Brenda Brenda
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I did the dedication and meditated and did everything in the ritual two days ago and I feel pretty good about it. 
I was used to the tingles, the nerve spasms, and the increase of body temperature, but I was surprised how light-headed I became... I felt really dizzy and drained. Then I started to see things in my peripheral vision and I felt a bit paranoid... I went to bed and immediately it felt like someone gently nudged me a bit on my back while I lied on my side. It wasn't rough, but it was enough to make me move forward a bit. Not long after that, I felt hot, prickly tingles along my left arm... When I went to sleep I had very vivid and lucid dreams. I was amazed how I experienced all this in one night! I'm not sure, but did some of the things I experienced last night meant that there was a demon present?
In one of my dreams there was an old woman with curly, blonde hair with a tattoo-like symbol between her eyebrows... she was giving me instructions about something, but I hardly remember them. She said something about that I need to look for signs or symbols and that I was doing something wrong... She scared me a bit, but she was polite. She seemed a little frustrated because I didn't understand and I don't even know what I was doing, but she looked like she really cared about me... During the dream, I had a sort of Deja vu feeling... and that was about it. I have health issues with preeclampsia and haven't been able to recover, and slight liver and galbladder problems. Unfortunately, I get severe attacks with certain types of food or when I have bile duct problems...
Yesterday, I was feeling sluggish and depressed, but today I woke up at 5 am full of energy and wide awake and I NEVER wake up early and am not a morning person. I always sleep in... All these things happened and changes occurring on the same night I did my Dedication and it's just blowing my mind!
I didn't think all these changes would happen so quickly!
I was used to the tingles, the nerve spasms, and the increase of body temperature, but I was surprised how light-headed I became... I felt really dizzy and drained. Then I started to see things in my peripheral vision and I felt a bit paranoid... I went to bed and immediately it felt like someone gently nudged me a bit on my back while I lied on my side. It wasn't rough, but it was enough to make me move forward a bit. Not long after that, I felt hot, prickly tingles along my left arm... When I went to sleep I had very vivid and lucid dreams. I was amazed how I experienced all this in one night! I'm not sure, but did some of the things I experienced last night meant that there was a demon present? In one of my dreams there was an old woman with curly, blonde hair with a tattoo-like symbol between her eyebrows... she was giving me instructions about something, but I hardly remember them. She said something about that I need to look for signs or symbols and that I was doing something wrong... She scared me a bit, but she was polite. She seemed a little frustrated because I didn't understand and I don't even know what I was doing, but she looked like she really cared about me... During the dream, I had a sort of Deja vu feeling... and that was about it. I have health issues with preeclampsia and haven't been able to recover, and slight liver and galbladder problems. Unfortunately, I get severe attacks with certain types of food or when I have bile duct problems...
Yesterday, I was feeling sluggish and depressed, but today I woke up at 5 am full of energy and wide awake and I NEVER wake up early and am not a morning person. I always sleep in... All these things happened and changes occurring on the same night I did my Dedication and it's just blowing my mind!
I didn't think all these changes would happen so quickly!
