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I asked this question on the teens group but it was hinted that I should ask here
About 3 months ago I held a ritual and expressed my feelings on my problem to Satan. I made one last attempt and asked him for a sexual partner. In exchange for work. I was very specific with the details and at the end I said if there is no one with those qualities just bring me someone you feel would be right for me in this situation. Two people appeared in my life now. Everything went ok at first but one of them doesnt reply to me sometimes so its hard to know if she lost interest or not. The other one revealed to me yesterday she lied to me about her age. For my safety I won't post ages here but at first she told me she was a bit older than me. Last night she told me her actual age. Turns out she's way younger than me. In fact it would be illegal if I do anything sexual with her. The one thing that has me questioning if the gods brought her to me was because she is the recommended age that teens would be to ask for a demon/demoness lover. At the same time I've noticed that when asking the gods for things of romantic nature or help, things don't really go my way. I'm assuming it's something in my soul that keeps messing everything up. The other one is older than me and actually wants sex. The bad thing is she doesn't want to use protection. I already have mixed feelings about being with people and I'm kinda putting myself out there for the sake of getting rid of these sexual hangup. I definitely don't want a child. As of now I'm working on bettering myself and truthfully, I just cannot afford to undo all the progress I made so far if something goes wrong due to these people.
Update: The older one hasn't replied to me in a while. The younger one is out of my life. She wanted me to do some extremely illegal things and tried to bully me into doing them.
This leaves me with another question. I've asked the gods before this incident for a human sexual partner many times. The first one that came to me damaged me emotionally. I did pay back Satan and the gods for the energy they wasted on bringing us together. I asked satan for help again but I did a working to attract a partner. I found her online and that relationship ended a while back. Now this even happened when I asked for a sexual partner again in exchange for work.
I've noticed when asking the gods for help in things of romantic or sexual nature always backfires. I'm assuming it has to do with something in my soul but I'm not too sure. Any answers to this would be much appreciated
About 3 months ago I held a ritual and expressed my feelings on my problem to Satan. I made one last attempt and asked him for a sexual partner. In exchange for work. I was very specific with the details and at the end I said if there is no one with those qualities just bring me someone you feel would be right for me in this situation. Two people appeared in my life now. Everything went ok at first but one of them doesnt reply to me sometimes so its hard to know if she lost interest or not. The other one revealed to me yesterday she lied to me about her age. For my safety I won't post ages here but at first she told me she was a bit older than me. Last night she told me her actual age. Turns out she's way younger than me. In fact it would be illegal if I do anything sexual with her. The one thing that has me questioning if the gods brought her to me was because she is the recommended age that teens would be to ask for a demon/demoness lover. At the same time I've noticed that when asking the gods for things of romantic nature or help, things don't really go my way. I'm assuming it's something in my soul that keeps messing everything up. The other one is older than me and actually wants sex. The bad thing is she doesn't want to use protection. I already have mixed feelings about being with people and I'm kinda putting myself out there for the sake of getting rid of these sexual hangup. I definitely don't want a child. As of now I'm working on bettering myself and truthfully, I just cannot afford to undo all the progress I made so far if something goes wrong due to these people.
Update: The older one hasn't replied to me in a while. The younger one is out of my life. She wanted me to do some extremely illegal things and tried to bully me into doing them.
This leaves me with another question. I've asked the gods before this incident for a human sexual partner many times. The first one that came to me damaged me emotionally. I did pay back Satan and the gods for the energy they wasted on bringing us together. I asked satan for help again but I did a working to attract a partner. I found her online and that relationship ended a while back. Now this even happened when I asked for a sexual partner again in exchange for work.
I've noticed when asking the gods for help in things of romantic or sexual nature always backfires. I'm assuming it has to do with something in my soul but I'm not too sure. Any answers to this would be much appreciated
