accepting reality

[lahh]

I feel like a failure, having a lot of difficulty getting a job. My last one was so toxic that staying there would harm my mental health. I can't be disciplined anymore, but even so, I do yoga every day, and other things one after the other. I have poor sleep quality; I watch TV to escape my reality, or I'm anxious and afraid. Why is being a woman so difficult? Not only women, but children too, being persecuted and killed for nothing.