Thank you for your feedback! This is much appreciated. Here is what I wrote more about Node topics, unfortunately these people who asked will not read due to the question date and we will not see their feedbacks. Feedbacks are important in regards to how everything work in specific situations, because what I write is mostly a probability theory and 'how it should be' for higher octaves.
I've looked at my nodes and my north node is in leo of 3rd house, without being on a fixed star or angle. My south node is in aquarius of the 9th house and is conjunct my natal retrograde uranus and is also 5 degrees from my natal moon, so conjunct that too. Im not sure what to make of it but...
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(Please edit/remove the informations if I shared too much, I don't really know at what extent can I talk about my chart and what is safe or not to talk about) I'd like to correctly interpret my True and South nodes. I have a vague understanding on what they mean and how they function, I read...
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I believe that all astrology is fully theoretically sublimatable. Why I say 'theoretically' is not because it can't but because sometimes situations play out when person is not yet in control, for example
this little girl here HPS Maxine mentioned - her age was not yet age of control where person could manage their fates' energies. Saturn was stronger than CR and it played before anything could have been done about it. The key here is control, anything put under 'full' control can be sublimated.
Astrology is a bunch of forces given. The only way for them to not be potentially problematic is to non-exist. There are stars, planets are aspects in the space - without them we would not be born because we are born in planetary systems surrounded by stars and not in the pure space. They say no chart is without problems. I would better say no chart is without energies and energies ARE potential problems themselves. Only non-problematic energies are those under full conscious control of the fully conscious mind. When you are working with forces you work with potential danger already. Just the fact of existence make them potentially dangerous.
Now, what is pain / suffering according to TCM - Qi stagnation, due disbalance of whatever, but pain syndrome starts when for whatever reason there is stagnation of substance - Qi, blood, whatever you call it, - the forces. Here is the same: forces must flow freely and find their riverbed. They need riverbeds and courses to flow. If they have no them, they can get out of control and start making disasters on their own or get manipulated by somebody else possessing knowledge such as the enemy. This is what I mean by sublimation: creating a right riverbed for your energies so that they could flow freely and controlled.
Both Leo and Cancer signs are in my 10th, does this matter? Leo only rules the 11th however.
10th house itself will mostly work out through Cancer. Again Cancer and 4th house topic may point to Ancient lore and archaeology as a source of power. But if something is specifically in Leo such as NN or a planet - these specifically will play out as Leo and 10th.
There is also retrograde Neptune in 4th Aquarius. How does this relate to what you mentioned about ancient lore and related topics?
RT Uranus and RT Neptune in 4th Aquarius. Just to give several examples. Innovative / proto-civilizational "uncomfortable" archaeology,
Seids as "ships of Gods", Vimanas, Ancient spiritual technology of Gods, flying cities. RT Neptune gives strong spirituality aspect to all of these, using divination methods for this. On the other hand there might be very spiritual or technologically genial bloodline.
4th is everything that is under the Earth and under the layers of endless epochs, the graves of the world that can serve as a source of infinite knowledge unearthed from them. Megaliths, Pyramids, Easter Island statues - their spiritual and mathematical side to be rediscovered, under-earth cities, paleo-contacts for Uranus,
Dowsing. Necromancy in those places.
Some inspiration:
I thought it only gave me a weird family life which is all that I've read online about these placements, but it makes sense because I have always been drawn to ancient cultures/knowledge.
The whole problem with what is "written online", is not that it was written necessarily as conscious lie or out of the blew just to get money (though it is usual situation in 2d world where getting money is crucial), but rather that this was written by people who never met or could even imagine any higher octave true potential realization of this or that sign. For example, for those seeking for highest realizations in profession but see online only 4th related "weird" things about their aspects, their higher octaves resembling to their dreams are absolutely realizable and sublimatable, just because the vast majority prefer to let their energies drift and "go with the flow" into most trivia and non-intellectual lifestyles this is very much their business.
Internet astrology is very much based on vast majority's choices. Some charts of exceptional geniuses and Satanists of the past are interesting and there you might track real potential of some aspects.
This also very much deals with what your current civilizational level can offer you. For example are you living without internet and electricity in the distant Siberian steppe having only that much to choose: either being a local shaman or just dealing with very trivia things every day. Or are you living in a city with an internet and ability to get high education in quantum physics or classic music? Depending on this your planets will work out. Western Astrology is designed for Western civilization based on universities and academia / music conservatory institutions, laboratories and factories etc. But even here among the vast xian majority it was not used in its full potential throughout the centuries, I believe, even close to it. So when you see something shitty online such as for example you seek monumental professional path alone and your chart is "online interpreted" as for "weird family affairs / closet skeletons", this should be understood as "vast majority" used it so. Why? Because neither xian pedo priest nor communist materialists wanted our "uncomfortable archaeology" to thrive and resurrect Vimanas, as a result people were "welcome" to realize only in most trivia low and physicality-orientated ways. The example with the steppe's wild nomad: with extremely prominent Uranus they would rather make a good shaman than a scientist, just because in their environment there is no such thing as science. Animals, nomads and wild tribes also have all these aspects and they work absolutely different for them. This is what I have to say about this so called "online astrology for mediocrities".
Go after your heart Brother / Sister, do not think that some path is closed for you just because other non-spiritual people online wrote things that they themselves only can but extract from their aspects. You are different. Follow numerological meaning of this or that astrological sign as well.