Hello, everyone.
I'd imagine that it's pretty obvious, but I'm rather new to all of this. I've tried to read up on as much as I can and while a lot of stuff makes sense to me, some news and claims just seem really far-fetched and somewhat push me away from Satanism as a whole. Please do not take my words as those of a blasphemer, I am not saying that any of it is wrong, just that I personally have a hard time believing them. Once again, you're free to believe whatever you want and you have my utmost respect for that.
It's not like I don't want to believe, it's the opposite. As I said, a lot of stuff makes sense, some posts even made me remember memories that I had suppressed, which is exactly why I take such an issue with stuff that I just struggle to take at face value. It pushes me away so harshly, while the rest pulls me in with the same amount of force. I hope that you guys are open for friendly discussion since I really do want to believe.
I'd imagine that it's pretty obvious, but I'm rather new to all of this. I've tried to read up on as much as I can and while a lot of stuff makes sense to me, some news and claims just seem really far-fetched and somewhat push me away from Satanism as a whole. Please do not take my words as those of a blasphemer, I am not saying that any of it is wrong, just that I personally have a hard time believing them. Once again, you're free to believe whatever you want and you have my utmost respect for that.
It's not like I don't want to believe, it's the opposite. As I said, a lot of stuff makes sense, some posts even made me remember memories that I had suppressed, which is exactly why I take such an issue with stuff that I just struggle to take at face value. It pushes me away so harshly, while the rest pulls me in with the same amount of force. I hope that you guys are open for friendly discussion since I really do want to believe.