thank you.
i can say it has not been easy since last year with so many things that has happened i have gone through a lot.. i lost my family, my bestfriend died january then my father died last april. seeking for the real reason why things happen...
im not really an avid xtian and have been constantly seeking lots of things about our existence on earth. maybe it is a good cause this things happened to me which lead me here to expand my capabilities rather than sulking and dwelling on past hurtful events. after all my efforts for my ex wife and family went all down the drain, im tired of caring for other people and just using me for the purpose of earning money and stealing my business ideas. after all the hardwork and lessons that I have shared to my ex wife i am left with nothing. not even money to have my father have hospitalized. even if all the capital for our business came from my savings...
maybe it is time to give myself what i really deserve that will make me really happy. i hope i can find my strength and enlightenment with the help of spiritual guidance from everyone here.
yes i have been doing my routine since i have joined the group. will do my dedication as soon as necessary stuff arrives.
doing exercise yoga and meditation as part of my daily habit and reading a lot of good stuff here to awaken my self and avoid stuff that will ruin my focus.
I want to make myself ready because I know there is someone who really did this to me. someone I know that also psychic powers and i know he has bad intentions with my wife as well. I prepared myself by closing my chakras because I can sense something or someone might be attacking my mind. and I cannot trust anybody anymore.
when the right time comes i will be ready to show them my real worth. and all my efforts will be of good use.
thank you so much for making me feel welcome here and for your guidance.
Hail Satan!