lillianwilson99
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Hello my name is Lillian i need advice real bad.
I am new to all of this but, i have clairsentience and,clairaudience (very strong). I have been practicing lots mediation for years to cope with this. My family insisted i was crazy because they are very strict religiously. I made the assumption I was insane because, that's what i was told. I felt alone because i heard ghosts and spirits. After some research i learned there are other people like me and felt safe and some what normal again. Once i accepted that its not bad my abilities grew greatly. Then i was introduced to the worship of Satan from a friend. I felt much more at ease. I met a demon soon after without calling one. I just pray and worship Satan I didn't give much thought to other demons. I spoke with him and he was very polite and kind. However he introduced me to another demon who had a much stronger pressure (best i can explain) and i was scared. He made me nervous and anxious. He was sweet and all but he was very forceful and bossy when it came to how to do things (from work to home) He told me nice things but when he would touch me it felt weird like a real hand would. He got touchy fast.I read that people can have sexual contact from demons if they ask but i never asked and he was very touchy and started becoming aggressive. He wanted me to sit in certain ways (inappropriate ways). He expressed lots pf sexual desires and wouldn't really listen to me. I can feel his touch just like any other man but i don't really care for that sort of attention. (I'm not old enough in my opinion for that sort of thing.) When i told my friend who introduced me into this about the demon who was kind of harassing me. He was angry i didn't give the demon what he wanted. He told me that people pray for years hoping for that kind of contact and said it was unfortunate that i wasn't taking this seriously!!! I need help is my friend right. Am I being difficult? Or what should i do? Satan really helps me is it wrong for me to deny the demon what he wants?
Thanks for reading. Please reply soon!!!!
I am new to all of this but, i have clairsentience and,clairaudience (very strong). I have been practicing lots mediation for years to cope with this. My family insisted i was crazy because they are very strict religiously. I made the assumption I was insane because, that's what i was told. I felt alone because i heard ghosts and spirits. After some research i learned there are other people like me and felt safe and some what normal again. Once i accepted that its not bad my abilities grew greatly. Then i was introduced to the worship of Satan from a friend. I felt much more at ease. I met a demon soon after without calling one. I just pray and worship Satan I didn't give much thought to other demons. I spoke with him and he was very polite and kind. However he introduced me to another demon who had a much stronger pressure (best i can explain) and i was scared. He made me nervous and anxious. He was sweet and all but he was very forceful and bossy when it came to how to do things (from work to home) He told me nice things but when he would touch me it felt weird like a real hand would. He got touchy fast.I read that people can have sexual contact from demons if they ask but i never asked and he was very touchy and started becoming aggressive. He wanted me to sit in certain ways (inappropriate ways). He expressed lots pf sexual desires and wouldn't really listen to me. I can feel his touch just like any other man but i don't really care for that sort of attention. (I'm not old enough in my opinion for that sort of thing.) When i told my friend who introduced me into this about the demon who was kind of harassing me. He was angry i didn't give the demon what he wanted. He told me that people pray for years hoping for that kind of contact and said it was unfortunate that i wasn't taking this seriously!!! I need help is my friend right. Am I being difficult? Or what should i do? Satan really helps me is it wrong for me to deny the demon what he wants?
Thanks for reading. Please reply soon!!!!