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[Cosmic6999]

We need to work on other elements too, not just our zodiac . We also need to work on the fire, water, and air elements.

The following elements which we need to work on are:

1. Our chakras
2. The four elements which I mentioned earlier
3. Our zodiac. We need to improve ourselves through learning astrology and finding our talentd which are just in our astral code.
4. AoP (Aura of Protection) which in my opinion is the most vital work that is used to protect us.

If you want to work on your zodiac, you can.use specific mantras which are mostly found on the JoS website.

Friendly advice: except the mantras which are found here on the JoS, other things from YouTube or other social media platforms are not to be trusted, as sometimes, on the social media platforms there may be corrupt information.

Hail Satan my Brother.

You said empty meditation what’s that also and read about our zodiac. Also so like do we start from our top chakras correct and what do you study?

We start from the bottom chakra (aka the Sacrum Chakra), until we reach the top one which is the Crown Chakra.

That is how we meditate on our chakras.

Void meditation and astrology are totally different things, as the void meditation implies one's spiritual ability to concentrate on something without the interruption of external thoughts.

Zodiac and Zodiac Signs are something that are used for finding some important aspects regarding how we act in certain situations, how we relationate with people or hiw are we going to get money into the near future, based on which jobs are right for us based on our signs.

Take mine for example, as I found out that poetry ans lyrics are the best according to my zodiacal arrangements

Work from the first chakra (Sacral Chakra) until you reach the Crown Chakra which resides in the head.

I personay study chakra empowermemt, meditation techniques, reincarnation, lots of interesting things avout Egyptian Culture, and also things related to Political issues that are today, how the jews are controlling several political structures and how we, as Proud Gentiles can work on spiritually and physically in order to achieve the Eternal Satanic Welfare.

Hail Satan my Brother.

So to empower our chakras we must do that before we open them correct?
Also I found out about my gd according the zodiac I am in a cult place and I realize that I am a demon at my soul cause it said I’m the sight the human soul a demon I got to find it.

Which one you think increase our energy or charge our auras strongly energy meditation or foundation meditation?

 

[Cosmic6999]

Work from the first chakra (Sacral Chakra) until you reach the Crown Chakra which resides in the head.

* From root chakra (Muladhara) to crown (Sahasrara), except when starting out; Then it's reversed.

What do you mean starting out like when we first empower them we start from the top or when opening them?

 

[Misikeksz666]

@Henu

The pages give two different orders of chakra alignment.

1. Begin with the base chakra and turn the cone so the point is upwards.
2. Do the same with the sacral chakra.
3. Now focus on your solar plexus chakra and align it point down.
4. Focus your attention on your crown chakra and turn the point down.
5. Do the same with your sixth and throat chakras.
6. Now, focus on your heart chakra and visualize two points coming together and intersecting as shown in the illustration directly below:

7. Finish by again focusing on your shoulder chakras and visualize them pointing inward.

Vs

1. Begin with the base chakra and turn the cone so the point is upwards,
like a pyramid.
2. Do the same with the sacral chakra [2nd].
3. Now focus on your solar '666' chakra and turn it so it is pointing downwards.
The 666 chakra is the cup that catches and stores the elixir of life.
4. Do the same with your sixth and throat chakras- turn them so they are both pointing downwards.
5. Now, focus on your heart chakra and visualize two points coming together and intersecting as shown immediately below here.

6. Focus your attention on your crown chakra and turn the point down.
7. Finish by again focusing on your shoulder chakras and visualize them pointing inward.

I think you should do them in order unless someone higher up can give good reasoning as not to, plus details on the possible errors on the page.

I opened my chakras earlier, based on a translation from maybe 2015.
1. 3. eye
2nd crown
3. throat
4. heart
5. navel
6. sacred
7. root
8. 6th chakra
9. hips
10. shoulder
11. temple
I remember.
it was written to strengthen the chakras from top to bottom until we opened them.
once they were open, I've been cleaning and strengthening them from the bottom up ever since.

 

[Cosmic6999]

We start from the bottom chakra (aka the Sacrum Chakra), until we reach the top one which is the Crown Chakra.

That is how we meditate on our chakras.

Void meditation and astrology are totally different things, as the void meditation implies one's spiritual ability to concentrate on something without the interruption of external thoughts.

Zodiac and Zodiac Signs are something that are used for finding some important aspects regarding how we act in certain situations, how we relationate with people or hiw are we going to get money into the near future, based on which jobs are right for us based on our signs.

Take mine for example, as I found out that poetry ans lyrics are the best according to my zodiacal arrangements

Work from the first chakra (Sacral Chakra) until you reach the Crown Chakra which resides in the head.

I personay study chakra empowermemt, meditation techniques, reincarnation, lots of interesting things avout Egyptian Culture, and also things related to Political issues that are today, how the jews are controlling several political structures and how we, as Proud Gentiles can work on spiritually and physically in order to achieve the Eternal Satanic Welfare.

Hail Satan my Brother.

So to empower our chakras we must do that before we open them correct?
Also I found out about my gd according the zodiac I am in a cult place and I realize that I am a demon at my soul cause it said I’m the sight the human soul a demon I got to find it.

Which one you think increase our energy or charge our auras strongly energy meditation or foundation meditation?

We need to do that otherwise it won't work perfectly or simply won't work as chakras have blockages because of xian programming, simply because in today's world we are not sufficiently induced in the Spiritual Satanism meditations path, there are multiple reasons behind it.

For the gd (Guardian Demon) you can't find it using your astrological chart readings, and also interesting whre you got thise readings from as no one ever said to me that I am in a cult place.

There might be something in your ninth house that mames you a little bit prone to be in certain cults, most that aren't that friendly to the JoS, sadly

You are a human soul, not in sight of human soul and a demon.

Demons and humans are beings that are very different between existential planes, but a certain thing is that our Gods and Demons want us to evolve spiritually and never abandon us.

Hope I helped you

You can do specific aura meditations on the JoS website if you are interested.

From.what I found, a strong Aura is after we everytime do our AoP (Aura of Protection) meditation.

It does on the Jos site tells you that in your zodiac who your gd is know guardian demon. Also which aura meditation would be a good one besides the Aop? How can we remove the grantis block?


Also can you give me a good idea for a meditation program

 

[Asra]

Greetings. I originally started a 40-day Working (I'm in the early stages). Can I extend it to 80 days, or should I take a break after I finish it, and take another 40 days?

 

[Misikeksz666]

Greetings. I originally started a 40-day Working (I'm in the early stages). Can I extend it to 80 days, or should I take a break after I finish it, and take another 40 days?

continue, if there was a favorable planetary position at the start, there is no point in restarting.

 

[Boko99]

Hello,

I just began the Sun square to help opening my crown chakra and cleaning / empowering the others.
Yes I know it isn’t the best time but I’m impatient and I could redo it another time.
The question is : can I begin another square in a few weeks (Jupiter) ? It doesn't matter if they overlap ?

Thanks

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Greetings. I originally started a 40-day Working (I'm in the early stages). Can I extend it to 80 days, or should I take a break after I finish it, and take another 40 days?

Don't take a break, do the 80 days without interruption.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Thank you for this information HP, it cleared a lot of questions up. Is it possible for a family member of an SS to be "earthbound" however, in the case that the SS dedicated years after the death of a family member?

Shadowcat's question was not answered in the necromancy topic. What do you guys think about this? What is the fate of family members who passed away before their relative's SS initiation?

 

[Henu the Great]

I opened my chakras earlier, based on a translation from maybe 2015.
1. 3. eye
2nd crown
3. throat
4. heart
5. navel
6. sacred
7. root
8. 6th chakra
9. hips
10. shoulder
11. temple
I remember.
it was written to strengthen the chakras from top to bottom until we opened them.
once they were open, I've been cleaning and strengthening them from the bottom up ever since.

Yes, this is good.

What do you mean starting out like when we first empower them we start from the top or when opening them?

At first the chakras are to be awakened from top to bottom in order to avoid energy blockages since the energy flow is from bottom to top.

So to empower our chakras we must do that before we open them correct?
Also I found out about my gd according the zodiac I am in a cult place and I realize that I am a demon at my soul cause it said I’m the sight the human soul a demon I got to find it.

Which one you think increase our energy or charge our auras strongly energy meditation or foundation meditation?

Ones GD is not necessarily based on the zodiac. It's one possibility among others.

You are Human, just like the rest of us here.

And for raising energy you simply have to experiment by yourself.

 

[Henu the Great]

Greetings. I originally started a 40-day Working (I'm in the early stages). Can I extend it to 80 days, or should I take a break after I finish it, and take another 40 days?

You can continue for as long as you want. 40 days and other times refer to cycles that add permanence to one's effort.

Hello,

I just began the Sun square to help opening my crown chakra and cleaning / empowering the others.
Yes I know it isn’t the best time but I’m impatient and I could redo it another time.
The question is : can I begin another square in a few weeks (Jupiter) ? It doesn't matter if they overlap ?

Thanks

On top of unideal timing, empowering chakras other than Manipura (3rd) with Solar energy is not the most optimal method. Universal as the Solar mantra is, the corresponding planetary mantras are specific for chakras and yield specific results for the chakra. You can also choose runes and time the effort with the Moon. And yes, doing more than one square at a time is possible.

 

[Shadowcat]

Thank you for this information HP, it cleared a lot of questions up. Is it possible for a family member of an SS to be "earthbound" however, in the case that the SS dedicated years after the death of a family member?

Shadowcat's question was not answered in the necromancy topic. What do you guys think about this? What is the fate of family members who passed away before their relative's SS initiation?

I appreciate you but this was actually answered later by the HP in another sermon.

 

[Boko99]

Thanks for your answer, it will give me energy at least.
I have another one, I hope I don’t disturb you with too many questions.
After vibrating Yaum and Thaum, I felt like a feeling of a «  lock opening » on my 3rd eye and a reduced pressure on my crown chakra. So I guess, even though it’s still blackness the 3rd eye might be open. The issue is : I have now an ice sensation which is located only on my 3rd eye. It becomes worse when I go outside. Is it normal ? I am leaking energy ?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Thanks for your answer, it will give me energy at least.
I have another one, I hope I don’t disturb you with too many questions.
After vibrating Yaum and Thaum, I felt like a feeling of a «  lock opening » on my 3rd eye and a reduced pressure on my crown chakra. So I guess, even though it’s still blackness the 3rd eye might be open. The issue is : I have now an ice sensation which is located only on my 3rd eye. It becomes worse when I go outside. Is it normal ? I am leaking energy ?

You are not leaking anything. You are feeling that the 3rd eye is now opened and activated.

You can use Logr and Dagaz runes to activate it better.

 

[Henu the Great]

Thank you for this information HP, it cleared a lot of questions up. Is it possible for a family member of an SS to be "earthbound" however, in the case that the SS dedicated years after the death of a family member?

Shadowcat's question was not answered in the necromancy topic. What do you guys think about this? What is the fate of family members who passed away before their relative's SS initiation?

I appreciate you but this was actually answered later by the HP in another sermon.

He was asking about it for himself. What sermon was it? Maybe you could share it with him.

Thanks for your answer, it will give me energy at least.
I have another one, I hope I don’t disturb you with too many questions.
After vibrating Yaum and Thaum, I felt like a feeling of a «  lock opening » on my 3rd eye and a reduced pressure on my crown chakra. So I guess, even though it’s still blackness the 3rd eye might be open. The issue is : I have now an ice sensation which is located only on my 3rd eye. It becomes worse when I go outside. Is it normal ? I am leaking energy ?

That is certainly a positive development. However, you want to be careful not to overstimulate your chakras and their extensions as you could cause an uncomfortable setback if you go too far too early. Having an open chakra is okay, but depending on your situation, you might want to shut them situationally. Not necessarily anything serious, but just keep that in mind.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I appreciate you but this was actually answered later by the HP in another sermon.

Do you remember in which topic? I am also interested in the answer.

 

[Boko99]

Yes, you’re right, thanks for the advice.
I did the exercise to temporary close the 3rd eye and the 6e chakra. It’s still uncomfortable but a lot better.
I will stop stimulating this chakra for at least a week, and it will naturally reopen on itself when my body will be acclimated I think. The slight inconvenient is the crawling on the crown increased but I’m confident it will open soon.

 

[Shadowcat]

Thank you for this information HP, it cleared a lot of questions up. Is it possible for a family member of an SS to be "earthbound" however, in the case that the SS dedicated years after the death of a family member?

Shadowcat's question was not answered in the necromancy topic. What do you guys think about this? What is the fate of family members who passed away before their relative's SS initiation?

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=68183&p=325655&hilit=Looking+at+a+legitimate+experience#p325655

Here is the sermon. (Sorry I've been on a long drive for a job) I talked about my mom she passed years before I dedicated.

 

[Aquarius]

Thank you for this information HP, it cleared a lot of questions up. Is it possible for a family member of an SS to be "earthbound" however, in the case that the SS dedicated years after the death of a family member?

Shadowcat's question was not answered in the necromancy topic. What do you guys think about this? What is the fate of family members who passed away before their relative's SS initiation?

The Gods literally know everything that goes on in our lives, they know about our relatives and will keep them safe.

 

[Cosmic6999]

I opened my chakras earlier, based on a translation from maybe 2015.
1. 3. eye
2nd crown
3. throat
4. heart
5. navel
6. sacred
7. root
8. 6th chakra
9. hips
10. shoulder
11. temple
I remember.
it was written to strengthen the chakras from top to bottom until we opened them.
once they were open, I've been cleaning and strengthening them from the bottom up ever since.

Yes, this is good.

What do you mean starting out like when we first empower them we start from the top or when opening them?

At first the chakras are to be awakened from top to bottom in order to avoid energy blockages since the energy flow is from bottom to top.

So to empower our chakras we must do that before we open them correct?
Also I found out about my gd according the zodiac I am in a cult place and I realize that I am a demon at my soul cause it said I’m the sight the human soul a demon I got to find it.

Which one you think increase our energy or charge our auras strongly energy meditation or foundation meditation?

Ones GD is not necessarily based on the zodiac. It's one possibility among others.

You are Human, just like the rest of us here.

And for raising energy you simply have to experiment by yourself.

I wasn’t saying I am a full blown demon I was saying the site said the human soul is a demon and start from the top copy that

 

[Misikeksz666]

man = mortal god
god = immortal man
god = demon
you mean like this ?

 

[Cosmic6999]

We need to do that otherwise it won't work perfectly or simply won't work as chakras have blockages because of xian programming, simply because in today's world we are not sufficiently induced in the Spiritual Satanism meditations path, there are multiple reasons behind it.

For the gd (Guardian Demon) you can't find it using your astrological chart readings, and also interesting whre you got thise readings from as no one ever said to me that I am in a cult place.

There might be something in your ninth house that mames you a little bit prone to be in certain cults, most that aren't that friendly to the JoS, sadly

You are a human soul, not in sight of human soul and a demon.

Demons and humans are beings that are very different between existential planes, but a certain thing is that our Gods and Demons want us to evolve spiritually and never abandon us.

Hope I helped you

You can do specific aura meditations on the JoS website if you are interested.

From.what I found, a strong Aura is after we everytime do our AoP (Aura of Protection) meditation.

It does on the Jos site tells you that in your zodiac who your gd is know guardian demon. Also which aura meditation would be a good one besides the Aop? How can we remove the grantis block?


Also can you give me a good idea for a meditation program

Besides AoP, there is the color meditation within our Aura. We have a lot of meditations regarding Aura on our website.

You just need to check them.

Also, I never heard of GDs attributed by tour zodiac sign.

Maybe you tell me where this thing is said if you surfed the website that much, please!

You can take my meditation program if you are interested, it is in some of our posts where I answered your questions.
Write the program I specified in that post and go on go forth with the meditations.

Hail Satan.

How to break the granthis seal

 

[Cosmic6999]

Besides AoP, there is the color meditation within our Aura. We have a lot of meditations regarding Aura on our website.

You just need to check them.

Also, I never heard of GDs attributed by tour zodiac sign.

Maybe you tell me where this thing is said if you surfed the website that much, please!

You can take my meditation program if you are interested, it is in some of our posts where I answered your questions.
Write the program I specified in that post and go on go forth with the meditations.

Hail Satan.

How to break the granthis seal

By doing chakra empowerment meditations on pur website. Use specific mantras for opening your chakras, mantras which are ahain presented on our website.

Hail Satan.

How if they have fluoride and stuff in this world to block our energy centers

 

[Henu the Great]

How if they have fluoride and stuff in this world to block our energy centers

Those can only slow you down a bit, but not stop. Meditation and yoga do overpower such effects. Especially rigorous Kundalini Yoga routine.

 

[Cosmic6999]

How if they have fluoride and stuff in this world to block our energy centers

Those can only slow you down a bit, but not stop. Meditation and yoga do overpower such effects. Especially rigorous Kundalini Yoga routine.

Ok I was wondering and for earth helping earth how can we do that it take time to empower to even take down the enemy cause they doing what they can to destroy earth then it’s going to get physical

 

[Henu the Great]

Ok I was wondering and for earth helping earth how can we do that it take time to empower to even take down the enemy cause they doing what they can to destroy earth then it’s going to get physical

Primary focus for us is personal development on all levels and spiritual warfare. The enemy will fall totally once we have reached critical mass. We have already set in motion their spiritual downfall. Rest will follow in due time.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

.....

You will accomplish much more if you just do the work instead of always trying to make excuses why you don't think it will be successful. Energy is directed by your intentions. If for years you have always had the mindset that nothing you try to do will ever succeed, this is the reason why you failed. And you would have succeeded a lot more if you didn't think in that way.

 

[Asra]

What is the short version of Returning Curses?

 

[sublimesatanist]

I was wondering, can I retake my dedication ritual?

I dedicated years ago and I forget the date. As well, I'd like to go at it with my now stronger faith, conviction and intent.

It is Samhain today, which I think might be a good day for it.


In addition, what meditations should I do prior to re-dedicating? I'm thinking raising energy, empowering chakras, doing a bunch of RTRs, intense cleaning and focusing on my third eye (for better connection to energy ) would help. Maybe some runes too?

Any thoughts are welcome. Thanks!

 

[Henu the Great]

I was wondering, can I retake my dedication ritual?

I dedicated years ago and I forget the date. As well, I'd like to go at it with my now stronger faith, conviction and intent.

It is Samhain today, which I think might be a good day for it.


In addition, what meditations should I do prior to re-dedicating? I'm thinking raising energy, empowering chakras, doing a bunch of RTRs, intense cleaning and focusing on my third eye (for better connection to energy ) would help. Maybe some runes too?

Any thoughts are welcome. Thanks!

No need as your original dedication is valid. Dedication ritual is not magick so raising energy beforehand does not serve a purpose when you raise energy that ritual in mind.

You could take it as an objective to reach deep enough trance and with expierence grasp the original date from astral, if you somehow deem that knowing the date being very important.

In practice, what is important might be very much different things.

Take care.

 

[sublimesatanist]

I was wondering, can I retake my dedication ritual?

I dedicated years ago and I forget the date. As well, I'd like to go at it with my now stronger faith, conviction and intent.

It is Samhain today, which I think might be a good day for it.


In addition, what meditations should I do prior to re-dedicating? I'm thinking raising energy, empowering chakras, doing a bunch of RTRs, intense cleaning and focusing on my third eye (for better connection to energy ) would help. Maybe some runes too?

Any thoughts are welcome. Thanks!

No need as your original dedication is valid. Dedication ritual is not magick so raising energy beforehand does not serve a purpose when you raise energy that ritual in mind.

You could take it as an objective to reach deep enough trance and with expierence grasp the original date from astral, if you somehow deem that knowing the date being very important.

In practice, what is important might be very much different things.

Take care.

I see, thank you Henu! Me overthinking again... The reason I wondered was although my dedication was heartfelt and beautiful it was during that time I was on the fence about WW2 and jews. It also took me a while to come around and get serious about self improvement. As for the date I figured I should celebrate it each year in some way. I will work on that. It's a great challenge and exercise for me as it's something I'm extremely motivated about.

I suppose a simple prayer thanking Satan should be enough. I feel I want to express to him how I recognize my past mistakes and want to stay committed to his path. I know he's helped me in ways I haven't even noticed.

He truly is amazing!

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

What is the short version of Returning Curses?

Returning Curses part 1 already is short. If you think that is too much work, you need to decide how important this is for you.

 

[Misikeksz666]

I was wondering, can I retake my dedication ritual?

I dedicated years ago and I forget the date. As well, I'd like to go at it with my now stronger faith, conviction and intent.

It is Samhain today, which I think might be a good day for it.


In addition, what meditations should I do prior to re-dedicating? I'm thinking raising energy, empowering chakras, doing a bunch of RTRs, intense cleaning and focusing on my third eye (for better connection to energy ) would help. Maybe some runes too?

Any thoughts are welcome. Thanks!

Sat Kriya alternating nasal breathing, twin snake. Then I do Astarte's ritual after FRTR+T+C. And at the end I practice the trance state. Sometimes I half manage to go with my consciousness, but everything is too vague and the trance is not deep enough.

That's all I have tonight
Happy Samhain!

 

[Cosmic6999]

Ok I was wondering and for earth helping earth how can we do that it take time to empower to even take down the enemy cause they doing what they can to destroy earth then it’s going to get physical

Primary focus for us is personal development on all levels and spiritual warfare. The enemy will fall totally once we have reached critical mass. We have already set in motion their spiritual downfall. Rest will follow in due time.

I innerstand no more slacking off time to get it in

 

[Cosmic6999]

.....

You will accomplish much more if you just do the work instead of always trying to make excuses why you don't think it will be successful. Energy is directed by your intentions. If for years you have always had the mindset that nothing you try to do will ever succeed, this is the reason why you failed. And you would have succeeded a lot more if you didn't think in that way.

Yes you are right I had this mindset that nothing is happening and the gods or not here or psychic abilities might be a lie or the demons might be evil yes I use to think stuff don’t work and now I’m like no I can’t think like this no more

 

[Cosmic6999]

Who is sorath and how to contact him he have no sigil

 

[Dark Lawyer]

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=68183&p=325655&hilit=Looking+at+a+legitimate+experience#p325655

Here is the sermon. (Sorry I've been on a long drive for a job) I talked about my mom she passed years before I dedicated.

Thank you, I was referring exactly to the linked Necromancy topic. HP Cobra did not answer your question in that topic. But I see you found the answer yourself. Thanks for sharing.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

The Gods literally know everything that goes on in our lives, they know about our relatives and will keep them safe.

Thank you for your reply!

 

[Henu the Great]

I see, thank you Henu! Me overthinking again... The reason I wondered was although my dedication was heartfelt and beautiful it was during that time I was on the fence about WW2 and jews. It also took me a while to come around and get serious about self improvement. As for the date I figured I should celebrate it each year in some way. I will work on that. It's a great challenge and exercise for me as it's something I'm extremely motivated about.

I suppose a simple prayer thanking Satan should be enough. I feel I want to express to him how I recognize my past mistakes and want to stay committed to his path. I know he's helped me in ways I haven't even noticed.

He truly is amazing!

Good for you on finding solid ground. Better late than never with these things.

He is!

 

[Darkspirit]

I was wondering, can I retake my dedication ritual?

I dedicated years ago and I forget the date. As well, I'd like to go at it with my now stronger faith, conviction and intent.

It is Samhain today, which I think might be a good day for it.


In addition, what meditations should I do prior to re-dedicating? I'm thinking raising energy, empowering chakras, doing a bunch of RTRs, intense cleaning and focusing on my third eye (for better connection to energy ) would help. Maybe some runes too?

Any thoughts are welcome. Thanks!

No need as your original dedication is valid. Dedication ritual is not magick so raising energy beforehand does not serve a purpose when you raise energy that ritual in mind.

You could take it as an objective to reach deep enough trance and with expierence grasp the original date from astral, if you somehow deem that knowing the date being very important.

In practice, what is important might be very much different things.

Take care.

I see, thank you Henu! Me overthinking again... The reason I wondered was although my dedication was heartfelt and beautiful it was during that time I was on the fence about WW2 and jews. It also took me a while to come around and get serious about self improvement.


There I think like Henu, dedication is not a question of being pure or strong in order to dedicate oneself, but to have relai goals (for you and for the gods) and work for them.

As for the date I figured I should celebrate it each year in some way. I will work on that. It's a great challenge and exercise for me as it's something I'm extremely motivated about.

I suppose a simple prayer thanking Satan should be enough. I feel I want to express to him how I recognize my past mistakes and want to stay committed to his path. I know he's helped me in ways I haven't even noticed.

He truly is amazing!

If what you say is what you feel, keep doing the best for Jos and you and don't worry about anything else. We all come from different places and situations here, but the point is what we want to become and realize.