Blitzkreig [JG said:
" post_id=443360 time=1684370540 user_id=21286]Externally, and what sounds likely here, would be enemy attacks or negative transits. These attacks are designed to hit your weak points, so both of these areas can be problems. Make sure you are creating a very strong AOP every day and cleaning your aura of this negative energy.
I want to ask this as sometimes this feels like a cop out and it seems almost like some bottling the genie speak in a xtian but Satanified manner.
What exactly is "enemy attack"?
For example it seems and this isn't specific to you but your tone of words deems it such.
I'm being attacked by the enemy?
Okay, how do you know? Most people are so blind to the astral that even a respectable level of meditation isn't enough to fully initiate something and even if reached a level of seeing, whatever that means. You still need to progress further along the line. It seems the third eye is a difficult subject to approach from a literal, spiritual standpoint and seems more like topical, educative, or exotic subject on it's use. For example I'd love to see through my third eye whatever that is and actually SEE what is an aura or what is the spiritual field that literally sits right under our noses and right on our eyeballs is. And yet further on there is talk of "Oh it's a mental image a projection of to the mental faculties, working with said levels is progressed to higher levels, or intense spiritual acclimation points, or even outright extreme levels of advancement."
In other words as atheistic as possible it seems like there might not be a third eye and it's just something people chase to keep them going.
If you said something like we believe some people who delve into spiritual factors on our side are affected by the enemy and it requires a strong effort to actually alert these entities. But in most cases even these entities usually perform some sort of general harassment in that they aren't affecting you directly like a "special snowflake", look at me I got chosen by the enemy. An almost mythological level of property where people feel as chosen as being christ incarneth.
But that their ability to manipulate reality and the enemy i.e. US, Humans of specific properties that are especially evil i.e. dedicated Satanists or spiritualists or people whom delve into spirituality and seem to have an affinity into the occult or even if normal new age stuff but they ignore all the hippy dippy language they get somewhere and even their negative experiences are chucked off as "Cool, I'm actually getting shit to happen". Maxine was like this she had negatives and was like "Interesting".
I don't want to chalk up the enemy to stages of spirituality and their positive, neutral, and negative properties. If anything I'm kinda CoS'ing spirituality into attributes of the variety of archetypes.
Even if it's not 100% wrong. For example as some people supposedly experience they get into Yoga and besides the outright physical property when combining it with spiritual or even just the Yoga itself. Some have had transient periods of phases or properties of spiritual effects. For example sensing a tingling property or having a negative aspect maybe they did a move and it spikes their anxiety maybe they talk about it and their Yogi or someone or they communicate and discover it triggered some latent property factors of delving past a limitation or something.
I'm just a little dumbfounded by this enemy attack. I've never been attacked I don't know what an enemy attack is. I don't know why people chalk attacks to some spiritual factor. 99% of people have no basis on spirituality and spiritualize things with the entire mindset I posses of how stupid are people.
I'm nervous and not wanting to be here I bet it's a sign. Or I experienced a nightmare and it's some christ cuck angel trying to get me.
At what point does the fact your mind, body, and soul react to things visible or invisible and your not with it. I don't want to be here or I experienced a nightmare or the darkness is inviting a scariness to it. Or something, I don't know. I'm almost like are people being told this stuff to simply pass through it or are they genuinely so stupid about their own selves and environment that in their christ cucking they failed to learn the sciences.
100 years ago someone having a smartphone would have their mind blown. A thousand years ago if you heard thunder "oh God is angry he is launching his attacks on us Humans".
I'm not denying the magnitude of the enemy. I know physically there are greys, reptilians, potentially other hostile extra-terrestrials I rarely if ever hear about insectoid types and other enemy asshole species. And further on spiritually it seems the enemy is massive. But to consider the massiveness of being able to blanket the entire spectrum of reality is extreme.
I once had a thought sometime in 2006 while thinking in school. This was about a year after I had some sort of incident whereby I was doing chakra spinning to the speed of light and MerKaBa and after the bus incident. In fact to even blame meditations when it does nothing to me is foolish even. For all intents and purposes maybe even latent mental illness or pre-mental illness maybe a warning sign that would occur later in 2011-2012 with my mental incidents and subsequent additional incidents in 2013 and final time 2014.
I said to myself in my head. If the enemy is big and finds people and attacks them. Why don't they just summon their entire alien race or summon hundreds or thousands or millions. And find these people and blast at them.
Now the obvious part is someone is gonna say it's the Gods protecting or the Gods interfering or the factor the enemy is so lazy they don't want to amish sweep the area. Or the person resists it the natural and spiritual factoring of improving their AoP and vibration. Or for example multi-dimensional. Maybe the person resides in the 3rd dimension and these entities can come to the etheric lowest level but the person's spiritual signature is at a higher, more developed dimension thus powering him down would require extreme dedication even outright bombardment for days or weeks or months. And even further on additional bombardment with death magick to somehow make the person die.
I apologize if my atheistic statements. I've recently communicated with my friend and he's dedicated but never did anything. And he said back especially reaching 2012 you became atheistic. You had your mental health illness and double/triple down on meditation. You've been on and off meditating whether it worked or meditation is completely fake and doesn't do anything. You've told me you even went for years through in fact I recall you said in 2016 fuck it what is JoS and lets figure it out and you delved into JoS and changed.
It was nice you changed in fact you became more political and changed you reduced your thoughts on killing and warfare and just being ignorant and improved. But other than that you remained the same thing. Same thing with merkaba, chakras and meditation and it did nothing. You said you wanted to be clean so you did cleaning and magick to clean you went through 2018 and beyond. In fact just in the last two or three years with Coof and even before that you yet again increased your meditation did more and more. And it's done absolutely nothing, you still live the same way, do the same things, and generally. Just live the same. Not unlike me who's been doing the same thing as well. But both of us whether it's my extreme Saturn machine style life of doing SS;DD and yours of somehow trying to form a semblance of a habit and doing meditation to improve yourself.
The only thing I encountered is your just more frustrated, more sick and tired of meditation, and generally nothing. I don't mind the Paganism, Satanism almost black metal technology of JoS as I've partaken in Black metal for nearly 20 years now. But you've accomplished nothing. Don't you think it's time to move on?
Lately I returned to meditating after about a month of not doing it. Clean, protect, spin chakra to speed of light, and MerKaba and I feel jack shit.
How do I even know meditation is real or even these mythical enemy attacks. I'm told to trance, yeah can't do that my mind doesn't work that way I'm a thinker I use my mind. And relaxing my body I hate relaxing my body and the act of relaxing is repulsive to me. Void or mindfulness or whatever. Okay scientific it works okay. Sure whatever sheer fact is it does nothing to me.
I'm sick and tired of having thoughts in my head but I'm a thinker I spend copious hours of time talking and thinking and processing.
If anything for me thinking is my meditation and the only thing meditation is for is to learn an alternative way of thinking.
I really don't care if JoS is fake or some fake thing just to razzle up entire the World. I'm glad it does there needs to be a change in the World the last of which occurred in the early part of the previous century.
It's like one person said a while back to me. You've been here since 2003 nearly 20 years and your not even at anything you could have been kundalini risen advanced. And it's like it doesn't work that way. Hell I sometimes wonder if it's true what people state that meditation is only for Asian people it's not meant for other people as the Asians do it and somehow it always works for them.
At this stage I don't really care I just acquire the technology and advance. If someone can get helped by my information cool, if not cool.
I just study for intellectual stimulation and whatnot. Honestly since the old ProPHP forums when I wanted to join but kept having my questions answered. I didn't join, I only joined in 2018 then had my account banned by the mass wave banning by mageson and then didn't get to reply to the FRTR thread on why the affirmation was so pathetic as people did reply back to improve it.
And then I posted an extremely long post which HP.Cobra said questions answerable by reading the website. Which is untrue as I asked questions no one ever asked. I asked about 18 questions and had about probably 12-15 entire pages to scroll through.
I simply wanted my questions answered that I have developed for this. If I'm merely a theoretician and meditation is fake and doesn't work. IF anything meditation made my life worse as I keep wondering does it work or doesn't, FOMO?!
Anyways I merely wanted these basic but never asked questions. It seems like either I'm in the wrong organization or I should have never joined a forum. I kinda failed my friend's netiquette of never joining a forum. He asks on search engines, reads scientific pages etc.etc. websites.
But in the end never bothers with forums. The only forum I ever bothered with was one some 11 years ago and only posted about 40 times. And even then it was merely during the early computer revolution of the 2010s past the smartphone, youtube, social media revolution.
So to ask truly and whatnot.
What is Joy of Satan? And why can't I seem to take a break from it. I mean I have nothing better to do so it's part of my daily reading.
But truly what is JoS and why do I come to an organization whereby not a single grain of information or activity has helped me or changed me or made me go man I can't believe that meditation shot me to the top I pumped out that energy and grabbed that reality to improve.
I don't care if it's a lie or just made up information or controlled information. I like the information and can develop it further with improved strike package capability. By all accounts it's a strike package of epic proportions. I'm sure some people are gonna get a good laugh and probably be like silly human trying to toy around with the Gods technologies. Sure it's a technology I'm gonna use it. It's like AI it needs to be used and in fact it's impossible to progress without the prerequiste level of society has created it and society is such a clusterfuck that if we don't implement it, it'll only make things worse. If things get worse from it then it's societies fault for not listening to Hitler and not having the solution. But I like to think people can make it work and improve from it.
So what exactly is JoS? And why do I come here?
I'm being serious I'm not joking around. I've pretty much been living a lie since I joined here in early April 2003, and 3 days before April 29th had my black candle and dedicated on the 29th. On the 30th I did the succubus ritual no idea if it worked or not. I didn't know about the astrological calendar times so I did it on the 29th at night thinking it's the 30th but it's still the 29th. The 30th that's when I did the succubus ritual.
So I meditated felt something of a bliss state I guess no idea if it's fake feeling or fake sensation. No idea, and then didn't continue meditating and whatnot. Rolled my eyes at Yoga ugh physical exercise yuck I hate exercise.
Remember this was when I was 12 years old so I wasn't into that. Plus I never gave a shit about anything and generally already since before 7 was thinking about sex and violence and whatnot. Then when I got cable tv in '97 got involved and obsessed with WW2 and warfare and furthered my violence into killing and guns and stabbing and weapons. If it possessed violence, guns, and weapons sign me up to watch if it was WW2 I just devoured everything on WW2 just every day. Non-stop hours upon hours thinking on that. Like my friend said in Middle school I was obsessed with the ME262 and alternative history.
And then I found JoS searching the back areas of Yahoo in the good old days. And the rest well I mentioned it.
But yeah honestly to simplify it or TLDR.
What is Joy of Satan? I don't understand. Like is it a place for only a specific few people whom are lucky to advance themselves. There's been so many people fucking around like the South African even if Vovim Baughie or for example years ago with HP.Dann became a meme for like two or three months straight "traitor Dann". And even Salem Burke who despite not doing anything wrong revealed himself and went away.
It's not that I don't believe there aren't spiritual people or people with a malefic capacity to inflict something. Although I think to even reach those levels requires being a dedicated Saturn machine with absolutely no life and just spending hours on end 8-10-15 hours dedicated like Vegeta or something like some one-track machine.
But for me honestly if there are people who are spiritual like this and posses some sort of alignment with negative hostile things against humanity. Well we Humans invented these things called Guns and I'm sure if there is enough people and enough munition they can't stop the bullets from striking their bodies and liberating them. I mean if they want to ascend to become a being of higher power putting a solid amount of rounds into them does the trick.
Some might laugh or state my crude gun joke is only gonna invite glowies. But I mean if it bleeds and you can blast it away and it's doing bad things. Then obviously that's the target.
I'm sure the mods are gonna not like my gun jokes as we try and be legal. Though remember guns are legal and for now talking about taking someone out is legal it's a 1A and 2A plus 1A thing. Like the old saying goes if you don't like 1A we 2A your ass.
But anyways jokes aside which glowniggers have no sense of humor.
What is Joy of Satan?
Again whether it's real or a fake organization and just some mishmash webring for some sort of quasi-semi national organization or some entity for a bigger foundation.
Like for example it's fake. Okay whatever that is fine I'd like to continue to destroy the enemy. I'd like to continue technology in it.
Sometimes I wonder if we need some of that alien tech HP.Cobra is talking about some of those scrytronic devices and scry into the spiritual planes.
Who knows maybe I need a meditronic device a bracelet or ring like the oura ring that induces trance, void, mindfulness, or some altering of the states to learn from.
I know we are to learn by ourselves but at this point most people one they hit their pre-teen years are pretty much useless. I've learned long ago most people are pretty much useless after a period of time.
I figure the Gods aren't stupid and places they've liberated or people who've posses difficult charts who knows Hermes? The most intellectual of the Gods. I really hate that saying but maybe Hermes is a total logic head. I recall a member communicating saying their family member is a pure logical machine absolutely no emotional properties. Not to say they don't posses but their mind doesn't work that way.
I'm sure lots of people would love if Void is not to turn your mind into mush but to aggrandize control and even delve into single-pointed concentration. I'm sure many would love to wear this meditronic ring and void out for a number of hours and then remove it or turn it off and practice it.
Sheer fact is if meditation technology can assist meditation. I don't think it would behoove us to implement it. Although there are natural people who delve into meditation at a strong factor.
Still even the greatest so-called meditators these mindfulnessers around even they state even after decades my mind skips a beat and goes ape shit at times and the sessions are "rough".
I still don't get it. I guess we aren't maximizing the control of the mind. I know mindfulness isn't a product of void it's merely thought observation or stream observation or merely seeing the ripples form in the lake and slowly reducing the ripples and sensing thoughts or grooving on sensations like say a tingling or breath or coarse and fine grain or some property of a byproduct of the mind and body to entertain the simian mind and further coalesce into being entertained by the body to teach it to relax and reduce with occasional stutter in thought stream and potential silent or reduced stream moments.
Still whether basic mindfulness or purposeful void. It seems like we got people who state something and are like basically they accomplished something that for others even decades in isn't a guarantee.
I'm dumbfounded. I guess maybe in my case I need technology to teach me maybe.
Anyways I've rambled enough. Besides the obvious What is Joy of Satan? Which I'm actually wanting to know. It doesn't matter if it's a lie you don't need to hold back. If I need to recreate my own weltenschaang I can. I'm a NatSoc first and foremost since '97.
And my second thing is. Is meditation fake or meant for a specific few? Are we to acknowledge we can't meditate and only a small concentrated amount is able to, and thus meditation is meant to be in the hands of a few not a chosen like the enemy. But in that it's pointless to teach masses of people because they aren't elevated out of the negatives of reality or the vibrations are too low or reality is built to confound the human.
Sheer fact is if people are prisoners of reality. I highly doubt people who live and die in 4 walls can accomplish much. Is this the reason why such a small cabal of people pop out of realities confine and actually transcend the imprisonment most people exist in. Are some of these jail breakers the lucky ones like the people who can for example smoke weed and not be a bunch of stoner garbage and just into retarded shit maybe they are more mature than normal. Or for example an hallucinogenic user maybe acid head of lsd-25 and they consume this stuff as much as possible without getting into issues with tolerance and they are sane and get saner by the dose?
Is meditation the same way is it just another way of some person who didn't come to this world to be yet another work and pray slave and actually popped out of reality.
Like I said just because most people crash down on drugs doesn't mean all drug users are destroying themselves. In fact some are the exception to the rule. Is meditation the same way are the people who induce the drug part of neptune with meditation without delving into drugs or used drugs in an entheogenic manner and then ceased and carry on with meditation.
Is mediation about being the exception to the rules and is Joy of Satan the same. Is it the exception to the rules.
I've never been one to much do spiritual warfare to the point of being non-stop I've had my moments of stopping. Even Lydia mentioned something akin to this and was grateful for the FRTR being an inclusive all in one package. But when I hear HP.Cobra go ideally people should wait at least 6 months.
I'm kinda like is spiritual warfare in the hands of a few certain exceptions of the rules and most people add such a pathetic blast of power that UNLESS the specific individuals whom are powerful in whatever way or ways. And on top of that if the Gods are around which I don't know never met them and I'm surprised beings of higher power would give two shits to some random internet organization or even one person such as Maxine.
Then is it fair to state spiritual warfare is mostly useless unless it removes hebraic non-sense unless even that isn't removed or for example if we cleaned before it works.
I'm not denying reality can't be manipulated by people or efforts. But I'm merely going of where is the reasonable proof our ritual did it. For all intents and purposes someone saw a video on the internet and go lets gather up a bunch of our fellow darkiers and study this stuff and lets firebomb the mosque in Nigerian place and attack the muzzies cuz fuck pislam and shit.
I don't know on one hand I see spiritual whatever that means an organization that procures something spiritual, again whatever that means. And yet there is an entire internet developed going World wide and there is literally 2-3 billion people on it daily and on top of that the internet doubles every 9-12-18 months. And society is being railroaded into destruction and people are being squeezed from all sides literally creating a perfect storm of mass chaos. A enacted mass chaos and even a controlled chaos or controlled demolition or merely people acting out their rage. Not rage against the machine as they are a communist band and are rage with the machine.
But over the course of my time from birth to now. The internet has popped up as one of the principle most dominant properties of 5th generational warfare including further with smartphones and as well with computers. The humble CRT illuminated green screen of the 50s and 60s became a weapon more destructive and capable than any nuclear device.
So again what is JoS? and is spirituality simply the concept of people burdened by life and simply creating a better reality like some folkloric song? Sheer fact is it the exception of the rule is it limited to certain people?
I've spent since 2003 thinking this over one way or another using the full faculties of my mind and I just can't take it anymore. In fact further than that from 96 to just when finding JoS, it was the only period I wasn't involved with something spiritual or occult. Back in '93-'95 with my father's hyper obsession with Prem Rawat i.e. Mahrahji for the Indians who don't know Prem Rawat called himself Mahrahji and he called his followers Premis. And even the xtian occultist who one time I was unable to shit for 5 days and he used heated suction cups whereby you heat a glass cup and then press it against the back to suck up the back put 4 or 5 on me and then after 3-5 minutes demanded he take them off as I was about to shit myself ran into the bathroom and relieved myself.
It seems that at least 96% of my life has been involved with something of the spiritual or occult. But in no way, shape, or form has it ever occurred or manifested or done anything.
If anything funny enough it seems like judging from the xtian occultist guy and his library of books. And judging from the World's library the occult is merely science that is written down and processed just like anything. If anything one has to wonder if it's just some sort of scientific and or philosophical property that only a select few are allowed.
We inasmuch believe the Gods to have given mankind the study of the internal science but what if again. Unless the person is able to make accomplishment it's kept away from the lower. If they do yoga for 10 years and nothing occurs or they work on their 3rd eye for 7 years and nothing happens.
Then is meditation a fake thing for most people and simply only for a select few. Do we even posses a 3rd eye as an example or know how to fire on it or know how to even break it open and make it operate.
We inasmuch have been told we must clean, protect, and initiate the soul. Does that mean we are all dead inside and people coming to spirituality much less JoS are dead and posses no soul operation. Their only life is merely a basic bit of soul energy to initiate a process.
I apologize if I'm overloading with information. I can keep going in fact I can ramble on further I have so many questions, processes, feelings, intuitive sensations, and sensations and aspects depending on the day or time.
That I can just keep going.
If anything the things I've learned leaving middle and high school and being an adult and spending time gathering my thoughts and not be annoyed by schools annoying stuff, I loathed school with my entire mind, body, and soul.
Is merely is spirituality just to think about and process with the mind read about and simply keep someone occupied to do stuff or maybe the opposite not to do stuff.
In Spanish they state "La officina del diablo es acer nada". The Office of the Devil is do Nothing. I don't believe that and even if true I'd rather do nothing than something as doing something implies wasting time doing stupid shit as most stuff is stupid and pointless hence why most people just set it to autopilot and do habitual non-sense.
Sheer fact is I don't know what JoS is or lost site on what JoS is. I don't know what spiritual is and probably wont ever know, honestly lately I've been craving just wanting to relax and vape a nice few hits of weed or prepare myself for an lsd-25 trip and take acid and entheogenically explore like a normal human does. Sheer fact is I don't want to get in trouble but lately I've returned back to my 2008-2009-2010 period whereby I was studying erowid and shroomery which is funny cause I found a few posts on shroomery talking about JoS nothing against it one person was like I like some of their meditations and another was like their legit.
But other than a few quips and over years from around and in JoS.
I don't know what JoS is. I don't know what spirituality is. And it's like if non of it is real then is it just simply a man made product to simply think on and postulate on and pretend we are this great species when in reality mankind is outright retarded and allowed itself to be hijacked by a bunch of racist thugs for not being brutal enough.
I mean I see it all the time with people they just thug it out and it's like I think if a solid amount of people around this thug nigga were armed in south side Chicago this trapper would have just become a crapper and have a few .45s through their body.
I don't know. I've been living a life physical existence. The JoS talks such grandeur spiritual and mental properties and the only thing is read, add to my databanks think about process maybe ask a question and then next and search the forums read around and then next day.
And next day...and next day...and the years go through and nothing.
So what is Joy of Satan? And why did I come here or why did I bother coming here 20 years ago back when I was 12 years old. Hell I've heard some disenfranchised youths label JoS as a ecult or teen cult particularly more so in the yahoo days particularly sometime nearing 2008-2009 time period it seemed every few days or weeks someone brought the subject up.
Like I said before I don't care if JoS is a lie. It's a better lie than being a christ cuck an devoting your life to being a cuck. In fact I can aggrandize the JoS into a bigger strike package. If this is the religion of the freedom fighters and we believe in a lie knowing we are lying okay fine. But even if not fine. I'm not bothered. Like I said I've considered myself a National Socialists since 1997 since I first laid eyes on the Germans and Hitler and said these are cool people.
I'm just wondering why it never worked out. I literally have no life I could have spent hours on end of my time meditating just non-stop and go 12-15 hours daily. But even 1 minute of mindfulness and I want to jump out of my skeleton. Even relaxing is repulsive and tiring to me which makes me feel sleepy which further on makes me want to lay down in bed and sleep 3-4-5 hours. Hell a while back I meditated again or pretended to meditate whatever meditation is and ended up going to my bed, laying down ended up waking up at 3 am with the lights on and got up begrudgingly and shut the lights and slept till my wake up time.
Why is it if I love meditation and always loved the Far East stuff and even felt energies involving with Prem Rawat or Mahrahji and his guided meditations and even felt Reiki or Shorade some Japanese variant. Why then years later when I purposefully encounter it and want to do it's like ugh I got better things to do like thinking, processing, contemplating, watching stuff, playing video games.
Like I said do we need technology i.e. meditronic and psytronic and scrytronic devices to handle our evolution to the next spectrum so one day we don't need technology and can meditate precisely how the Gods engineered us.
I don't know.
So what is Joy of Satan? And why do I do what I do if I feel not one iota of a sensation of anything. I just meditate I just do it I'm not relaxed or altered or anything. I just simply do it.
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