junsuina666
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I commited my self to Satan on June 18th and I felt like I was touched on the collar bone and the flame from the candle was burning intensely while it was literally burning towards my head and the candle was in front of me. I watched this for awhile and it was very beautiful, I will never forget it. Anyways I've been doing the meditation basics at night with a candle burning and at the end I ask Father Satan for guidance in some way. I havn't meditated every single night lately because I work in the sun doing physical labor for 10 hours and at the end of the day I'm so worn out I literally just sleep and try to prepare for another day of work. I am 100% focuse on Spirtual Satanism and I will not turn away from it, but I am new to all of this and I'm just very confused. I thought in some way I would be able to come in contact with father Satan or someone that would be able to give some advice after I dedicated but it seems like nothing much has changed. Am I missing something or am I just not spiritually strong enough to communicate with another entity?