About being unique

[firebird894]

I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[Indigo Nation]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@... wrote:

I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[Indigo Nation]

Oops sorry hit the send button before typing, anyways thank you so much for this. I find what you said to be so true. I strongly dislike conforming to things, but yet I find that hardcore music is not always for me, or wearing black clothes but I don't dislike it either all the time. This makes total sense. I accept all Satanists pretty much as they are. I am not really attracted to being agressive or rough (but know I need to defend myself if need be) I find myself and like being silly sometimes but also serious at fighting for Satan. I am my own individual, Also about telepathy I am just beginning to receive certain things im working on that. I have had enemy entities try to assault me with crap that im not "on Satan's side" etc, cause of me having my own unique ideas about how people could interact in a totally free society and still be civil without all sorts of formality or social rules. Basically what you said, is what I say in several youtube videos I am glad to actually see your post as it reminds me Satan wants us all to be unique. I have my own way of attacking the enemy. I believe I could do some damage through talking to them as I can remain calm in the face of insults to me or my beliefs unlike many people of any persuasion. Anyways I have a strong feeling of holding on to things and fighting for them but more with words and ideas and mind power than aggression. I just kind of hate the idea of showing off to anyone things. So I am unique. The angels really dont like this about me. I like to bend rules and conformity and hate it that a majority of society is all about control. Well hopefully not for long. I believe in the Vision Father Satan has for this world and I will one day achieve godhood I am working towards it, but also want to advance the truth. You know what sometimes ive even found myself more attracted to mentally retarded people than normal people in todays kike society cause at least they didn't judge me or try to change me or know how to want me to be a certain way, unlike a lot of people and were random and spontanious. I am intelligent but like being fun and open to all kinds of interests. Anyways thanks for bringing this up. It
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I think that's pretty dam good for half asleep at 4:00 am.Your post was filled with a lot of info that I too have wondered about.It is still just so amazing,and other members have brought this up too,that the very thing that you are pondering,someone in our family will bring up a post about.Because of my recent experience with the police,I kind of forgot the importance of my own uniqueness,but I have had a break through so to speak today,about gaining my power of who I am back.I am starting to feel my power of me return again,and it feels so good.The other point you brought up and ask Father about,is after do Hatha and power meditations for over 2 years myself is,I too have wondered why I can't hear words audibly from our powerful Gods,even though like you too,I do get messages all the time,but it is in my own voice also.I feel you made a lot of sense about the communication thing too,and I am working very hard on my astral hearing and seeing also.I hope very soon to be able to actually see my GD Haagenti,after everything she has done for me.I know that if I really want to reach Godhood,like I so desire to do,then communicating with our GD is a must.I am starting to advance more in my meditations,and I know that I need her help to get to where I want to be.So thanks again for your middle of the night ramblings,because the answers helped me a great deal,and encouraged me to try even harder.    
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, March 20, 2012 12:29 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] About being unique

  I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[firebird894]

What you said about enemy attacks, I am glad you said that in regards to trying to make you think your not with satan, they tried the same thing with me well now I know I'm, not the only one and I wasn't just freaking out over nothing. Now I look back on it it was quite pathetic like a desperate grab at me to try and stop me it didn't work I found out how awsome the Demons are too


Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

Oops sorry hit the send button before typing, anyways thank you so much for this. I find what you said to be so true. I strongly dislike conforming to things, but yet I find that hardcore music is not always for me, or wearing black clothes but I don't dislike it either all the time. This makes total sense. I accept all Satanists pretty much as they are. I am not really attracted to being agressive or rough (but know I need to defend myself if need be) I find myself and like being silly sometimes but also serious at fighting for Satan. I am my own individual, Also about telepathy I am just beginning to receive certain things im working on that. I have had enemy entities try to assault me with crap that im not "on Satan's side" etc, cause of me having my own unique ideas about how people could interact in a totally free society and still be civil without all sorts of formality or social rules. Basically what you said, is what I say in several youtube videos I am glad to actually see your post as it reminds me Satan wants us all to be unique. I have my own way of attacking the enemy. I believe I could do some damage through talking to them as I can remain calm in the face of insults to me or my beliefs unlike many people of any persuasion. Anyways I have a strong feeling of holding on to things and fighting for them but more with words and ideas and mind power than aggression. I just kind of hate the idea of showing off to anyone things. So I am unique. The angels really dont like this about me. I like to bend rules and conformity and hate it that a majority of society is all about control. Well hopefully not for long. I believe in the Vision Father Satan has for this world and I will one day achieve godhood I am working towards it, but also want to advance the truth. You know what sometimes ive even found myself more attracted to mentally retarded people than normal people in todays kike society cause at least they didn't judge me or try to change me or know how to want me to be a certain way, unlike a lot of people and were random and spontanious. I am intelligent but like being fun and open to all kinds of interests. Anyways thanks for bringing this up. It
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[firebird894]

It's amazing how I can make the most sense at 4am with several cups of strong coffee in me lol.

My Gaurdian has been giving me hints... no name, well sort of but I didn't believe it... I thought no way I am not important enough and I keep getting refferences to flight... birds, flying, spacecraft it goes way back to a time I had a dream about flying and someone was behind me saying you can fly just do it and I felt like I was floating up in the air. Maybe one day he will get fed up and smack me in the face with a book with his name on it or something lol. I told him he might have to do that. Strange that I would have a terrible fear of heights with all my birds, I have many birds around me, but I enjoy the sensation of flying in dreams, I havn't been able to do it in a long time. I keep trying, it was the most amazing feeling to become lucid in a dream and be flying looking down on a world beneath me I could go anywhere I wanted. I miss it. I have levitated in dreams and remembered it long after, it is frustrating not to be able to do it when awake or when I want to.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I think that's pretty dam good for half asleep at 4:00 am.Your post was filled with a lot of info that I too have wondered about.It is still just so amazing,and other members have brought this up too,that the very thing that you are pondering,someone in our family will bring up a post about.Because of my recent experience with the police,I kind of forgot the importance of my own uniqueness,but I have had a break through so to speak today,about gaining my power of who I am back.I am starting to feel my power of me return again,and it feels so good.The other point you brought up and ask Father about,is after do Hatha and power meditations for over 2 years myself is,I too have wondered why I can't hear words audibly from our powerful Gods,even though like you too,I do get messages all the time,but it is in my own voice also.I feel you made a lot of sense about the communication thing too,and I am working very hard on my astral hearing and seeing also.I hope
very soon to be able to actually see my GD Haagenti,after everything she has done for me.I know that if I really want to reach Godhood,like I so desire to do,then communicating with our GD is a must.I am starting to advance more in my meditations,and I know that I need her help to get to where I want to be.So thanks again for your middle of the night ramblings,because the answers helped me a great deal,and encouraged me to try even harder.    

 
Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, March 20, 2012 12:29 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] About being unique


 
I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[Indigo Nation]

Well I was freaked out about it sometimes too, its pathetic what the angels do. They even tried to get me thinking like I was not free with Satan, I am only bringing this up cause they may be doing it to more people than you know. Anyways I always kind of had a rebel spirit as a kid and s lot of the same ideas I have now so far as social things it certainly wasn't taught to me anywhere, it seems very much in opposition to much of the fake kike society but yet more calm and balanced than a lot of people are. The thing i dislike the most is when people blame all their hardships on themselves, have low self esteem, no motivation, I want people to be proud and fufilled, standing firm in confidence and truth with a warrior like spirit standing firm, and on the other-hand I hate elitism too along with and especially aggression in a show off like way that is expected from guys in some areas not others, I resent gender roles. I hate that, I want to embrace my emotional side, and feel things without getting pissed off over the littlest things I dont understand some people, or how that is even possible and why its not directed at anything rational, and arrogance, most of all plus straight out materialism with no looking beyond appearances and what a person ownes. I am fed up with trying to fit in. I know some people will not like me or understand me for this choice but I don't really care what they think, they can say anything they want im done worrying about it im sick and tired of what I see the world as being in essence id rather just say fuck my reputation whether it turns out good or bad in the general public around me I have yet to fully know as I haven't met to many people yet but I am going to be trying to make friends and im going to be me. In society I think it should be more like a society based on how spiritually advanced people are determines their ranking in society, along with talent and creativity, and so far as material things I see the people having vast wealth are mostly parasites or kikes (there may very well be exceptions especially as more people discover the truth but the system is set up to benefit the kikes only and those who go along with their agenda) So I think in all honesty why can't good honest people have more and at least have decent living standards. Why should so many slavishly work for the kikes for next to nothing, to not even decently get by. Its totally fucked up the way the world is now. However ill give it to people at least some are trying to break free and honestly searching for truth. I think that is wonderful despite some propaganda they believe now and kike bullshit. I think a a sizable amount of people be on the verge of discovering Spiritual Satanism. We just need to keep up warfare. I hope at least they will find it. I myself find it hard honestly to feel really connected to people who are not even spiritual in any way. A majority of the world.
The enemy made me think this is a bad thing. I say Fuck Them. It feels like these things are ingrained deeply in my soul, almost like a force sometimes pulling me in a certain direction I had even as a young child long before I found the Joy of Satan site or knew Satanism even existed. Sorry for the rant but damn society is fucked up by the kikes.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@... wrote:

What you said about enemy attacks, I am glad you said that in regards to trying to make you think your not with satan, they tried the same thing with me well now I know I'm, not the only one and I wasn't just freaking out over nothing. Now I look back on it it was quite pathetic like a desperate grab at me to try and stop me it didn't work I found out how awsome the Demons are too


Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:

Oops sorry hit the send button before typing, anyways thank you so much for this. I find what you said to be so true. I strongly dislike conforming to things, but yet I find that hardcore music is not always for me, or wearing black clothes but I don't dislike it either all the time. This makes total sense. I accept all Satanists pretty much as they are. I am not really attracted to being agressive or rough (but know I need to defend myself if need be) I find myself and like being silly sometimes but also serious at fighting for Satan. I am my own individual, Also about telepathy I am just beginning to receive certain things im working on that. I have had enemy entities try to assault me with crap that im not "on Satan's side" etc, cause of me having my own unique ideas about how people could interact in a totally free society and still be civil without all sorts of formality or social rules. Basically what you said, is what I say in several youtube videos I am glad to actually see your post as it reminds me Satan wants us all to be unique. I have my own way of attacking the enemy. I believe I could do some damage through talking to them as I can remain calm in the face of insults to me or my beliefs unlike many people of any persuasion. Anyways I have a strong feeling of holding on to things and fighting for them but more with words and ideas and mind power than aggression. I just kind of hate the idea of showing off to anyone things. So I am unique. The angels really dont like this about me. I like to bend rules and conformity and hate it that a majority of society is all about control. Well hopefully not for long. I believe in the Vision Father Satan has for this world and I will one day achieve godhood I am working towards it, but also want to advance the truth. You know what sometimes ive even found myself more attracted to mentally retarded people than normal people in todays kike society cause at least they didn't judge me or try to change me or know how to want me to be a certain way, unlike a lot of people and were random and spontanious. I am intelligent but like being fun and open to all kinds of interests. Anyways thanks for bringing this up. It
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[Lord Kayle]

Awesome thread and info!~ Thanks for all that! ~
I am still working at and on about the beginning stages of my communication(s) with them, though I did have my Clair-Audio open up and activated about a year or so ago now.  
I have some (my personal guardians probably, who I believe have been demonstrating physical manifestations of sounds to me lately and probably at other times in other ways and places for about 8 months or so now also.
Although, I am pretty sure I probably need to start taking more time working on improving these things and expanding my communications capabilities too.

~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler!~ Heil Heinrich Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine!~

On Wed, Mar 21, 2012 at 1:23 AM, firebird894 <firebird894@... wrote:

  It's amazing how I can make the most sense at 4am with several cups of strong coffee in me lol.

My Gaurdian has been giving me hints... no name, well sort of but I didn't believe it... I thought no way I am not important enough and I keep getting refferences to flight... birds, flying, spacecraft it goes way back to a time I had a dream about flying and someone was behind me saying you can fly just do it and I felt like I was floating up in the air. Maybe one day he will get fed up and smack me in the face with a book with his name on it or something lol. I told him he might have to do that. Strange that I would have a terrible fear of heights with all my birds, I have many birds around me, but I enjoy the sensation of flying in dreams, I havn't been able to do it in a long time. I keep trying, it was the most amazing feeling to become lucid in a dream and be flying looking down on a world beneath me I could go anywhere I wanted. I miss it. I have levitated in dreams and remembered it long after, it is frustrating not to be able to do it when awake or when I want to.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I think that's pretty dam good for half asleep at 4:00 am.Your post was filled with a lot of info that I too have wondered about.It is still just so amazing,and other members have brought this up too,that the very thing that you are pondering,someone in our family will bring up a post about.Because of my recent experience with the police,I kind of forgot the importance of my own uniqueness,but I have had a break through so to speak today,about gaining my power of who I am back.I am starting to feel my power of me return again,and it feels so good.The other point you brought up and ask Father about,is after do Hatha and power meditations for over 2 years myself is,I too have wondered why I can't hear words audibly from our powerful Gods,even though like you too,I do get messages all the time,but it is in my own voice also.I feel you made a lot of sense about the communication thing too,and I am working very hard on my astral hearing and seeing also.I hope
very soon to be able to actually see my GD Haagenti,after everything she has done for me.I know that if I really want to reach Godhood,like I so desire to do,then communicating with our GD is a must.I am starting to advance more in my meditations,and I know that I need her help to get to where I want to be.So thanks again for your middle of the night ramblings,because the answers helped me a great deal,and encouraged me to try even harder.    

 
Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, March 20, 2012 12:29 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] About being unique


 
I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

--
<[/IMG]<font>~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler! ~ Heil Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~    ~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine! ~[/I]

 

[firebird894]

I hear you loud and clear and you rant all you need to, it feels good to get it out and you realise you are not alone in how you feel afterall! I think some of us are still maybe a bit worried and still have a few hang ups and getting them out and discussing together I think it is good for us.

What I find the enemy does it it finds all your deepest fears and weakest points in you that you may not even realise are there and exploits them to cause you to doubt and downgrade yourself. I am starting to recognise when it happens and openly question where the fear, feeling, doubt is comming from. It usually turns out to be not such a big deal and I feel much better afterward. The kikes and those bastard aliens are sneaky and sly... they never have the guts to face up to you one on one.

All one has to do is type in holohoax, fake holocaust and similar searches into youtube to see the amount of videos... the amount of stuff comming out and when you read the comments the majority are anti jew. Seems a lot of people think it... but are too scared to say it but now more people are speaking up others get courage. The more I read and see... I think if anything Hitler was way too nice!

And the funniest thing is watching the Kikes try to argue back and they come accross sounding like nutcases they fall apart in anger and spout out the most ridiculous bullshit I have ever heard they sound worse than brain damaged they just fall apart and make fools of themselves... and get slammed.

I watched one comment after another comming up as by the minute and that was just a few nights ago. They are loosing support. Spielbergs film got torn apart the one with the lying kikes making up really ridiculous stories about swallowing and shitting diamonds, lampshades and jumping 10 foot electrified barb wire fences etc... I live on the land and I have never heard of electrifying barbed wire that is news to me... they don't even know how to lie about an electric fence... god pushing them out of the gas chamber through woodedn doors after the pellets were dropped.... it was such an obvious load of shit and you had some people still trying to defend it... but most were NOT buying it and some comments were people saying they DID believe the holocaust until they started seeing these videos and now DONT.

The videos on them abusing animals, on the crimes they are commiting its all comming out... only most of the people are still xians Well it's a start. But with shows like ancient aliens, and people being more open and interested in what really happened in our past I have hope.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

Well I was freaked out about it sometimes too, its pathetic what the angels do. They even tried to get me thinking like I was not free with Satan, I am only bringing this up cause they may be doing it to more people than you know. Anyways I always kind of had a rebel spirit as a kid and s lot of the same ideas I have now so far as social things it certainly wasn't taught to me anywhere, it seems very much in opposition to much of the fake kike society but yet more calm and balanced than a lot of people are. The thing i dislike the most is when people blame all their hardships on themselves, have low self esteem, no motivation, I want people to be proud and fufilled, standing firm in confidence and truth with a warrior like spirit standing firm, and on the other-hand I hate elitism too along with and especially aggression in a show off like way that is expected from guys in some areas not others, I resent gender roles. I hate that, I want to embrace my emotional side, and feel things without getting pissed off over the littlest things I dont understand some people, or how that is even possible and why its not directed at anything rational, and arrogance, most of all plus straight out materialism with no looking beyond appearances and what a person ownes. I am fed up with trying to fit in. I know some people will not like me or understand me for this choice but I don't really care what they think, they can say anything they want im done worrying about it im sick and tired of what I see the world as being in essence id rather just say fuck my reputation whether it turns out good or bad in the general public around me I have yet to fully know as I haven't met to many people yet but I am going to be trying to make friends and im going to be me. In society I think it should be more like a society based on how spiritually advanced people are determines their ranking in society, along with talent and creativity, and so far as material things I see the people having vast wealth are mostly parasites or kikes (there may very well be exceptions especially as more people discover the truth but the system is set up to benefit the kikes only and those who go along with their agenda) So I think in all honesty why can't good honest people have more and at least have decent living standards. Why should so many slavishly work for the kikes for next to nothing, to not even decently get by. Its totally fucked up the way the world is now. However ill give it to people at least some are trying to break free and honestly searching for truth. I think that is wonderful despite some propaganda they believe now and kike bullshit. I think a a sizable amount of people be on the verge of discovering Spiritual Satanism. We just need to keep up warfare. I hope at least they will find it. I myself find it hard honestly to feel really connected to people who are not even spiritual in any way. A majority of the world.
The enemy made me think this is a bad thing. I say Fuck Them. It feels like these things are ingrained deeply in my soul, almost like a force sometimes pulling me in a certain direction I had even as a young child long before I found the Joy of Satan site or knew Satanism even existed. Sorry for the rant but damn society is fucked up by the kikes.
Hail Satan
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

What you said about enemy attacks, I am glad you said that in regards to trying to make you think your not with satan, they tried the same thing with me well now I know I'm, not the only one and I wasn't just freaking out over nothing. Now I look back on it it was quite pathetic like a desperate grab at me to try and stop me it didn't work I found out how awsome the Demons are too


Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:

Oops sorry hit the send button before typing, anyways thank you so much for this. I find what you said to be so true. I strongly dislike conforming to things, but yet I find that hardcore music is not always for me, or wearing black clothes but I don't dislike it either all the time. This makes total sense. I accept all Satanists pretty much as they are. I am not really attracted to being agressive or rough (but know I need to defend myself if need be) I find myself and like being silly sometimes but also serious at fighting for Satan. I am my own individual, Also about telepathy I am just beginning to receive certain things im working on that. I have had enemy entities try to assault me with crap that im not "on Satan's side" etc, cause of me having my own unique ideas about how people could interact in a totally free society and still be civil without all sorts of formality or social rules. Basically what you said, is what I say in several youtube videos I am glad to actually see your post as it reminds me Satan wants us all to be unique. I have my own way of attacking the enemy. I believe I could do some damage through talking to them as I can remain calm in the face of insults to me or my beliefs unlike many people of any persuasion. Anyways I have a strong feeling of holding on to things and fighting for them but more with words and ideas and mind power than aggression. I just kind of hate the idea of showing off to anyone things. So I am unique. The angels really dont like this about me. I like to bend rules and conformity and hate it that a majority of society is all about control. Well hopefully not for long. I believe in the Vision Father Satan has for this world and I will one day achieve godhood I am working towards it, but also want to advance the truth. You know what sometimes ive even found myself more attracted to mentally retarded people than normal people in todays kike society cause at least they didn't judge me or try to change me or know how to want me to be a certain way, unlike a lot of people and were random and spontanious. I am intelligent but like being fun and open to all kinds of interests. Anyways thanks for bringing this up. It
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images, thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation. And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it. It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.

 

[firebird894]

I tried to communicate one night I was sitting in the dark with just my blue lights on which I like, and I felt a Demon was in the room with me and wanted to let me know and I knocked on the wall and asked if he or she could knock back and I heard some faint taps but couldn't tell where it came from.

We did it a few times but I was so tired I went to sleep, it was just a 'hey I feel your here, can you confirm... yes, awsome thanks! No problem kind of thing and that was it. I have asked if possible could they move something in front of me even slightly I heard a few little sounds but didn't really notice anything else.

Who knows one day when I least expect it I may get a suprise, there is a chance I might actually get too exited and freak out a bit if they had moved something so that could be it too, the energy needed may have been too strong for me to handle there could be lots of reasons. I know they 'can' but I feel rude to ask again so I don't now. I get that awsome feeling of company instead. One night I felt a strong tingling all over my temples and face then I got really happy and energetic for no real reason and couldn't stop laughing. Ive felt someone sitting very close to me and felt a warmth in my aura or around a chakra. Things like that. Sometimes images or dream like movies come into my mind of other places Ive never seen, colours, emotions it is a little hard to describe.

I have seen visions in meditations of them, sometimes I forget the details... but recently I was doing void and saw into a dark room it was big like inside a temple stone building I think it had a mystical feel to it otherworldly and there standing a little ways from me was a beautifull vision of a very tall very powerfull man with a white robe, blonde hair just past the shoulders, a little wild and swept back very strong features stern and serious but very peacefull all at once looking off toward a window with some light shining in and a plant growing in the window. It hinted that there may have been a garden or forest outside.
He had white wings and sort of glowed with his own light he did not speak or look at me... and it was very short but I think I know who it was He looked to be deep in thought.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Lord Kayle <lord.kayle@... wrote:

Awesome thread and info!~ Thanks for all that! ~

I am still working at and on about the beginning stages of my
communication(s) with them, though I did have my Clair-Audio open up and
activated about a year or so ago now.

I have some (my personal guardians probably, who I believe have been
demonstrating physical manifestations of sounds to me lately and probably
at other times in other ways and places for about 8 months or so now also.

Although, I am pretty sure I probably need to start taking more time
working on improving these things and expanding my communications
capabilities too.


~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler!~ Heil Heinrich Himmler!~
Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine!~


On Wed, Mar 21, 2012 at 1:23 AM, firebird894 <firebird894@... wrote:

**


It's amazing how I can make the most sense at 4am with several cups of
strong coffee in me lol.

My Gaurdian has been giving me hints... no name, well sort of but I didn't
believe it... I thought no way I am not important enough and I keep getting
refferences to flight... birds, flying, spacecraft it goes way back to a
time I had a dream about flying and someone was behind me saying you can
fly just do it and I felt like I was floating up in the air. Maybe one day
he will get fed up and smack me in the face with a book with his name on it
or something lol. I told him he might have to do that. Strange that I would
have a terrible fear of heights with all my birds, I have many birds around
me, but I enjoy the sensation of flying in dreams, I havn't been able to do
it in a long time. I keep trying, it was the most amazing feeling to become
lucid in a dream and be flying looking down on a world beneath me I could
go anywhere I wanted. I miss it. I have levitated in dreams and remembered
it long after, it is frustrating not to be able to do it when awake or when
I want to.

Hail Satan.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@
wrote:

I think that's pretty dam good for half asleep at 4:00 am.Your post was
filled with a lot of info that I too have wondered about.It is still just
so amazing,and other members have brought this up too,that the very thing
that you are pondering,someone in our family will bring up a post
about.Because of my recent experience with the police,I kind of forgot the
importance of my own uniqueness,but I have had a break through so to speak
today,about gaining my power of who I am back.I am starting to feel my
power of me return again,and it feels so good.The other point you brought
up and ask Father about,is after do Hatha and power meditations for over 2
years myself is,I too have wondered why I can't hear words audibly from our
powerful Gods,even though like you too,I do get messages all the time,but
it is in my own voice also.I feel you made a lot of sense about the
communication thing too,and I am working very hard on my astral hearing and
seeing also.I hope
very soon to be able to actually see my GD Haagenti,after everything she
has done for me.I know that if I really want to reach Godhood,like I so
desire to do,then communicating with our GD is a must.I am starting to
advance more in my meditations,and I know that I need her help to get to
where I want to be.So thanks again for your middle of the night
ramblings,because the answers helped me a great deal,and encouraged me to
try even harder. Â Â

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Hail Satan
BrianÂ

"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf
Hitler


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From: firebird894 <firebird894@

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, March 20, 2012 12:29 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] About being unique


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I was just now out on my back deck, middle of the night, I couldn't
sleep and I was thinking. I have been writing a LOT lately words just come
to me and I have spent hours some nights with barely a break just writing
page after page of ideas and thoughts, attempts at translating messages I
have been recieiving answers to questions I have been wondering about. And
one question I had, was why I can't hear my Demons speaking to me, with
words. I know I can hear astrally now and I feel them, I have caught
glimpses of them I even had a vision of satan himself during a meditation
and I knew it was him. But no talking no speach just feelings images,
thoughts. I believe the answer I just got actually came from Satan himself
and I wanted to post it and take it how you like it is just my translation.
And that is kind of the point of what I want to say. Others may have had a
very different experience.

When you recieve a telepathic message from a God it requires you to use
different parts of your brain to interpret the message and understand it.
It also requires you to use parts of your soul, to understand certain
messages, and when we do this we grow, and as we grow it gets easier to
understand these messages. It actually helps us grow and advance. If they
spoon fed us everything verbally a lot of important aspects of the message
would get lost, would be too simplified, would be missing the full impact
their level of communication goes way beyond the physical 5 senses. Another
reason is early on it can happen that the person may get confused and be
unsure if 'words' are not just comming from themselves like if you heard
words in your mind you might wonder if you are 'hearing things' or your own
mind is making it up.

It teaches us how to recognise who is sending the message how to
identify the energy associated with the message and the intentions of the
one who sent it , how to discover finer details that words could not
express. Satan wants us to think for ourselves to be creative, to express
ourselves as indieviduals. wants us to learn how to translate things into
our own words using our minds and expanding our minds, using more of our
brains. Very serious matters will come through blunt and direct but
spiritual teachings, feelings between a God and human who are becomming
closer words just don't go far enough they can actually be very restrictive.

Satan dosn't want to see us become carbon copies of each other, he
wants us to be unique and grow as individuals. We don't have to conform to
any 'look' or style, I know a lot of people myself included at times like
heavy music, black clothes we might come accross a bit rough and scary, but
not always and not all satanists need to or will be attracted to that, and
you can change as often as you like, you don't have to always listen to the
same music just because others do, you don't have to always wear black or
white or colours it is about YOU being YOU and the freedom to be you and
change and do things differently. There are no rules there. Younger people
are easily effected by peer pressure, people want to fit in. This whole
fitting in thing I am told is an enemy construct to supress creativity in
people, I am talking in regards to images portrayed via the media young
people feel they have to follow.

It is just another prison with invisible bars, a mind prison. Finding
friends with similar interests and things in common of course is natural it
helps people bond but not to the extent a person is outcast because they
don't fit into a 'box' make sense?

Anyway I hope that made sense, it is 4am where I am so I could be
talking nonsense I have been awake too long today. This is just my own
thoughts I would like to hear what others think, what you have experienced
with communication with the Gods, I thought it would be a good topic.

Hail Satan.












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