A secret I feel it needs to be shared with all the Zevism from here

[DreamWeaver]

Hello, my dear Zevism family! In this topic I want to say that I am a teenager and I have autism, asperger's syndrome to be more specific. What is your opinion on this? I want to know!
Is it okay to start the Serpent of Fire Power Meditation if I have Asperger's syndrome?
Also, is my dream career as a programmer good for me as I am in Cancer and have Scorpio Ascendant? I remember every single code I need ți learn but I want some advice from an astrological point of view

HP. Zevios Metathronos

I want to know your opinion regarding Asperger's syndrome!

Please don't make me feel bad as I am still very fragile emotionally

I am an adult woman with undiagnosed Aspergers (high-functioning autism). All my life, my peers found me to be almost emotionless, but that is because I use my intuition to discern who is worth socializing with or not. Turned out most of my peers back home were unworthy to me, and they proven so. (Just an intellectual introvert who likes to keep to myself.) I find autistic spiritual/occultist people are highly intuitive, hence why they may often avoid trouble in life.

For any of the power meditations, the main ToZ rule is people with epilepsy (history of seizures or convulsions) should not practice them. Void meditation or simpler meditations are best for people with epilepsy (ensuring the brain/nervous system does not overload with bio-electricity).

But for only-autistic brains (no epilepsy co-morbid), there should be no significant risks. Just make sure you don't fall into any emotional/mental extremes. Having Aspergers means self-awareness of autistic tendencies and traits, and being better at "masking" autistic quirks or odd behaviors. If we are not always self-aware, then at least we Aspies are still very talented at our special interests or committed to favorite routines (chores, hygienic habits, preferred sleep pattern, etc.).

Scorpio Ascendant is a good sign for intense or deep-minded work, and also heavy memorization of information. Scorpio is a sign that wants answers; no matter what question, challenge or project. As a Fixed sign, it makes you committed and also stubborn in mental processes. If you ever feel ambitious enough, you can also build up your reputation as a programmer, and then perhaps join electronic espionage or government-level hacking services. Sun in Cancer means you can be patriotic for your country or continent, as well as capable of emotionally understanding co-workers or clients. If your Sun is Trine your Ascendant, then you can easily make good impressions with any professional organization interested in your work as a programmer.

I know you much rather hear from Zevios, but I just wanted to reply with what I know as well.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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Don't be sorry about anything. We all just want to help you.


Pull the laces tight and do a simple over hand knot like this. This will hold them there so you can let go real quick without them coming loose.
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I think for this simple one it just moved one string through the hole in the middle, but when I do it I do both strings so it is a little bit stronger. It is the same thing but with one more twist in the middle.

Then fold each string in half so they are loops. And tie the exact same kind of knot again with the loops. And you can do it twice to be extra strong. But when you do it the 2nd time, I only put one side through the hole because both are not needed.


There is many ways to do this but this is how I always did it. It is easy and fast, it is easy to untie it if you need to, and it also is strong enough to stay for months without coming loose.

 

[Ursa Minor]

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By the way, forgot to tell you that the Enemy thoughtform is recently making me thinking that HP s and Guardians and Memebers from ToZ are cursing me when I talk about Horoscopes. But, what the Enemy doesn't know is that he is already dead to me, it can't affect me, but, it's hard since both my sign and ascendant are water signs.

When Samhain will come, on 30th of October, I will do the Ritual, if possible of course, 11 times, with breaks of 2 hours. The Enemy will be dead :twisted:

You're halfway there with the affirmation, you can put more energy behind it by doing a banishment ritual.
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html

I had a few enemy thoughtforms that were very annoying, doing that ritual and using the fire element got rid of them.

 

[Bun]

Please do not attempt to perform the banishing ritual without being certain that you know exactly what you are doing and are trying to accomplish. Sanskrit words like "Vinasa" are extremely powerful and there runs a very real possibility of doing major harm to one's self unintentionally.

Regarding the thoughtform and thoughts you are having, it's possible that there is no actual thoughtform or harmful enitity at play here. I recommend you reach out and talk to Satan or your guardian if you know who they are. They will help you with whatever it is you're having issues with, and if you cannot communicate telepathically with Satan or the gods yet, they will answer your question through other means, such as in a forum post you happen to stumble upon.

Also, I notice you are still revealing bits and pieces about your natal chart such as placements etc.
Please refrain from doing that, or giving out any other unessesary information about yourself because it is true that anybody can view this forum and it's posts and you never know what they might do or who they might share what they find in it to, especially when it comes to things they find on members. I have a feeling that you and I have similar tendencies or characteristics to really want to share personal things about ourselves to others, even if we are aware that it could detrimental, but we do it anyways.

Regarding your question about if you should do any specific meditations, I think if you haven't completed it already, HPHC666's 40 day program was made for a reason. https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf

...even if you think it looks boring or the other meditations sound and look way cooler, or you think you need to be doing workings and routines that other advanced members are doing or have done in the past, I am again speaking from experience that it's best to *gradually* build one's self up in a safe and healthy way than to sorta go nuts with everything