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[theghostupnorth]

Greetings Everyone,

I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago- I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe those were due to what's on the JoS site - it's like electricity and water if you're not deprogrammed. My heart was in the right place, but I was a kid and I jumped in too deep. Anyway, since then I've felt the steady tug to get back here. It just took a handful of years to realize the truth. I'm doing this the right way, getting advice from the experienced people here and working on my power meditations. Hail Satan and cheers all around,

TGUN

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Welcome back. I think you know you're in the right place now. You said so yourself.
"My heart was in the right place"

Just keep strong and true in Satan. Keep up with your meditations and empowerment. Prove to the Gods and Satan that this is what you want, that you ARE a Dedicated Spiritual Satanist.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "theghostupnorth" wrote:

Greetings Everyone,

I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago- I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe those were due to what's on the JoS site - it's like electricity and water if you're not deprogrammed. My heart was in the right place, but I was a kid and I jumped in too deep. Anyway, since then I've felt the steady tug to get back here. It just took a handful of years to realize the truth. I'm doing this the right way, getting advice from the experienced people here and working on my power meditations. Hail Satan and cheers all around,

TGUN

 

[keeperofstone]

Welcome Back.

It's very difficult to deprogram yourself. You have to constantly be aware and constantly 'question' thoughts and feeling that restimulate. Many sub-programs appear and try to reassert themselves; but you have to 'break' the link to them: Judeo-Xainty.

I know I constantly have to identify errors and Xain thinking and dispute and release them (disassemble) them. It is a struggle- a battle, but it is worth it.

HP Vovim Baghie has exercises to break these links, they are very beneficial. Clarity of thought will come and that is Satanic.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "theghostupnorth" wrote:

Greetings Everyone,

I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago- I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe those were due to what's on the JoS site - it's like electricity and water if you're not deprogrammed. My heart was in the right place, but I was a kid and I jumped in too deep. Anyway, since then I've felt the steady tug to get back here. It just took a handful of years to realize the truth. I'm doing this the right way, getting advice from the experienced people here and working on my power meditations. Hail Satan and cheers all around,

TGUN

 

[James Makela]

Glad to have you back!

Hail Satan!

Sent from my iPhone

On Jan 31, 2013, at 5:38 PM, "theghostupnorth" <theghostupnorth@... wrote:

Greetings Everyone,

I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago- I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe those were due to what's on the JoS site - it's like electricity and water if you're not deprogrammed. My heart was in the right place, but I was a kid and I jumped in too deep. Anyway, since then I've felt the steady tug to get back here. It just took a handful of years to realize the truth. I'm doing this the right way, getting advice from the experienced people here and working on my power meditations. Hail Satan and cheers all around,

TGUN



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[Brant Lusk]

welcome back brother, i too am in a similar situation




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On Fri, Feb 1, 2013 7:36 AM CST keeperofstone wrote:

Welcome Back.

It's very difficult to deprogram yourself. You have to constantly be aware and constantly 'question' thoughts and feeling that restimulate. Many sub-programs appear and try to reassert themselves; but you have to 'break' the link to them: Judeo-Xainty.

I know I constantly have to identify errors and Xain thinking and dispute and release them (disassemble) them. It is a struggle- a battle, but it is worth it.

HP Vovim Baghie has exercises to break these links, they are very beneficial. Clarity of thought will come and that is Satanic.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "theghostupnorth" wrote:

Greetings Everyone,

I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago- I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe those were due to what's on the JoS site - it's like electricity and water if you're not deprogrammed. My heart was in the right place, but I was a kid and I jumped in too deep. Anyway, since then I've felt the steady tug to get back here. It just took a handful of years to realize the truth. I'm doing this the right way, getting advice from the experienced people here and working on my power meditations. Hail Satan and cheers all around,

TGUN

 

[theghostupnorth]

Thank you for the advice. I'll follow up with HP Baghie to see if I can glean a few pearls of wisdom.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" wrote:

Welcome Back.

It's very difficult to deprogram yourself. You have to constantly be aware and constantly 'question' thoughts and feeling that restimulate. Many sub-programs appear and try to reassert themselves; but you have to 'break' the link to them: Judeo-Xainty.

I know I constantly have to identify errors and Xain thinking and dispute and release them (disassemble) them. It is a struggle- a battle, but it is worth it.

HP Vovim Baghie has exercises to break these links, they are very beneficial. Clarity of thought will come and that is Satanic.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "theghostupnorth" wrote:

Greetings Everyone,

I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago- I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe those were due to what's on the JoS site - it's like electricity and water if you're not deprogrammed. My heart was in the right place, but I was a kid and I jumped in too deep. Anyway, since then I've felt the steady tug to get back here. It just took a handful of years to realize the truth. I'm doing this the right way, getting advice from the experienced people here and working on my power meditations. Hail Satan and cheers all around,

TGUN

 

[Allison P]

Welcome back my Brother! Hail Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/1/13, Brant Lusk <chaos_soldier27@... wrote:

welcome back brother, i too am in a similar situation




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On Fri, Feb 1, 2013 7:36 AM CST keeperofstone wrote:

Welcome Back.

It's very difficult to deprogram yourself. You have to constantly be
aware and constantly 'question' thoughts and feeling that restimulate.
Many sub-programs appear and try to reassert themselves; but you have to
'break' the link to them: Judeo-Xainty.

I know I constantly have to identify errors and Xain thinking and
dispute and release them (disassemble) them. It is a struggle- a battle,
but it is worth it.

HP Vovim Baghie has exercises to break these links, they are very
beneficial. Clarity of thought will come and that is Satanic.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "theghostupnorth" wrote:

Greetings Everyone,

I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago-
I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how
programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the
time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe those were
due to what's on the JoS site - it's like electricity and water if you're
not deprogrammed. My heart was in the right place, but I was a kid and I
jumped in too deep. Anyway, since then I've felt the steady tug to get
back here. It just took a handful of years to realize the truth. I'm
doing this the right way, getting advice from the experienced people here
and working on my power meditations. Hail Satan and cheers all around,

TGUN