Meditations #78346 Is there something wrong with me, I can only remember sensations, but not cause new ones, including visualization?

[AskSatanOperator]

The guy who asked the question has to do with a little ball of light that he can visualize as much as possible, and my situation is even worse. I can't even visualize from memories, the only thing I can do is focus on feelings, but nothing more.

Is there an alternative for me in exercise? Is this my uniqueness? And you know how I do aura cleansing - and I'm not sure what I do, except for the vibration of mantras and tanning in the sun, and I think I can do it, but I have to do it for about 2 hours (in the sun), then my mood improves, this is an exact sign that I have succeeded?

I've tried doing memorizing the light and warmth of the sun, but it doesn't work at all. But I have success in feeling the chakras of the palms and head.I also seem to be able to breathe in energy, but I don't quite understand what kind of energy I'm inhaling. I do it like this - I say to myself that I concentrate on inhaling prana and etheric energy. It also takes me a long time to feel the improvement, but I also try not to sit at home and move more.

Lately, it takes me so much energy to do these exercises that I can't train a trance and sleep normally. I also have a huge breakthrough in understanding unblocking the flow of kundalini and I have questions - 1 Do I understand correctly that you only need to unblock and clear the chakras so that you can understand the kundalini safely? It is not necessary to coach them? I managed to completely remove the obstacles and get the flow of energy from the top, and I think that with the bottom I will be able to do it even faster, but then the kundalini will awaken automatically, won't it? I have poor spiritual vision and perhaps weakly manifested abilities of other chakras, will this be enough for self-respect?

What I mean is that I am very confident in my ability to awaken the Kundalini this year, if everything really corresponds to my understanding. And the last time I very much energetically emotionally asked the keeper for a friend for me and heard a voice that said to me "say thank you", do I understand correctly that in the near future I will get my friend? I had similar requests and each time I got what I asked for, but this time I heard a voice. Now I am worried about how we will meet my new friend, because I have little contact with people and crowded places.

 

[Ayleth]

In terms of visualization, most people think they should see a 1:1 representation of reality, as they see with their eyes open. I think this is rare to have at the beginning of Zevism.

Training it in trance will give you better results. It will feel almost like you're literally dreaming, and then the images (visualization) will appear a bit more literal. Daydreaming is the closest understanding of visualisation that you can start with. However, not everything we experience while daydreaming means it is a sign from the Gods.

Read these sermons too: Void Meditation, Brainwaves, The Benefits of Trance, About Your Potential and Accomplishment, Initiation: Then And Now, Opening The Mind, Experiences With The Gods: Levels of Experiences, to not try and link every sermon, This Guide is also helping a lot, I know it did for me.

You can absolutely do magick and achieve your spiritual works by focusing on feelings. Then try to immerse your whole being bit by bit, emotions, thoughts, and the clarity/ focus of the mind at the moment of your working.

Kundalini is very sacred. Multiple workings are needed for it, not only chakra opening and empowering but also doing yoga (hatha, kundalini), cleaning, purification and other steps that your GD can guide you through.

 

[AFODO]

Visualization have to do with the right side of the brain. https://ancient-forums.com/threads/the-left-brain-hemisphere-higher-understanding.302417/
All you have to do is use and open up the right side of your brain, there is a guide in the above sermon.