any help..........

[chandan.isidore]

hi everyone,

i wanted ask your opinions about this...

1. my parents are pissing me off very badly that i even decided to get rid of them using demon's help.......but on the other hand if do that a feel of guilty will haunt me for the rest of my life.

2. i used to love a girl.........she was a very inspiration to me.....it was like i used to do everything for her only.........but i didn't proposed her....as time passed i forgot her during these days[the days when i dedicated to father]but now i'm haunted by that feel...........i can't sleep and also i cant focus on meditations........what shall i do?? if i tell her that i love her don't you think it will divert my attention towards that emotions and all...............




Need help.....please..........



Hail Satan
Hail lucifer

 

[Brian]

if you do get rid of your parents, DONT feel guilty about it. it will bring your emotions down, basically fuck you over. if you feel that you cannot deal with getting rid of your parents, do it in a non-violent way.

about the girl, thats not a bad thing. i feel the same way toward my fiance, and she doenst stop me from being on the jos. which means, my time isnt all eaten up by me giving her attention. right now, i cant, as i was forced to move back to nebraska by her father. i cant bring myself to meditate, i dont have her around, i cant concentrate. the only thing i have been able to do is ask father for help getting a job (the main factor in her dad sending me back down here) and asking that she not let her father influence her as he has tried to tell her that i brain wash her and tried to get her to stop talking to me and go for some other guy. its not working, and i now have a second interview, here in an hour.

i wont be able to get back on track for meditation for awhile, im too distracted by whats goin on here, but i will never lose my faith in father. i am guessing this is one of those faith tests...

if she is okay with who you are and doesnt try to stop you, then there is nothing wrong with her. my girl is almost athiest, she talks to anubis sometimes. other than that, she has no religion or beliefs. just be sure not to stray away from father. maybe by having someone to understand and love you, it would help you with your meditations?

if you are still unsure, try talking to father. i cant hear him, but i know he is there for me, as he is there for all of us that oppose his enemies.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chandan.isidore" <chandan.isidore@... wrote:

hi everyone,

i wanted ask your opinions about this...

1. my parents are pissing me off very badly that i even decided to get rid of them using demon's help.......but on the other hand if do that a feel of guilty will haunt me for the rest of my life.

2. i used to love a girl.........she was a very inspiration to me.....it was like i used to do everything for her only.........but i didn't proposed her....as time passed i forgot her during these days[the days when i dedicated to father]but now i'm haunted by that feel...........i can't sleep and also i cant focus on meditations........what shall i do?? if i tell her that i love her don't you think it will divert my attention towards that emotions and all...............




Need help.....please..........



Hail Satan
Hail lucifer