1. Nobody claimed you, you're likely in a bad mental state, which lets you be vulnerable to very minor energetical influence from the enemy, which will usually use things in your own mind, like underlying fears.
2. The Gods are under no obligation to "give you" a good life. How long have you been meditating? Have you been following a proper routine? Have you been doing money workings? Cleaning negative karma? Establishing protection?
I don't know your full situation, nor would I sit here to try to figure it out. Remove all doubts about Zeus and the Gods being on your side as fast as possible. They are always there, just waiting for you to actually make moves yourself. Not "trying here and there", but rather taking small permanent steps.
Decide to do aura cleaning for one minute a day, for the rest of your life. You can add to it later.
Decide on a money working, do it properly, and do 40 day workings over and over, for the rest of your life. Efficient or not, trained or not, you can get better later.
Raise even a few Algiz, and affirm an aura of protection, and do that daily, for the rest of your life.
To not sound like a broken record, consistently meditate, perform the God Rituals regularly without overdoing it, actually use the magick we offer to make progress towards goals, and don't expect things to change in a day.
Give it a few years of consistent daily practice and you'll see massive changes. Even simply cleaning and protecting yourself every day will put you above most outsiders in terms of luck and ease of achieving goals over the years.
Or don't, keep self loathing, and give up. It's your decision, always has been.
I don't understand why Satan can't help me?
