Health #965 No physical touch/affection & stunted development

[AskSatanOperator]

I didn't receive touch or affection from my parent's as a baby/child and its stunted my development in many way's, but it's so pervasive I don't even know where to begin to address it. I can recall every memory of being touched in my life there's so few.

I haven't been able to form an intimate bond with anyone, but it's what I crave the most, whether it's a friendship or romantic partner.

I have all of the same emotion's as everyone else, but without the "programming" to know how to bridge a connection or appear functional. I feel like a broken toy.

What can be done to rectify the situation? I don't know if this is something beyond repair to a certain extent.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

I didn't receive touch or affection from my parent's as a baby/child and its stunted my development in many way's, but it's so pervasive I don't even know where to begin to address it. I can recall every memory of being touched in my life there's so few.

I haven't been able to form an intimate bond with anyone, but it's what I crave the most, whether it's a friendship or romantic partner.

I have all of the same emotion's as everyone else, but without the "programming" to know how to bridge a connection or appear functional. I feel like a broken toy.

What can be done to rectify the situation? I don't know if this is something beyond repair to a certain extent.

Try this

Healing the Emotional Body (for men too, don’t disregard this)

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on. Many people have emotional outbursts, immature reactions, trigger episodes...

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[Engineered Trasformation]

What can be done to rectify the situation? I don't know if this is something beyond repair to a certain extent.

In addition to meditations and Spiritual healing, some people unconsciously find a partner that recalls their mother/father according to their gender.
Receiving love and care from such a partner (I think it should be temporary) may deceive your mind and let your unconscious think you have been loved (again, and better) as a kid. In case situation is desperate this may be of help. Might be a friendship, not necessarily a partner, or even a person you are in contact with.
I have never received any love and care from my father and I unconsciously received it from a sports teacher training me, that recalled my father for some of his features. But his behavior was good and caring to me, so I partially healed my emotions through this short experience. I was not even aware of it, it simply happened, and I understood years later what happened through Satanic knowledge i did not have before. Guess I have been guided by my GD to do that.