Actually Reprogramming Learned Behaviors.

[Staz316]

So I am very much aware that I have some issues within my character. I recently just ruined a very valuable bond with someone. Not only that but past relationship and or bonds I have ruined in almost the same manner. What I am seeking is insight to ACTUALLY make my brain chemistry different when it comes to dealing with my emotions. I have anger issues attachment issues and at times can really just be negative towards myself. It is pessimistic and not nice to anyone I love or society in general. I am also very AND I MEAN very new to Satanism grew up essentially in a "Christian household??" But by age 12was what one could call atheist and or non believer of any external being if I could not see it then it was not real. I would just like some advice from you all on how I can take steps to become emotionally mature. Thank you and
Hail Enki
:')

 

[Aarti]

you can(i think should) work with wunjo rune for your anger issues. and do not worry about these times. it all will pass. you will get refresh and fix your all problems. pain is temporary. i had so similar problems. even still having. but we are Zevism. we are not random people on world. so we have enough power to fix them.

 

[Staz316]

you can(i think should) work with wunjo rune for your anger issues. and do not worry about these times. it all will pass. you will get refresh and fix your all problems. pain is temporary. i had so similar problems. even still having. but we are Zevism. we are not random people on world. so we have enough power to fix them.

As a new member, you should read the Joy of Satan in full. Afterwards, you will realize that you need to work on your soul via meditation and yoga.

Meditation and yoga will open your soul, which has many benefits, like happiness and understanding.

Anyhow, to provide you with a more personal response, you seem to be  aware that you need to work on yourself. So, nice job there.

You are explaining what we call karma, which are like patterns in one's soul. You have a pattern of behavior towards other people that, like anyone, is influenced by your karma, for better or for worse.

Your relationships with other people (and yourself) can be improved on by transforming your karmatic patterns using the methods the JOS provides.

You'll see examples like runes, mantras, and squares. (Words of power that manifest intention).

Don't be too hard on yourself. We all make mistakes, some worse than others.

Welcome brother/sister

Thank you. Another thing I might add is co dependent upon others and that's very selfish of me in all honesty because we don't need others to make a primary source of happiness for myself. Thanks for your advice.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

I wish to add, something related to my experience.
Behavioral patterns are from karma, family, etc. but also the physical mind has a role in them.
People learn most behavioral patterns at young age, let's say up to 5 or 6 years old, and those reflects in the rest of their life.
Also emotional traumas, mistreatment, verbal or physical violence at different degrees may have caused some problems you relate (relationship problems, anger outbursts and attachments).
This is only a possibility, just dig if you suffered any kind of trauma in your childhood, to fix its consequences.

As you are new in Satanism, starting from the basic of meditation, cleaning and empowering your Soul will help as a first step. What I related may come naturally with time if you desire so and you ask guidance to your Guardian Demon, first it's better to build confidence in meditation and a strong faith in Satan. Time is needed, slowly fixing issues.