Astrology #77597 I don't resemble my chart rulers as much as other placements? is this normal?

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2/3 of my chart rulers are in their sign of fall & afflicted, and the other one is loosely combust.

i resemble the signs/planets but in a very subtle way. could it be the other planets/aspects are having an overpowering influence and making these less visible, despite being in the angular 1st house?

for example mars is with pluto in a cadent house, and i feel most like the energies of this conjunction and related house/sign cusps/dipositors rather than my weak chart rulers

there are two hard inconjuncts to 2 of them, and i find the energies very awkward and unnatural for me, so i end up behaving against their energies