magus.immortalis1
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I wanted to write this post to thank this loving and kind Goddess, and to give Her more recognition.
For the past little while I have been under subtle attacks, feeling and thinking that Lord Satan and the Gods have left me. I felt as someone who was without, and rather hollow inside.
I also was told to commit suicide tonight (I was going to) and made to feel that it was a good idea.
Sidenote: the energy of the higher up Greys is more subtle then the short Greys. The energy of the lower Greys is more coarse,their energy is more jagged and "loud". And their voices are ugly.(The voices I heard in my head, that is. I don't know if Greys have actual "voices." I know they telepathically communicate.) The higher greys use more different forms of communication and ideas without words, and their energy is finer. Not vouching for any of them obviously, just my observations.
At one point, I was guided to read old posts and sermons from the JoS yahoo groups that I had saved in my folder in my email account. Now that I think about this further, I can better recall what happened:
She came and chased away enemy angels and greys and stood beside me, guiding me to go through specific posts and sermons in my folder in my email account. They were each speaking to me so accurately, concerning the Merkaba Disc, suicide, attacks, affirmations , faith, Satan.
I was a bit chilled to the bone and awed.
Her voice is higher pitched and young-sounding (She sounds young). Her presence is feminine, protective, warrior-like and calming.
Her energy is not overpowering (that I could feel), it felt very subtle and beautiful, like a mist.
I did not see Her, as my third eye is not fully empowered.
All the posts she guided me to read were spot-on, and I could feel Her guiding me to each post. There were about a little over a half dozen specific posts that She wanted me to read, that spoke clearly to me and pertained to my current situation, line of thought, and things I NEEDED to read.
She also suggested things that I could do that would further help me and answer my questions that I had, spiritually.
Thank you Lady Marchosias!
Hail Lord Satan!
Hail Lady Marchosias!
Hail all the True Powers of Hell forever!
For the past little while I have been under subtle attacks, feeling and thinking that Lord Satan and the Gods have left me. I felt as someone who was without, and rather hollow inside.
I also was told to commit suicide tonight (I was going to) and made to feel that it was a good idea.
Sidenote: the energy of the higher up Greys is more subtle then the short Greys. The energy of the lower Greys is more coarse,their energy is more jagged and "loud". And their voices are ugly.(The voices I heard in my head, that is. I don't know if Greys have actual "voices." I know they telepathically communicate.) The higher greys use more different forms of communication and ideas without words, and their energy is finer. Not vouching for any of them obviously, just my observations.
At one point, I was guided to read old posts and sermons from the JoS yahoo groups that I had saved in my folder in my email account. Now that I think about this further, I can better recall what happened:
She came and chased away enemy angels and greys and stood beside me, guiding me to go through specific posts and sermons in my folder in my email account. They were each speaking to me so accurately, concerning the Merkaba Disc, suicide, attacks, affirmations , faith, Satan.
I was a bit chilled to the bone and awed.
Her voice is higher pitched and young-sounding (She sounds young). Her presence is feminine, protective, warrior-like and calming.
Her energy is not overpowering (that I could feel), it felt very subtle and beautiful, like a mist.
I did not see Her, as my third eye is not fully empowered.
All the posts she guided me to read were spot-on, and I could feel Her guiding me to each post. There were about a little over a half dozen specific posts that She wanted me to read, that spoke clearly to me and pertained to my current situation, line of thought, and things I NEEDED to read.
She also suggested things that I could do that would further help me and answer my questions that I had, spiritually.
Thank you Lady Marchosias!
Hail Lord Satan!
Hail Lady Marchosias!
Hail all the True Powers of Hell forever!