A Prophetic Dream

[kokabiel24]

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Noromi Ol Enki]

Absolutely! I think you're right, I too always thought since I was a child, That my place is somewhere in the stars. I would really like to got to DUAT once. Got to these other planets as well. Once my astral projection technique is perfected, then I would.

You know when I was small, I always wanted to Die. Not because of any thing, as in I had a good life, Loving mother rather busy father (That didn't bother me), But I wanted to Die, just so I could solve the mystery of what happens after it. For the pure scientific curiosity of finding out the truth. Anyways, Ever since my child hood, There has been one thing I have never been afraid of, That is death. I never understood why people fear it.

 

[darrklady13]

Yes, I like the fact that you feel, you understand, that we are "homesick" in a way.

Its a unified feeling, and many of us feel it.
hailz

--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[blackkat_411]

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most Zevism do.


--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Steven]

--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!this has happen to me when i feel homesick, but it was kinda weird because it feel like i wasnt on earth but my body was and then all of the suddent it came back and i started to say what am i doing here. i strongly feel in my heart that father satan has a mission for me, as i always had this strong feeling that father satan indeed has a goal, or a mission for me on this earth. the same thing with me im very different from the poeple i know and live with.

hail satan
hail azazel

 

[chris1]

What you wrote was absolutely beautiful. First of all, it was wonderfully written, and it just made me feel...well, at home. I felt like I was some type of exchange student reading a letter from some far away relative. Thank you so much for that.

When I look back on my life before Father, I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be.

I'm just so happy that I finally figured out who my true family was, and that I know that there ARE people who will listen, and there ARE people who will love me no matter what. I realized that I would never be truly alone ever again.

I love all you guys, even though I've never met any of you. Haha.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[kokabiel24]

You're most welcome...I know, about Alpha Draconis--my Guardian told me he was "part Draconan" and I KNEW that he wasn't any corrupted being cause he's read me the riot act for even thinking that, and he's told me things Satan said would happen and they DID--and then when I read about how the Egyptians used the star power from both Draco and Orion I KNEW my Guardian was not lying...

--- In , "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most Zevism do.


--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[kokabiel24]

Thank you Chris--glad you got something out of it, I am a writer so I do have a bit of an advantage Yes indeed, I feel the same way as I'm sure a lot of us do that know Satan and even a GD--you realize you truly are not alone, and never have been, just b/c you may not have ever physically met your true Family--makes it so much easier to shrug off whatever crap humans throw at us...knowing we are truly loved...and known as well--my GD has proven to me he reads my mind... if someone can do that, they DO know you...

--- In , "Chris" <leclaire.chris@... wrote:

What you wrote was absolutely beautiful. First of all, it was wonderfully written, and it just made me feel...well, at home. I felt like I was some type of exchange student reading a letter from some far away relative. Thank you so much for that.

When I look back on my life before Father, I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be.

I'm just so happy that I finally figured out who my true family was, and that I know that there ARE people who will listen, and there ARE people who will love me no matter what. I realized that I would never be truly alone ever again.

I love all you guys, even though I've never met any of you. Haha.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Matt Kresel Kresel]

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories, though no longer theoretical, that I had held.
I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was full.  And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time. It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few months later I found Satan.
Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and "angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)

 

[darrklady13]

Chris!!! OMG I used to do the EXACT same thing as you when you wrote...:

"I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be."


Thats me too!!!! Such a fuckin trip!!

hailz

--- In , "Chris" <leclaire.chris@... wrote:

What you wrote was absolutely beautiful. First of all, it was wonderfully written, and it just made me feel...well, at home. I felt like I was some type of exchange student reading a letter from some far away relative. Thank you so much for that.

When I look back on my life before Father, I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be.

I'm just so happy that I finally figured out who my true family was, and that I know that there ARE people who will listen, and there ARE people who will love me no matter what. I realized that I would never be truly alone ever again.

I love all you guys, even though I've never met any of you. Haha.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[chris1]

Also, I remembered that when I was younger, I loved "witches" and "magic" and the thought that you can control your life in such a way.
I remember when I was 8, I was in love with going on (what I thought were real) magic spell sites and trying all of them that I could. The one that I remember the most vivid was when a girl at school wasn't being very nice to me. I tried doing this thing where you wrote the person's name on piece of paper, and hold it up to your temple while repeating "This person shall be binded by my anger and will." or something silly like that.
When I look back at it, it was actually more cute than anything because I was so naive.

But I can't believe all of the signs I was shown throughout my life that led me to Father Satan. It's quite marvelous, really.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In , Matt Kresel Kresel <kreselm.lhs@... wrote:

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories,
though no longer theoretical, that I had held.

I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a
draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was
full.
And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always
knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car
window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this
world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time.
It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few
months later I found Satan.

Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and
"angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)

 

[ninja2skilled]

this has got me thinking because as a kid i always had electricity i could feel around me and always saw colors when i closed my eyes and dreamed alot, and i said this to my mom quite a few times but she never understood i always said that if i had wings i would know how to fly i could somehow feel like i had wings or knew where they would be and how to operate them! and during the night under the stars i just felt so calm everything felt right and proper was one of my favorite feelings.


HAIL ENKI
HAIL ALL THE DEMONS OF DUAT!

 

[Noromi Ol Enki]

Ya, Even today, if I am having a bad day, Looking at the stars just sets everything right. Just looking there, I KNOW our place, Our Home, is up there.

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Knowledge is Power

"I am ever present to help all those who trust in me and all upon me in time of need" Satan, The Al-Jilwah

"I am the being of beings and all the beings.
I am that who satisfied all the worlds in my creations.
I am God of Gods and all of the throne." - Satan's poem

In Nomine Dei Luciferi Excelsi!

- Zirdo Noromi ol ENKI

 

[[email protected]]

Hi Moon, this moved me.. keep on writing I am in a rush but happy to see this is brill so glad I found in my mess of mail..
Hail Satan
Hail Ra
Hail Lilith

--- In , "Steven" <seekwisdom15@... wrote:



--- In , "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Corrupted Beings come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a corrupted being—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!this has happen to me when i feel homesick, but it was kinda weird because it feel like i wasnt on earth but my body was and then all of the suddent it came back and i started to say what am i doing here. i strongly feel in my heart that father satan has a mission for me, as i always had this strong feeling that father satan indeed has a goal, or a mission for me on this earth. the same thing with me im very different from the poeple i know and live with.
hail satan
hail azazel