An attack or just a gay moment

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I just recently became an uncle
And whe threw like a new born party or whatever
So alot of familie and friends came
And half of em were xians and the other half
Ar only x-mas xians
But earlier that day i worked the sh** outta myself
Meditating for something so my energy was loww

And the day after the party i suddenlu started to feel
Depressed and down about things thath dint really matter
Like my mom dint let me have her laptop that day
And i actually started cryimg because of that
So my question is

Was i attacked or was it just a reeaaaly gay moment