Advice, help? Please!

[veronikaradnis]

Please, I'm looking for someone serious that could help me with  advice, a person with actual, real experience. I initiated in the 7th month of the 2011th, the third night after initiation a beautiful demoness Hecate visited me, we talked telepathically. Then followed indescribably beautiful dreams, the demon would come, take me, and show me the world and how people live in different places in different ways. He used to wake me up, when i was in a sleep and asked to play . They came always between 2 or 3 o'clock in the morning , always sudden and unexpected, and sometimes they would not be here for days. The 2013th year again in the dream comes to me a strange woman with a large lighted white candle and rune Jera and tells me you have been chosen. Honestly I do not know why I was chosen, who is that woman? Does she comes from the Father Satan or some other entity? Basically, when i made a dedication to the Father, whole 2011th i 2012th years have been the most difficult period in my life with my family, I wasn't able to dedicate myself to them, now they are gone, the connection is somehow interrupted, ..trying to make contact with them and still nothing happens. are they give up on me? And what should I do? I live here in Europe, Croatia. In a small city with 50, 000 Catholics and can not talk to anybody about it , because I would certainly have big problems .
Please help, Thank you .

 

[reimerwesley]

Contact Father Satan. Ask him. Or maybe even ask deep within yourself. Sit down, relax as much as possible, go into a light trance and ask yourself, ask the universe, as Satan, ask your subconscious. The answer will reveal itself to you. It most certainly always helps me. It could be as simple as randomly stumbling across info that strikes your nerves or something else that makes you stop and think for a moment. It could come to you in any formation, but as long as you don't give up you will. I am not adept in meditating and astral sight and hearing but this is the most honest advice I can think of. Otherwise I would wait of someone of higher knowledge than myself to give you advice. I hope I helped a little bit, even though I'm not really the right person to give you advice. I just strive for my brothers and sisters to evolve as much as I want to myself. HAIL SATAN!!!