an outsiders experiences since asking for help here..

[iorost]

Hi, Happy New Year everyone. I wanted to petition you guys here again for maybe some words of advice seeing as how the ones who helped me on this forum two months ago are the only people who dont just automatically think I'm batshit insane when I told them about my sleep paralysis experience and offered to help. My update is a bit long winded, and since my last/first topic well I honestly have been pretty lazy. The most I've done is attempt to astral project by entering sleep paralysis and NEARLY succeeded 3 times in a row on 12/12/12, for some reason. Only feeling like my head was coming out, but each time I got too excited and woke up. I managed to practice imagining a ball of light around me, mainly electricity to protect me and I am trying very hard to rid myself of fear. I generally attempt to meditate for at least 15 minutes before bed but often times I am just too exhausted (Trying to switch to a rawish diet to get my body's health up, hoping it'll have an effect on my spiritual body).

I hope you don't mind me posting this, as I offended a lot of you with my spiritual ignorance and rudeness. I will try visualizing the algiz rune, which I plan on doing tonight as things have gotten worse. Like, I think I'm going schizo worse. Let me explain, like in my post when I saw the two greys, the blond night hag woman and a big blob with a tail on top of me combined with blood flowing from the walls, since then I have lucid dreamed once (on 12/12/12) which I've been trying to accomplish for months with a dream journal. It was pleasant and simple, floated around my house after failing to fly through my roof and hitting the ceiling because I mistakenly thought I was astral projecting, then randomly got the idea one of my birds was a grey in disguise because it was the size of a dog, and attempted to attack it with my bubble of electricity I imagined around me, and got 'kicked out' of the dream. Since then I have been having CRAZY nightmares. Always my dreams are in a night setting. I have had a dream of being attacked by greys and managing to kill five of them except one. In the dream I tried bludgeoning them, shooting them, and finally only burning them would kill them because I realized they werent alive, they were machines for some reason. I have just been reading about Archons since that dream and its odd, perhaps a huge coincidence, that they thought the archons were biomechanical vehicles for a malevolent consciousness. Also, a strange but not frightening dream of incredibly blond blue eyed guys that looked straight from nazi germany coming into my dream about me buying shit at walmart, telling me I'm descended from something or related to them in some way, then teleporting me to some log cabin and talking about making (me?) a half-breed "Azura" or something along those lines. WTF?! I have read Satan and his demons often take this form, and when I had this dream I hadnt even been thinking of spiritual satanism or any of that since I was preoccupied with the possibility of my house and mind being haunted by little grey men.

Even more recent I have been having nightmares like I've never had, where all night I'm tossing and turning, waking in and out of dreams not sure which one I'm in, and having a feeling of bitter cold go through my body. I have heard bizarre noises, my wife heard GROWLING behind her. It's getting pretty bad. We, especially myself, are thinking we're going crazy. I will try the algiz thing, I havent dedicated to satan because maybe due to brainwashing I'm more than a little freaked out about the idea for some reason. Have you heard of the Earth maybe helping people without a blood offering? I asked someone on youtube who isnt a spiritual satanist (but claims to be able to do the same stuff as you guys) and he claimed that what I saw in sleep paralysis were two greys and two plaeidians (spelling?) but they werent dangerous, which is NOT the feeling I got from them. More like pure evil. Anyway....Thanks for reading this rant if you do. I again will try the barrier, really discipline myself into attempting meditation daily to get into the habit and think about the algiz rune....But do you think I'm going crazy? Like, has any of this ever happened to you or any SS friends you know? Before or after finding Satan and dedicating to him, and was there any way of getting rid of these things on your own without the protection of a higher entity, or am I pretty much screwed to be wandering the streets with the rest of the homeless being labelled as crazy??

 

[Serpentfire666]

I suggest you read the entire Joy Of Satan website first if you havn't already. These beings are real. These beings are the enemies of Satan and hate Humans when someone starts to take too much interest in the occult especially the left hand path and Satan (who are NOT dedicated to Him) many can have very negative and frightening experiences with entities such as you have described. They want to scare you away from Satan and the Truth and keep the lie going.
Yes Satan and Our Gods (Demons) ARE Nordic ET's you can include the Pleidians they are the same race spread out on different worlds. Now what confuses some people is not all the Nordics are our friends. Satan and our Gods had big differences of opinion to put it mildly about Humanity not all of Them look kindly on Us. The greys are a parasitic race with a hive mind controlled by the reptilians and are behind the jews who were NOT created by Satan they were created by the enemy ET's and pitted against us here on Earth. I know it all sounds very bizzare but you need to do the study to see it yourself.

The RHP religions are all made up by the enemy to enslave Humanity and keep Us from True Spiritual knowledge and in fear of Satan. Much of what is in the bible is stolen from Earlier Pagan teachings (which are of Satan) and twisted into a lie.

So much of what happens to people that is blamed on Satan is NOT SATAN it is the enemy, the greys, working to keep people scared and under control.

Yes the experiences you describe are common and known amongst Satanists it is written about on the JOS website I myself experienced much similar before I dedicated to Satan then it stopped, with only occasional incidents since nowhere near as bad. Other members of my family have physically encountered ET beings and actual craft not just lights in the sky or 'visions' I know for a fact they exist due to a loved one who was in the air force and told me things and what I have seen with my own 2 eyes.

Even my Grandfather who was a solid athiest and skeptic one night heard along with my Grandmother an ET ship that was flying over their house I should say malfunctioning badly overhead and on it's way to crash only a few hours away. The next day it was on the news a UFO had crashed just south and then it went silent and noone heard another thing. I already knew these things were real most of my life, The Joy Of Satan helped me make sense of all the various experiences of my life finally. Satan is absolutely not our enemy nor to be feared. He has saved my ass so many times and helped me learn and understand much.

And if I may clarify something, many have come to think of Satan and Gods as some kind of floaty force that exist out in the clouds somewhere. No They are flesh and blood ET beings They have very advanced and powerfull Souls and psychic abilty, advanced technology different to what we know BUT They have bodies... real solid bodies, skin, bone, hair, organs, DNA hair, eyes etc you could sit down and eat a meal with Satan and have a conversation if He was here thats what we mean by REAL.
When people talk about 'the Earth' as a concious entity it is nothing like Satan and Our Gods. The Earth may have a soul but it is not HUMAN it is not even close it dosn't understand us or care for us like Satan does. The new age movement has really confused a lot of people to the Truth about Spirituality, being Human, the reality of nature and our place in it.
No amount of 'praying' to The Earth will help you. Spiritual advancement through Satan He protects Us and Teaches Us and We all have our own relationship with Him that is unique. He teaches and interacts with Us as individuals.

I will say this the night I dedicated to Him properly I had the best nights sleep free of fear and disturbance I can ever remember. It really was like flicking a switch. I cannot express the terror and misery that had plagued me until that night. I finally felt safe and at home. I felt safe in my own room in my own bed. I felt safe inside myself and with few exceptions have ever since. Any time I have had a problem since I have developed enough strength myself to see off most problems and if I need help I only need to call out for help and often it comes before I even have to ask.

What you do is your choice alone if you try to go it alone on this path without Satan's help you do so at your own risk.

Hail Satan.

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Hi, Happy New Year everyone. I wanted to petition you guys here again for maybe some words of advice seeing as how the ones who helped me on this forum two months ago are the only people who dont just automatically think I'm batshit insane when I told them about my sleep paralysis experience and offered to help. My update is a bit long winded, and since my last/first topic well I honestly have been pretty lazy. The most I've done is attempt to astral project by entering sleep paralysis and NEARLY succeeded 3 times in a row on 12/12/12, for some reason. Only feeling like my head was coming out, but each time I got too excited and woke up. I managed to practice imagining a ball of light around me, mainly electricity to protect me and I am trying very hard to rid myself of fear. I generally attempt to meditate for at least 15 minutes before bed but often times I am just too exhausted (Trying to switch to a rawish diet to get my body's health up, hoping it'll have an effect on my spiritual body).

I hope you don't mind me posting this, as I offended a lot of you with my spiritual ignorance and rudeness. I will try visualizing the algiz rune, which I plan on doing tonight as things have gotten worse. Like, I think I'm going schizo worse. Let me explain, like in my post when I saw the two greys, the blond night hag woman and a big blob with a tail on top of me combined with blood flowing from the walls, since then I have lucid dreamed once (on 12/12/12) which I've been trying to accomplish for months with a dream journal. It was pleasant and simple, floated around my house after failing to fly through my roof and hitting the ceiling because I mistakenly thought I was astral projecting, then randomly got the idea one of my birds was a grey in disguise because it was the size of a dog, and attempted to attack it with my bubble of electricity I imagined around me, and got 'kicked out' of the dream. Since then I have been having CRAZY nightmares. Always my dreams are in a night setting. I have had a dream of being attacked by greys and managing to kill five of them except one. In the dream I tried bludgeoning them, shooting them, and finally only burning them would kill them because I realized they werent alive, they were machines for some reason. I have just been reading about Archons since that dream and its odd, perhaps a huge coincidence, that they thought the archons were biomechanical vehicles for a malevolent consciousness. Also, a strange but not frightening dream of incredibly blond blue eyed guys that looked straight from nazi germany coming into my dream about me buying shit at walmart, telling me I'm descended from something or related to them in some way, then teleporting me to some log cabin and talking about making (me?) a half-breed "Azura" or something along those lines. WTF?! I have read Satan and his demons often take this form, and when I had this dream I hadnt even been thinking of spiritual satanism or any of that since I was preoccupied with the possibility of my house and mind being haunted by little grey men.

Even more recent I have been having nightmares like I've never had, where all night I'm tossing and turning, waking in and out of dreams not sure which one I'm in, and having a feeling of bitter cold go through my body. I have heard bizarre noises, my wife heard GROWLING behind her. It's getting pretty bad. We, especially myself, are thinking we're going crazy. I will try the algiz thing, I havent dedicated to satan because maybe due to brainwashing I'm more than a little freaked out about the idea for some reason. Have you heard of the Earth maybe helping people without a blood offering? I asked someone on youtube who isnt a spiritual satanist (but claims to be able to do the same stuff as you guys) and he claimed that what I saw in sleep paralysis were two greys and two plaeidians (spelling?) but they werent dangerous, which is NOT the feeling I got from them. More like pure evil. Anyway....Thanks for reading this rant if you do. I again will try the barrier, really discipline myself into attempting meditation daily to get into the habit and think about the algiz rune....But do you think I'm going crazy? Like, has any of this ever happened to you or any SS friends you know? Before or after finding Satan and dedicating to him, and was there any way of getting rid of these things on your own without the protection of a higher entity, or am I pretty much screwed to be wandering the streets with the rest of the homeless being labelled as crazy??