Melleeboo6667
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- Jun 14, 2018
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Hi, i a relatively new to spiritual Satanism and dedicated myself about 2, almost 3 months ago. I have been slacking off a bit, I been having some personal financial issues going on and have been wrapped up in those. I dont even know where to begin. I am having a lot of trouble meditating. Its really hard when you have ADD. But i am trying, any tips would be appreciated. The real reason i am writing is cause I keep having that little voice in my head telling me what i am doing is wrong, and i am going to hell. I am coming from a strict christian background and usually i can tell it to shut up but lately due to everything thats going on, and the stress and stuff.... Idk if its self doubt or the enemy trying to take me off the path i have chosen. I dedicated myself to Satan cause i wanted too, cause i totally align in the beliefs. I pray to Satan nightly asking for guidance, protection, and to feel his presence, which i dont. I would really appreciate if someone could point me in the right direction to help me figure out how to strengthen myself more. Maybe how to be closer to Father Satan.