Another question about Guardian

[wagnertjr]

I've always felt an inexplicable fascination for Astaroth, even before I became a Satanist. Her sigil is for me the most beautiful of all. I feel connected to her in a way that I cant explain. Once she came to me during an astral projection and she was very gracious and kind, like a mother. She told me never leave me, that she would be with me forever.

I was pretty convinced that she was my guardian, but I never asked her that. Lately I have prayed to Father Satan to reveal which one is my Guardian Demon. Last night I prayed and asked Him again, as I have done several times. And I had a dream, very vivid and conscious. In the dream I walked into my room and a demon appeared to me in my bed. I asked if was Astaroth and he said no, actually He was another demon, a very powerful King, and automatically I identified Him as my Guardian. I can not explain, I just felt it.

At the same time I woke up and I could feel His energy all over my body. I felt a pressure in the region of my brow chakra. I was elated, my heart was racing, I shivered from head to toe.

My question is, how do I know if He is really my Guardian? I never felt anything for this demon, didn't even know His sigil, I don't know much about Him, I never feel any interest for Him. How can this demon be my guardian? And what about Astaroth? What she is to me?


PS. sorry for my poor english.

 

[David1]

well you FELT like he was your guardian demon, right?

i think that you can explore that Demon king.

you can have personal relationships with other demons. i have with many, whatevr relationships they may be,

but everyone specificly has a GUARDIAN DEMON.

i actually believe that everyone has MORE THAN ONE GUARDIAN.

thats just it.
HAIL SATAN!!!

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I've always felt an inexplicable fascination for Astaroth, even before I became a Satanist. Her sigil is for me the most beautiful of all. I feel connected to her in a way that I cant explain. Once she came to me during an astral projection and she was very gracious and kind, like a mother. She told me never leave me, that she would be with me forever.

I was pretty convinced that she was my guardian, but I never asked her that. Lately I have prayed to Father Satan to reveal which one is my Guardian Demon. Last night I prayed and asked Him again, as I have done several times. And I had a dream, very vivid and conscious. In the dream I walked into my room and a demon appeared to me in my bed. I asked if was Astaroth and he said no, actually He was another demon, a very powerful King, and automatically I identified Him as my Guardian. I can not explain, I just felt it.

At the same time I woke up and I could feel His energy all over my body. I felt a pressure in the region of my brow chakra. I was elated, my heart was racing, I shivered from head to toe.

My question is, how do I know if He is really my Guardian? I never felt anything for this demon, didn't even know His sigil, I don't know much about Him, I never feel any interest for Him. How can this demon be my guardian? And what about Astaroth? What she is to me?


PS. sorry for my poor english.