now here comes my questions.
1. After all I did...would Satan accept me back? Would he forgive me? I know I have to prove that I am worthy of his forgiveness. I started to do the 40 meditation program again. But on the other side I am afraid I'll be attacked worse or even killed by those scumbags. I believe I was never actually protected and I did the dedication twice to make sure I did it properly. Yeah, I know I was stupid for doing it the 2nd time.
Last time He told my boyfriend that my dedication is cancelled and that we lost him. I don't know what to believe...
2. How do I finish them already? It's been 3 years since they made my life a terrible place. I use to feel bad stuff at heart chakra. I use to have some kind of pression in my brain. And I hear their bad voices telling me horrible stuff and insulting me all the time. There are 2 voices although I've seen more of them during my lucid dreams attacks. Recently they dragged me out of bed during my sleep, and I heard strange voices and seen how ugly they are.
Thank you everyone. And I hope to get some help and hear some answers soon. I truly want to follow this path but these circumstances always pushed me away and distracted myself from my true purpose, which was to be on Satan's side and follow him.

 

[HailTheSerpent]

Is it normal to feel extreme rage when ripped out of meditation? I've been doing a working, Specifically using raum to purify my soul. I forgot to turn off my alarm, so it screeched into my ears towards the end of it. I turned off the alarm, and continued like normal and finished, with the affirmations. Upon exiting the meditation, I feel this extreme rage. I even destroyed my phone out of anger. Is this normal? Also, is the working okay?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Is it normal to feel extreme rage when ripped out of meditation? I've been doing a working, Specifically using raum to purify my soul. I forgot to turn off my alarm, so it screeched into my ears towards the end of it. I turned off the alarm, and continued like normal and finished, with the affirmations. Upon exiting the meditation, I feel this extreme rage. I even destroyed my phone out of anger. Is this normal? Also, is the working okay?

As somebody who is naturally inclined to have a rage reaction, putting a lot of firey energy into your soul with the fiery RAUM mantra will increase this. You must practice control over your mind to direct this energy into a good result. You can use this rage energy while doing the Final RTR and it will make it much stronger and more effective. Or you can practice converting this energy into something other than rage and turn it into a powerful burst of energy to propel you in some other direction. Like a strong motivation to do something good.

 

[Hesffcs115]

I have been doing opening the soul meditations for the passed few days to open a few chakras of mine that are blocked at the same time. To open these as soon as possible should I continue to use these or should I just vibrate the sanskrit words of power from the opening blocked chakras page. I know these are the same words but the meditations are a little different, also would it be ok to do these twice a day. It's just I'm in pain and experiencing confusion because of the blockage.

 

[blackwizard]

Hello everyone.
I was trying to make a new topic about my issue. There's a lot to say and my account is new to this forum although I've been on JoS for 3 years but... there we go.
I used to be apart of a satanic community back in 2019. That's how I met satanism and its branches. My best friend introduced me to JoS, so I found out which branch was truly real. I reached to the point where I was the owner of that community on discord, it had over 11k members. I used to do sermons about spiritual satanism and I felt amazing knowing that I was guiding people towards this path. I felt amazing knowing that I was doing this to awaken them and for the Gods. Many were not agreeing with what I was doing, when they heard that this religion supports "nazi" they were warning me that it's not okay to do it, but they never understood the truth.
Anyways, moving forward. I was afraid at first to do my dedication, although I knew what I wanted from life: I wanted to be with Satan and the Gods and follow his path. It's just that I didn't know what I would experience on my skin, but I wanted so bad at the same time to join the Hell's Army. I wanted to do it the night before my birthday, but I did it right after with my bestie. Both of us did the dedication in a local forest in our small town where we lived. And there the paranormal things started. Both of us has seen in that forest while doing meditations some kind of greys behind the trees watching us. She was more open and she use to hear Satan's voice. He warned us to rush to leave that forest. I felt a strong courage out of nowhere and went after them, and I saw them running with... the speed of light. Then we left the forest and while walking on the train track.. a train appeared behind of us out of nowhere and we ran scared. We believed that train was something made by those 2 ugly faces.
And many more happened. We were about to die once while she was driving, and she panicked and couldn't do anything anymore. He came and saved us and controlled her to manage to stop the car. Then He told her to be more careful. I felt that day a shaking energy in my body. I felt Him.
Anyways we went through many experiences. Now let's move forward to my problem.
I started doing power meditations after I dedicated. I used candles, incense, etc. I wanted it to be a lovely enviroinment and also used some celtic music. After a few days while doing the meditations I sensed a presence, a strong energy which was buzzing my entire body, and was moving me and parts of my body. It was a cold energy and it was such an unique and amazing experience. I believe that was one of the Gods. They used to stay with me for hours after my meditations, and we had our own method to talk... through a finger. If the answer was yes, they would lift up my finger. If no, then no. And each that they'd have to leave they would lift my finger and show me to turn off the candles.
One night I even started to hear a voice, after a week of meditation. It was a feminine voice. She told me I was beautiful and I was so shocked. I always wanted to hear the Gods so bad. And it just happened out of nowhere. But later, during the following days... I heard voices which manipulated me and terrorized me to the point when I was about to kill myself. They took me away from the satanic path, I couldn't focus on life anymore, I was ruined, sad, depressed, crying all the time. They were negative and I was so foolish, it took me a while to realise they weren't the Gods. I asked my parents to help so they put me in a pshychiatric hospital for weeks. They gave me a pshycotic treatment and later I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. But the treatment never helped, I was still hearing them but not at the same intensity.
I also had many dreams during my period when I used to do meditations. And lucid dreams. Angels and Jewsus used to appear in my dreams, being so "warm" and asking me to join them. No way I would've done that, I told them I was loyal to Satan no matter what. Also I left my body in my sleep multiple times, I was above it and saw some terrible umanoids beside my body. Waiting. But.. waiting for what?
This entire issue made me so desperate. So desperate that I left this path for a while. I tried to do banishing rituals, ask for help from my other real life friends satanists, I tried what I could, even to contact Satan to help me get rid of them, but... nothing happened. I've been stuck with them for years and I still am, even today. I was so desperate to escape this terror and nightmare so I did bad things. I left satanism to look for answers in another places. I even joined the damn angels for a while, or the regressive hipnosis beliefs by Malanga. I must admit that my family also influenced me into this. But each time I did, I found my way back to satanism. Anything I did, something dragged me back here. And I am grateful for that.
6 months ago I met my boyfriend. He hears bad voices too but sometimes, not all the time like I do. I still hear them after so many years. He also used to hear Satan, giving him advices. Same about my bestie whom I spoke about earlier.
I felt like introducing him to spiritual satanism and lead him to do the dedication. So I did. All 3 of us gathered on a sunday night and we assisted him with doing the ritual. And he did it. I felt like organizing the entire event. I felt this strongly for a while until I did it.
Recently I came back from Malanga's beliefs, it didn't last long to stay there though. Satan told both of them before that he didn't accept me, even when I dedicated in the beginning. But later he told him that he would accept me. I believe that's the reason I was and still am under attack by those scums. They could even control my heartbeats, make parts of my body hurt, or even make me feel things in my body which weren't real.
I wanted to write my story here for so many years, but for some reason I never did it. Now here comes my questions.
1. After all I did...would Satan accept me back? Would he forgive me? I know I have to prove that I am worthy of his forgiveness. I started to do the 40 meditation program again. But on the other side I am afraid I'll be attacked worse or even killed by those scumbags. I believe I was never actually protected and I did the dedication twice to make sure I did it properly. Yeah, I know I was stupid for doing it the 2nd time.
Last time He told my boyfriend that my dedication is cancelled and that we lost him. I don't know what to believe...
2. How do I finish them already? It's been 3 years since they made my life a terrible place. I use to feel bad stuff at heart chakra. I use to have some kind of pression in my brain. And I hear their bad voices telling me horrible stuff and insulting me all the time. There are 2 voices although I've seen more of them during my lucid dreams attacks. Recently they dragged me out of bed during my sleep, and I heard strange voices and seen how ugly they are.
Thank you everyone. And I hope to get some help and hear some answers soon. I truly want to follow this path but these circumstances always pushed me away and distracted myself from my true purpose, which was to be on Satan's side and follow him.

I think father SATAN accept you if you are not a jew.

If you taking drugs STOP taking drugs .

Start doing AOP AND CLEANING.

Start doing POWER RITUALS.

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

I have been doing opening the soul meditations for the passed few days to open a few chakras of mine that are blocked at the same time. To open these as soon as possible should I continue to use these or should I just vibrate the sanskrit words of power from the opening blocked chakras page. I know these are the same words but the meditations are a little different, also would it be ok to do these twice a day. It's just I'm in pain and experiencing confusion because of the blockage.

Where do you feel the blockage?

Depending on which chakra the best method to unblock it may differ.


In the meantime, you can do it twice a day, however you should use very small amounts of vibrations to prevent overworking the blocked chakra.

In your case, no more than 18 vibrations until the blockage subsides. After the blockage is clear, you can build it up.

Even just 9 vibrations twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening will alleviate the blockage in time.

 

[Darkfire666999]

Hello everyone.
I was trying to make a new topic about my issue. There's a lot to say and my account is new to this forum although I've been on JoS for 3 years but... there we go.
I used to be apart of a satanic community back in 2019. That's how I met satanism and its branches. My best friend introduced me to JoS, so I found out which branch was truly real. I reached to the point where I was the owner of that community on discord, it had over 11k members. I used to do sermons about spiritual satanism and I felt amazing knowing that I was guiding people towards this path. I felt amazing knowing that I was doing this to awaken them and for the Gods. Many were not agreeing with what I was doing, when they heard that this religion supports "nazi" they were warning me that it's not okay to do it, but they never understood the truth.
Anyways, moving forward. I was afraid at first to do my dedication, although I knew what I wanted from life: I wanted to be with Satan and the Gods and follow his path. It's just that I didn't know what I would experience on my skin, but I wanted so bad at the same time to join the Hell's Army. I wanted to do it the night before my birthday, but I did it right after with my bestie. Both of us did the dedication in a local forest in our small town where we lived. And there the paranormal things started. Both of us has seen in that forest while doing meditations some kind of greys behind the trees watching us. She was more open and she use to hear Satan's voice. He warned us to rush to leave that forest. I felt a strong courage out of nowhere and went after them, and I saw them running with... the speed of light. Then we left the forest and while walking on the train track.. a train appeared behind of us out of nowhere and we ran scared. We believed that train was something made by those 2 ugly faces.
And many more happened. We were about to die once while she was driving, and she panicked and couldn't do anything anymore. He came and saved us and controlled her to manage to stop the car. Then He told her to be more careful. I felt that day a shaking energy in my body. I felt Him.
Anyways we went through many experiences. Now let's move forward to my problem.
I started doing power meditations after I dedicated. I used candles, incense, etc. I wanted it to be a lovely enviroinment and also used some celtic music. After a few days while doing the meditations I sensed a presence, a strong energy which was buzzing my entire body, and was moving me and parts of my body. It was a cold energy and it was such an unique and amazing experience. I believe that was one of the Gods. They used to stay with me for hours after my meditations, and we had our own method to talk... through a finger. If the answer was yes, they would lift up my finger. If no, then no. And each that they'd have to leave they would lift my finger and show me to turn off the candles.
One night I even started to hear a voice, after a week of meditation. It was a feminine voice. She told me I was beautiful and I was so shocked. I always wanted to hear the Gods so bad. And it just happened out of nowhere. But later, during the following days... I heard voices which manipulated me and terrorized me to the point when I was about to kill myself. They took me away from the satanic path, I couldn't focus on life anymore, I was ruined, sad, depressed, crying all the time. They were negative and I was so foolish, it took me a while to realise they weren't the Gods. I asked my parents to help so they put me in a pshychiatric hospital for weeks. They gave me a pshycotic treatment and later I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. But the treatment never helped, I was still hearing them but not at the same intensity.
I also had many dreams during my period when I used to do meditations. And lucid dreams. Angels and Jewsus used to appear in my dreams, being so "warm" and asking me to join them. No way I would've done that, I told them I was loyal to Satan no matter what. Also I left my body in my sleep multiple times, I was above it and saw some terrible umanoids beside my body. Waiting. But.. waiting for what?
This entire issue made me so desperate. So desperate that I left this path for a while. I tried to do banishing rituals, ask for help from my other real life friends satanists, I tried what I could, even to contact Satan to help me get rid of them, but... nothing happened. I've been stuck with them for years and I still am, even today. I was so desperate to escape this terror and nightmare so I did bad things. I left satanism to look for answers in another places. I even joined the damn angels for a while, or the regressive hipnosis beliefs by Malanga. I must admit that my family also influenced me into this. But each time I did, I found my way back to satanism. Anything I did, something dragged me back here. And I am grateful for that.
6 months ago I met my boyfriend. He hears bad voices too but sometimes, not all the time like I do. I still hear them after so many years. He also used to hear Satan, giving him advices. Same about my bestie whom I spoke about earlier.
I felt like introducing him to spiritual satanism and lead him to do the dedication. So I did. All 3 of us gathered on a sunday night and we assisted him with doing the ritual. And he did it. I felt like organizing the entire event. I felt this strongly for a while until I did it.
Recently I came back from Malanga's beliefs, it didn't last long to stay there though. Satan told both of them before that he didn't accept me, even when I dedicated in the beginning. But later he told him that he would accept me. I believe that's the reason I was and still am under attack by those scums. They could even control my heartbeats, make parts of my body hurt, or even make me feel things in my body which weren't real.
I wanted to write my story here for so many years, but for some reason I never did it. Now here comes my questions.
1. After all I did...would Satan accept me back? Would he forgive me? I know I have to prove that I am worthy of his forgiveness. I started to do the 40 meditation program again. But on the other side I am afraid I'll be attacked worse or even killed by those scumbags. I believe I was never actually protected and I did the dedication twice to make sure I did it properly. Yeah, I know I was stupid for doing it the 2nd time.
Last time He told my boyfriend that my dedication is cancelled and that we lost him. I don't know what to believe...
2. How do I finish them already? It's been 3 years since they made my life a terrible place. I use to feel bad stuff at heart chakra. I use to have some kind of pression in my brain. And I hear their bad voices telling me horrible stuff and insulting me all the time. There are 2 voices although I've seen more of them during my lucid dreams attacks. Recently they dragged me out of bed during my sleep, and I heard strange voices and seen how ugly they are.
Thank you everyone. And I hope to get some help and hear some answers soon. I truly want to follow this path but these circumstances always pushed me away and distracted myself from my true purpose, which was to be on Satan's side and follow him.

I think father SATAN accept you if you are not a jew.

If you taking drugs STOP taking drugs .

Start doing AOP AND CLEANING.

Start doing POWER RITUALS.

The thing is that if I stop taking the medicine I'll hear them very louder all the time terrorizing me and trying to make me kill myself. I won't be able to focus at all on anything, not even on meditations.
They make me also see shitty mental images. And when I was at the beginning they almost popped my neck's veins threatening me that if do any move I die. And I am honest, I literally felt how my veins were about to explode and full of blood.
I am not a jew though. And I stopped taking a big part of the medicine. I didn't have any issues before dedicating and starting to do the power meditations. And my family doesn't have any genetics for mental illnesses. So I'm sure this is an attack.
I feel lost to be honest. I started to do the power meditations again and I hope I can solve this issue soon. I can't live a peaceful life cause of those jerks's crap. Their stupid words keep coming and coming in my head. They even insult Father Satan so bad and they know I get very annoyed when they do that.
I also used to do RTRs before. One time after I did it and went to sleep one of those umanoids tried to strangle me in my sleep.

 

[Hesffcs115]

I have been doing opening the soul meditations for the passed few days to open a few chakras of mine that are blocked at the same time. To open these as soon as possible should I continue to use these or should I just vibrate the sanskrit words of power from the opening blocked chakras page. I know these are the same words but the meditations are a little different, also would it be ok to do these twice a day. It's just I'm in pain and experiencing confusion because of the blockage.

Where do you feel the blockage?

Depending on which chakra the best method to unblock it may differ.


In the meantime, you can do it twice a day, however you should use very small amounts of vibrations to prevent overworking the blocked chakra.

In your case, no more than 18 vibrations until the blockage subsides. After the blockage is clear, you can build it up.

Even just 9 vibrations twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening will alleviate the blockage in time.

i feel the blockage in my heart, throat, and crown

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

i feel the blockage in my heart, throat, and crown

Often times, the place where we feel the blockage is actually the place where energy accumulates due to the chakra above being blocked.

In case of the crown, energy may get stuck right under the scalp, just below the crown.

If you feel it inside the crown, it means the crown isn't functioning properly and you need to focus on spinning it more as the chakra is open, but not activating properly.


Try to direct energy up through the chakra's, from the root chakra, up through all the chakra's, and take note where energy flow feels disrupted.


If energy gets to the Heart fine but gets stuck when moving from the Heart to the Throat, the Throat is the one which is stuck, while the Heart is most likely fine.

Take note of the energy flow between all the chakra's to diagnose this exactly.


Another sure sign that a particular chakra is blocked, is if energy starts moving along other paths rather than straight up the middle.

For example, a telling sign of a blocked crown is if you feel energy flowing all over your head when trying to direct energy from the 6th to the crown.

The blocked crown makes it so energy will not be able to go straight through the center, and will divert over your head. You can feel heat over your scalp, or crawling sensations over your scalp and face.

The same will be the case for other chakra's as well. For example, the heart, you will feel crawling or heat over the skin of your chest and torso as it travels up from the Solar chakra, rather than the flow of energy going straight through the center of your torso.


Take note as well if the energy gets stuck below the chakra, inside the chakra, or above the chakra.


A technique which will help in all those cases is as follows.

Breathe in energy on your inhale into the chakra before the blocked chakra.
On the exhale visualize this energy grow denser and brighter.
Do this a few breaths until it accumulates into a small ball of light, like a miniature sun.

Then on the next inhale, continue breathing energy into the ball, and while doing so, move the ball up through the energy pathway straight to the blocked chakra.

If you need to exhale during this moving of the ball, keep the ball where it is and make it glow brighter, then ok the inhale, continue to move it further up.
If you did it in a single inhale, that is good, it is best that way.

Keep the ball in the blocked chakra for a few breaths, continue to draw energy into the ball from the chakra below the blocked one, and on the exhale continue to brighten and let the ball shine.

Then move it through the blocked chakra, until it is above the blocked chakra. Do this in one breath on the inhale.
Keep it there on the exhale and brighten the ball.

On the next inhale, send it back down through the blocked chakra, down through the pathway and into the chakra below the blocked one.

Then for the next few breaths keep moving the ball back and forth through this energy pathway, all the way from the chakra below the blocked one, to past the blocked chakra that you are opening.

Keep drawing energy with your breath to fuel the motion of the energy through the pathway.

After doing this for a few breaths (minimum 3, maximum as many as you feel comfortable), let the energy you drew in nourish the chakra that was blocked, as well as the pathway between the blocked chakra and the one below it.


This motion of energy activates the blocked chakra and cleans out blockages alongside the nadi between the two chakra's, which opens up the energy flow between them.


After that, spin both chakra's according to the instructions on the EZ chakra spin.


You can do this after you vibrated the Sanskrit mantra into the chakra's as a follow up meditation.

 

[HailTheSerpent]

Is it normal to feel extreme rage when ripped out of meditation? I've been doing a working, Specifically using raum to purify my soul. I forgot to turn off my alarm, so it screeched into my ears towards the end of it. I turned off the alarm, and continued like normal and finished, with the affirmations. Upon exiting the meditation, I feel this extreme rage. I even destroyed my phone out of anger. Is this normal? Also, is the working okay?

As somebody who is naturally inclined to have a rage reaction, putting a lot of firey energy into your soul with the fiery RAUM mantra will increase this. You must practice control over your mind to direct this energy into a good result. You can use this rage energy while doing the Final RTR and it will make it much stronger and more effective. Or you can practice converting this energy into something other than rage and turn it into a powerful burst of energy to propel you in some other direction. Like a strong motivation to do something good.

I also believe I have done the wrong number of affirmations due to shattered focus. Should I redo the meditation today? It's a simple purification spell with intent to clear out any negative energy

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I also believe I have done the wrong number of affirmations due to shattered focus. Should I redo the meditation today? It's a simple purification spell with intent to clear out any negative energy

Do whatever you want.

 

[Satana.666]

Yes I have read the page. I did interpret it that way but just wanted to make sure. Thank you for the charity!

 

[Satana.666]

Thank you for your reply. When ever I feel Satan's energy from the mediations I feel right and well. I do feel like waiting however. I think it will be good just to talk to members and learn more.

 

[Hesffcs115]

I have been doing opening the soul meditations for the passed few days to open a few chakras of mine that are blocked at the same time. To open these as soon as possible should I continue to use these or should I just vibrate the sanskrit words of power from the opening blocked chakras page. I know these are the same words but the meditations are a little different, also would it be ok to do these twice a day. It's just I'm in pain and experiencing confusion because of the blockage.

Where do you feel the blockage?

Depending on which chakra the best method to unblock it may differ.


In the meantime, you can do it twice a day, however you should use very small amounts of vibrations to prevent overworking the blocked chakra.

In your case, no more than 18 vibrations until the blockage subsides. After the blockage is clear, you can build it up.

Even just 9 vibrations twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening will alleviate the blockage in time.

Thank you so much, so it's 9 sanskrit vibrations twice a day for each chakra and then that follow up meditation you wrote about? Also, is aum better for the heart chakra or yaum? And in the alternate nostril breathing page step 1 seems to repeat in step 6 but it is just inhale left then hold exhale right inhale right then hold and exhale left for 5 repetitions?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Also, is aum better for the heart chakra or yaum?

Crown: MAUM
6th: YAUM
Throat: HAUM
4th: AUM
Solar: RAUM
Sacral: VAUM
Base: LAUM

Also
Third eye: THAUM
Pineal: GAUM

 

[Hesffcs115]

When I attempt to have sexual thoughts of people I begin to think about my brother or people I do not like with them, this makes me feel completely cut off from my sexuality, I believe this is could be from blocked chakras I am working to open, being very obsessive which I am working on aswell, I started watching porn when I was around 12 years old everyday and continued to watch it for several years.
When I first came to Satan I was 15 I believe it was then my consciousness started to expand and I began experiencing negative thoughts I did not know how to deal with them so I fought them and would not let go. I had this love obsession with a goddess I found and then I started having thoughts about this goddess being with my brother. I could not handle these thoughts and so I fought them.
When I finally started to try and let go of these things I feel like it was too late I am several years older now and I am still having these thoughts where I see my brother with this goddess and with other people constantly. I know this sounds retarded I'm just trying to get to the bottom of it. I also used to do drugs and drink constantly so I feel that could be a reason.
but now I am meditating daily, I am sober, and am attempting to get my life together. I am hoping with time things will change and my brain will heal.

 

[Darkspirit]

Thank you for your reply. When ever I feel Satan's energy from the mediations I feel right and well. I do feel like waiting however. I think it will be good just to talk to members and learn more.

Hi.
I would recommend that you read more about the Jewish exposure and its programs on the JoS website, to better understand what is happening in the world.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

...

You can use Laguz as part of a larger working. Focus on astral touch, either by feeling a random astral object on you and holding this sensation, or feeling your lover themselves.

For a demon lover, you can also focus on them and connect their chakras to yours. To do this safely, make sure you focus on them strongly. Either remember a time when they made themselves known to you, or ask them to do this, then focus on that sensations and "follow it" back to them.

This will then make it easier to connect in all ways with them. As you mention being lonely, draw their energy into your heart chakra, which will make you feel close to them. This can also be done with your GD or other God.

By the way, your lover is not pissed off at you, as they are patient and know what you are going through. You likely have negative karma creating antisocial behaviors. What is important is to not give up on the relationship, even if you have a bad day.

 

[Gearshift]

I was reading old posts researching a topic I had in mind and spent about 30 minutes going through the 32 pages of information.

In one post it was mentioned that White-Gold i.e. one of the main colors. Is actually in excessive amounts almost as bad as using White.

White is a color that should be used and has purpose and is a positive color. But excessive use deals with blocking off the World a.l.a. White magi, Angel magi, Wicca etc.etc.

If White-Gold does similar things and we use that to clean/protect. Would the over use of White-Gold to protect instead of blue, black, red(psychic attacks), and gold(darker color tone like a Sarcophagus). Would White-Gold do similar to White?

Extensive excessive use? Like White?

 

[WeirdCoffee]

Hey, 24 hours ago I lost my beloved pet of 12 years, since I cannot dedicate my soul to Satan due to my living conditions, I can only ask and pray that my pet is with him, I do want to know if I can still somehow protect my pets soul a little bit later in life when I'm ready and advanced spiritually.

 

[Darkspirit]

I was reading old posts researching a topic I had in mind and spent about 30 minutes going through the 32 pages of information.

In one post it was mentioned that White-Gold i.e. one of the main colors. Is actually in excessive amounts almost as bad as using White.

White is a color that should be used and has purpose and is a positive color. But excessive use deals with blocking off the World a.l.a. White magi, Angel magi, Wicca etc.etc.

If White-Gold does similar things and we use that to clean/protect. Would the over use of White-Gold to protect instead of blue, black, red(psychic attacks), and gold(darker color tone like a Sarcophagus). Would White-Gold do similar to White?

Extensive excessive use? Like White?

I also have read one article of HPS Maxine, I don't remember the name of the arcicle, in which is sayes that the white color in ecess in you, make you arrogant like the angels, because the white reflect, and this influence the mage to act in this way.
But I think it influence you if you absorb that in you, and not just if you work with that.