About the aura and other things

[hateeternal90]

I have to bike past a church and a graveyard when I go to my mma practice. Instead of just closing the chakras and visualizing my self and my aura with red energy I stated in my mind that a blue satanic fire surrounds my aura as in programming the aura, while I imagined my self in white-gold energy. I didn't get anxious at all, as I usually do a bit by the effect of the graveyard. I decided to start imagining this blue fire around my aura when cleaning it and I sometimes use the fire to "scorch" my room when I feel like I am having thoughts in my head that aren't mine (I sometimes get sinister laughter and death threats before going to sleep, when I clean my aura and when I imagine the room in blue fire the voice yells no and then it goes away) I am having difficulties discerning if thoughts are mine or are they someone elses. The blue fire really makes me feel safe and at ease.


My other flatmate has a somewhat depressive energy about him, it seems like all he does is drink beer and smoke cigarettes, study and play computer games. He doesn't talk very much either. It's ridiculous how often he drinks, everyday, something like a six-pack per evening. It's the thought of him being such a wimpy loser that bugs me too and being lazy, but his mere presence is a little disturbing. He seems sober though, but I know he isn't.

 

[tigirus]

Thanks for posting this, I have the problem of having thoughts that aren't mine too, I'll use the blue flame more.

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I have to bike past a church and a graveyard when I go to my mma practice. Instead of just closing the chakras and visualizing my self and my aura with red energy I stated in my mind that a blue satanic fire surrounds my aura as in programming the aura, while I imagined my self in white-gold energy. I didn't get anxious at all, as I usually do a bit by the effect of the graveyard. I decided to start imagining this blue fire around my aura when cleaning it and I sometimes use the fire to "scorch" my room when I feel like I am having thoughts in my head that aren't mine (I sometimes get sinister laughter and death threats before going to sleep, when I clean my aura and when I imagine the room in blue fire the voice yells no and then it goes away) I am having difficulties discerning if thoughts are mine or are they someone elses. The blue fire really makes me feel safe and at ease.


My other flatmate has a somewhat depressive energy about him, it seems like all he does is drink beer and smoke cigarettes, study and play computer games. He doesn't talk very much either. It's ridiculous how often he drinks, everyday, something like a six-pack per evening. It's the thought of him being such a wimpy loser that bugs me too and being lazy, but his mere presence is a little disturbing. He seems sober though, but I know he isn't.